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ADebtOfHonourCh1

A DEBT OF HONOUR

by Julia Harringsford

CHAPTER ONE

This is a work of fiction. All characters are fictious.

Any resemblance to real people is coincidental.

Those offended by sexual imagery should not read this story.

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England – March 1814

"You bet what?"

My brother George looked out to the garden a moment, then

spoke without turning.

"I bet your virginity, my dear Amelia. It now belongs to the

Earl of Hardforge."

I gripped his shoulder and made him face me. "No! You

couldn't have!"

George still wouldn't meet my eyes. "He wants to take you out

to his estate as soon as possible. Tomorrow. He'll be by for you at

eleven. I suggest you pack."

I was stunned into silence.

"You'll stay with him for a week, then come home, only a little

worse for wear."

"No! I won't do it. I simply refuse."

"You can't, Amelia. It's a gambling debt. A debt of honour."

"But – my virginity?"

"It's not like any one else was going to take it," he said curtly.

"You've been on the shelf for years."

I winced. It was true that, at twenty-three, my marriage

prospects in London society were nearly at an end. I was the daughter
and sister of a duke, which kept those of lower rank than an earl at a

distinct distance. Others shunned marriage to a family in such deep

debt. All the estate lands were mortgaged. George, convinced he

could turn things around, had wasted away my dowry at the gaming

hells. Truthfully, there were only a few months left between me and a

position as a lady's companion, a servant.

I forced my attention back to the situation at hand. "I can't

believe you've done this! How could you George!"

He reached out to awkwardly touch my arm. "Don't worry,

Amelia. It's only a week, and you'll have saved the family honour."

"By sacrificing my own?"

"No one needs to know," George said desperately. "We can

tell them you went to visit Aunt Beryl. She's not going to refute it."

Aunt Beryl was commonly believed to be mad. She was

incoherent even on her best days. Indeed, she would be silent as the

grave. I shook my head. How could I be tempted to actually go along

with this terrible plan? To go through all that pain and humiliation,

for something as stupid as George's gambling?

"George...!" I appealed helplessly.

"I don't have a choice, Amelia," George looked away. "And

neither do you. According to Father's will, you are under my

guardianship until your marriage or your twenty-fifth birthday. Lord

Hardforge will be here at ten tomorrow morning. I advise you be

ready for him." With that, he left the room. I followed him to the

hall, but he proceeded directly though the front door. "I'll be at

White's," he threw over her shoulder as he disappeared.

Alone in the house, I allowed myself the luxury of a violent

tantrum that only ended when I smashed a favourite china cupid

against the fireplace. With a startled gasp, I desperate clutched at the

pieces. As I fruitlessly tried to fit the dozen or so pieces together, I

burst into tears, for I knew I would go along with George's plan. He

was right. There was a difference between petty bills to merchants

and a debt of honour between gentlemen.

And, I had to admit, the idea of lovemaking interested me. I

was twenty-three, an old maid. I would never experience it in the

confines of marriage. Perhaps, just perhaps, this was an opportunity.

But I had heard it was painful. Very painful.

Leaving the ruined cupid on the floor of the room, I dragged

myself upstairs to my bedroom. I would lie down for a few hours, and

perhaps when I woke I would feel better.

My arms felt incredibly heavy as I pulled off my dress, shift

and stockings. Walking across the room to the bed, I caught sight of

my naked reflection in the full length mirror. I paused and looked

carefully.

My body wasn't entirely unattractive, I decided after a

moment. My medium-sized breasts rode high on my chest, even

without the aid of a corset. The brown-tipped nipples were puckering

in the cool air of the room. My fingers wandered up and gently

touched the hardened nubs. My waist, hips and bottom were just full

enough to look pleasantly rounded in the afternoon light. My slender

legs met in a tuft of brown hair. One hand snaked down toward the

coarse brown curls, but I stopped myself.

Crossing to the bed, I lay down without bothering to put on a

nightgown and fell asleep almost immediately.

He rubbed his greasy hands over my body, ignoring my

squirming. "Nice, nice," he hissed. "Now open up for me," he pried

a hand between my thighs and forced them apart. I thrashed my legs

and arms, trying to struggle, but his heavy stomach pinned me into the

mattress. I felt his shaft probing at my genitals as he drooled over my

breasts.

"Please, Lord Hardforge. I'll give you anything you want, but

please let me go."

My body ripped in two as he plunged into me with a fierce

grunt. When my scream of pain had ended his lowered his mouth to

my ear and whispered, "I have what I want."

He used me harshly, driving into me painfully, grunting with

pleasure at my cries that he was hurting me. His hands wedged

between us and attached to my sensitive nipples like vices, pulling

them painfully. "Will you bleed, do you think?" he asked. "I collect

virgins, you know. And I think you're the tightest of all." He gave a

last, fierce grunt. I felt something warm spurt up into my insides. He

pulled out of me, then chuckled evilly. Shaking, I looked down. His

erection and my thighs were covered with blood. It flowed out of me

like a river.

I awoke in a cold sweat. Gasping for breath, I let my hands

drift slowly over my body, somehow convinced the dream man had

left marks on it. My nipples were taut barbs at the tips of my breasts.

A strange heat pulsated between my legs, at exactly the place I had

dreamt of his painful, pounding thrusts.

I turned onto my side, trying vainly to control the shaking that

raked through my body. Could I do this? Could I really do this?

I heard the carriage rattling over the drive, but I couldn't bring

myself to turn to look and kept my eyes fixed on the garden hedge in

the opposite direction. George was pacing behind me as I stared out

the window. Fear had fled, leaving only a feeling of numbness.

The door opened behind me. George greeted him, his voice

gruff and emotionless. Only when he cleared his throat and called,

"Amelia, may I present his lordship, Charles Fitzroy, Earl of

Hardforge," did I turn to face the room.

I barely managed to suppress a gasp of recognition. I knew

Lord Hardforge. I had seen the handsome, dark-haired man at the

theatre, at Vauxhall Gardens, even once or twice at private balls,

though we had never been introduced. On nearly every occasion,

especially lately, his eyes often landed on me, his mouth twisting into

a strange smile. He had that same smile on his face now. He seemed

to be looking straight through my clothing.

He couldn't be more different from the man in my nightmare.

Only an inch or two taller than myself, he was thin: athletic if not quite

muscular. His coat was immaculately cut for his broad shoulders. His

breeches clung to his sinewy legs as he crossed to me.

"A pleasure, Lady Amelia," he said suavely, holding out his

hand. I reluctantly put my own into it and allowed him to kiss my

fingers. His mouth rested against my skin for much longer than was

decorous. He turned my hand over in his and pressed another kiss

against my palm. A few stray whiskers, missed by his morning razor,

brushed the tender skin. I tensed, bracing myself against the

awakening sensation.

"I trust your brother will excuse me if I whisk you away

immediately."

George's swallow was visible, even from across the room. "Of

course, Hardforge."

Lord Hardforge tucked my hand into the crook of his arm and

took up my small valise. I walked stiffly beside him as we crossed the

drawing room. At the doorway, I impulsively turned to look back at

my brother. His face held such guilt, I crossed to him and enclosed

him in a fierce hug.

"I'm so sorry, Amelia."

"It's alright, George." I kissed his cheek. "It's the only way."

When I turned back to Lord Hardforge, his smirk had disappeared, and

he courteously held his arm to be taken again. At the door, he paused,

releasing me again, in order to take my cloak from the butler and set it

across his shoulders himself.

He led me outside, where his large, covered carriage waited for

us. He handed me inside, where I nervously adjusted my skirts as he

gave orders to his coachman. After he entered the coach and it jerked

into motion, he took up my hand again and began to feather kisses

over my wrist and forearm. When I tried to pull it away, his hand

clamped onto mine, his mouth opening to actually lick my skin. A

moment later, his power affirmed, he carelessly released me.

Sitting back in the rocking carriage, he smiled at me, looking

strangely shy. "As you probably know, we're going to my estate. I

usually only conduct my affairs in London, but this one is special. I

don't want you to feel like you're waking the neighbours each time

you scream."

I trembled harshly.

He reached for my hand again. "Not that kind of scream, Lady

Amelia, believe me. I'm not a rapist. I'll give you all the pleasure I

can, provided you return the favour."

"I-I hardly think I know how to –" I broke off, almost ashamed

of my inexperience. "I'm a virgin, you know."

"Oh, I know." His hand came up to touch my face. "That's

why I arranged to keep you for more than a single evening. I don't

want you to be frightened at any point in our affair. But I will have

you, Lady Amelia. I've wanted you too long to give you up now."

"Wanted me?" I couldn't help asking. "For how long?"

"Years," he said simply. "By the end of his week, I'll have

lived out a treasured fantasy. That of lying over you in my bed, buried

to the hilt in your lovely body."

I blushed and turned away. Another feeling, deep inside,

displaced the knot of fear ever-so-slightly. I didn't examine it, not

knowing what I would find.

We didn't exchange another word for several hours, not until

we stopped for luncheon at an inn. Lord Hardforge engaged a private

dinning room and ordered enough food for four people. I couldn't

make myself swallow more than a couple of bites. He smiled

encouragingly at me from the other side of the table. "Eat Lady

Amelia. I'd like to reach the estate before supper, so we likely won't

stop again."

I shook my head, pushing the plate away from me. He poured

a glass of wine and handed it across the table. "It will help you relax.

Don't worry," he added quietly when I didn't take it immediately. "I

didn't put anything in it. I have plans for you, my lady, and I want you

to be awake and lucid to enjoy them."

I reluctantly took the glass. It was surprisingly good wine. I

quickly downed the whole of it, but refused the second glass

adamantly. He shrugged and pushed himself up from the table,

suggesting we move on.

At some point in the afternoon, I fell asleep in the carriage. I

didn't wake under we came to a sudden halt. I was shocked to find

myself leaning against Lord Hardforge, my fingers resting on his thigh,

embarrassingly close to his crotch.

He gave a wicked smile, then slipped away from me to exit the

carriage. He reached back to help me descend.

The house was smaller than George's, but much better kept. I

nearly wept at the thought of how beautiful my childhood home had

once been, before all the troubles began.

Lord Hardforge didn't give me much time to observe the

facade, dismissing the hired carriage. He touched my arm and gently

led me into the house. Our footsteps echoed in the empty hall.

A man in a butler's uniform appeared at my side and took my

cape. "Welcome, Lady Amelia," he said in sombre tones.

I tensed. "Do all your servant know who I am?" I asked Lord

Hardforge.

"No. Only Williams. And he's as silent as the grave. In fact,

most of the servants have been given a week of holidays. I want your

body, Lady Amelia, not your reputation."

I blushed again.

"We'd like a light supper in my suite, Williams. And have the

maids prepare a bath for the Lady Amelia."

"Yes, sir."

I was pleased Lord Hardforge had order supper. As he had

predicted, I was feeling quite hungry after the long ride.

Lord Hardforge led me quickly upstairs and into a luxurious

sitting room. Releasing my arm, he shrugged out of his coat and

tossed it over a chair. As he quickly undid his cravat I was torn

between fascination at the strong body evident under the fine lawn

shirt and terror that what I had dreaded was finally happening.

Once his cravat was removed, however, he proceeded no

further. He picked up my valise again and set it in a corner of the

room.

"Should I unpack?" I asked timidly.

"No," he said flippantly. "You won't need anything in there

for the next week. Or any of those clothes your wearing now." He

smirked. "Allow me to dispose of them for you." In an instant, he had

closed the distance between us and was undoing the buttons of my

bodice. My fluttering hands did nothing to stop his motions.

"L-lord Hardforge – " I stammered.

"Charles," he corrected as his fingers snapped open another

button. "We are to be quite intimate over the next few days, Amelia.

I think we should call each other by our Christian names, don't you?"

I didn't answer, but the feeling of open air on my bosom made

me shiver.

"Are you cold, Amelia? Don't worry, we'll have you into a hot

bath soon."

I tried to ignore the growing heat in my stomach as his hands

slowly worked at the lacing of my corset. The whalebone garment

came away from my skin and fell to the floor with my dress. His

hands rucked up my shift. He whispered, "Lift your arms." I obeyed

instinctively and he pulled my shift over my head, leaving me wearing

only my garters and stockings. He took a step back, his scalding gaze

burning my skin.

The heat from my stomach had already spread to my chest

when the knock sounded on the door. Lord Hardforge turned away

from me with an annoyed grunt. He crossed immediately to the door.

I had barely time to snatch up my shift and hold it in front of the

essential areas.

It was Williamson with a large, covered tray. He didn't spare a

single glance my way, but crossed directly to the table in the centre of

the room. Setting a chair on each side of it, he bowed to Lord

Hardforge and left the room without a word.

Lord Hardforge looked me up and down. "Drop that," he

commanded.

Without thinking, I let the shift fall to the floor. He smiled

wickedly, but his expression changed after a moment. "I'll never

understand why women do that to their bodies." His hand reached out

and lightly traced the red creases caused by my corset, sending a jolt

through my body that settled between my thighs. His hand drifted

toward my breasts again, but then fell away. I was unable to explain

the disappointment that coursed through me.

Dragging a chair before me, he sat. "Take off your stockings
and give them to me."

Blushing deeply, I shook my head, crossing an arm over my

nipples and covering my sex with the other hand.

Lord Hardforge indicated the covered tray on the table. "No

stockings, no supper."

The tantalising scent of roast beef tempted me. Slowly

lowering my hands, I reached for one of my garters. A few moments

later, I held the stockings out to Lord Hardforge with a trembling

hand. He took them and, with a smile, tucked them into his pocket.

"Come," he said kindly. "You must be hungry."

I was horribly uncomfortable in my nakedness, but I managed

to eat some of the chicken Williams had brought. Lord Hardforge

continually caught my eye across the table. Each time, he would

deliberately focus on my breasts until I blushed fiercely and looked

away.

"D-do you not have any family, my lord?'

"Charles," he corrected again. "None but my father. And he

died when I was sixteen."

"Have you never been married?" I stammered, desperate to fill

the silence.

"No," he said. "Women lose their fascination for me once I've

had them. Sad, but true."

I was suddenly aware of his stockinged foot sliding its way up

my calf. I moved my leg slightly and cleared my throat. "A common

malady, I'm told."

His foot pressed against my right thigh, moving higher. I

tensed.

"Yes. Part of me will regret leaving you behind. But first,

we'll have a week of intense pleasure together."

His foot found the apex of my thighs and rubbed up and down

against my sex. I gasped and moved back in the chair. The heat that

surged through me was frightening in its intensity.

He stretched his leg a little further and resumed the light

rubbing. At first I resisted the sensations in my body. Slowly, though,

my eyes closed as small warm gasps escaped my lips.

"That feels nice, Amelia?"

When I didn't answer, he pulled his foot away. My eyes

opened.

He stood and held out his hand. "Come. A bath."

He lead me into the adjoining room, where a steaming bath

waited. I walked over to it and had nearly climbed into it when I

noticed that Lord Hardforge had found a seat in plain view.

"Y-you're watching?"

"Of course, my dear. I've been wondering for years if you're

as beautiful out of your clothes as you are in them."

"And?" I asked, unable to resist.

"And I am far from disappointed."

With a pleasureful shiver, I slipped into the water.

I hardly knew what came over me. Perhaps it was the look in

his eyes. Perhaps it was my own nakedness. Or perhaps it was simply

a woman responding to a man. I slowly lathered my body, moving as

seductively as I could, slowly moving the washcloth over my breasts,

thighs, calves, all the while watching him through lowered eyelashes.

I repeated the process as I rinse the soap from my skin, noting

with a strange satisfaction that there was a large bulge in Lord

Hardforge's breeches, straining against the fabric.

It wasn't until I was clean that I noticed that the drying cloths

were hung before the fire, out of reach. I stood. Lord Hardforge

moved at the same moment. He crossed and took up a cloth,

unfolding it slowly. Draping it over his hands, he asked quietly. "Will

you allow me?"

I nodded.

His drying was one long caress. His hands lingered on my

breast, brushing over the nipples until the stood out at attention. I

gasped at the warmth as he dried me intimately. With the last

common sense I could gather, I asked: "Are you going to take me

tonight?"

He paused his hands, then continued to dry me, more quickly

and roughly. "I hadn't planned to, Amelia. You tempt me to change

my mind. Lie down on the sofa."

Trembling, I obeyed. There was no going back now. This was

it, what I had feared for so long.

He crossed the room slowly, pulling his shirt off over his head.

I found my eyes locked at his breeches, where his erection was quite

visible. To my chagrin, he noticed. "Do you want to see, Amelia?"

I shook my head. He only smiled silently.

He knelt beside the sofa, his gaze raking slowly over me.

"Beautiful," he whispered. His hands circled my waist. "But you're

so tense, Amelia. I told you, I'm no rapist. Do you believe me?"

His eyes were wide and honest. I nodded. "I believe you."

"I'm going to use this week to make you want me. You're

going to beg for my hard length to be inside your body. But that's for

later. Tonight, we play. Close your eyes."

His hands were unbelievably gentle as he explored my body.

He thumbed and teased my breasts until I could feel them harden into

taut peaks. His mouth began to play over the soft mounds as his hands

wandered to my hips, then lower.

I gasped at first touch on my sex. His fingers stroked over me,

making my body relax involuntarily. When his mouth found my

nipple and began to suckle, I gave a slight, involuntary whimper. He

slid a finger up inside me.

"God!" I breathed. "It's so sinful!"

"Yes," he said as his thumb searched briefly and found the

most tender spot of all, making my hips arc off the sofa. "But what a

delicious sin it is."

I wasn't aware of much more of the next few minutes. I shook

and moaned and cried until I was certain I was dying from the

delightful sensations, then the world suddenly exploded into rainbows

of pleasure.

I was vaguely aware of Lord Hardforge carrying me into

another room, then found myself set gently onto a feather mattress and

left there. After a few moments I found the energy to roll onto my

back and look around. Lord Hardforge was just returning from the

now darkened sitting room, crossing back to the bed. Instinctively, I

moved over to make room from him, but he didn't join me. He set a

hand beside my head and leaned over me. His mouth came to within

and inch of my own, then moved to kiss my cheek instead.

"Goodnight, Amelia."

"Goodnight," I answered, unable to make sense of the

conflicting emotions inside me.

Lord Hardforge reached to the bedside table and extinguished

the candle sitting there. As he moved away, I heard his voice once

more in the darkness, "Sleep well, my sweet little virgin."

END OF CHAPTER ONE

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