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CDE 34 6 Family Bonding P6

TO BE READ BY ADULTS AT LEAST 21 YEARS OF AGE

Copyright c August 2000 By C.D.E. ALL Rights Reserved

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All Characters And Events Depicted In This story Are Purely

Fictional. There Is No Intention In Any Manner, To

Represent Or Mimic, Any Real World Situations Or Persons.

Story Content:(M+/F, MF, Inter, MM, FemDom, Incest, Mdom, )

WARNING: THIS story IS A PURE SEXUAL FANTASY. DO NOT READ

THIS story IF YOU ARE HOMOPHOBIC, AND/OR DO NOT LIKE

READING A FICTIONAL story OF THE DOMINANT/CUNNING SLUT wife

GENRE, WHERE GULLIBLE men ARE TRICKED/FOOLED/USED,

PSYCHOLOGICALLY MANIPULATED, OCASSIONALLY FLAGELLATED,

SEXUALLY DOMINATED BY THEIR BEAUTIFUL SLUT WIVES AND

OCASSIONALLY BY THEIR WIVES' MALE LOVERS.

TO BE READ BY ADULTS AT LEAST 21 YEARS OF AGE

Title: family Bonding Part 6

Author: C.D.E.

ABSTRACT: James, naive and virginal, is engaged to

Judy, the daughter of the apparently loving, caring,

sharing, closely knit Smith family. James begins

bonding with his new in-laws during their engagement,

and after he eventually marries into the Smith family,

he discovers that outward appearances of the Smith

Family's image proves deceptive.

CAST:

Judy Smith-Fiancee/Wife

Judy's mother - mother Smith

James Jackson-Fiance/Husband

James's mother -Mother Jackson

James's Aunt- Aunt Jasmine

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CONTINUED FROM PART 5

CHAPTER 20 EVENTS FROM OUR MARRIAGE: Surprise Visit

I at first thought my wife wasn't serious about

me actually assuming the `mating view position'.

However later, after seeing that she was dead serious,

I tried to recant my violent objections to doing as

she had requested of me. You see I was most fearful

of getting another whipping from her if she could

claim I was not being cooperative with her. However,

she wouldn't accept my apology. She instead deemed

that I was to be whipped for my own good. I pleaded

and pleaded for her forgiveness as I followed her

around the house like a puppy. She finally told me

she would consider my apology and would let me know

later that evening after returning from shopping.

I was on pins and needles for over three hours,

awaiting her return, as well as her decision.

Sometime before she returned, mother and Aunt

Jasmine dropped by unexpectedly for a visit.

Within 20 minutes of their surprised arrival, Joe

dropped by unexpectedly. I don't know why I say

unexpectedly, since he and Judd and Jeffery come by

almost anytime they want to. They might as well have

their own house keys.

A few minutes later, Judd and Jeffery showed up

also. I didn't think anything about this. In a way,

I was almost glad, as I was sure that Judy would more

than likely be too tied up entertaining them and have

less time to be concerned about punishing me for

something I'd already apologized for, as well had

agreed to do, even if it was an abject disgrace to do

it.

It was about ten minutes after Judd and Jeffery

arrived that Judy's mom and Dad arrived. Their

presence really took me by surprise.

"Howdy Jamie!" Mr. Smith roared.

"Hello James, how my favorite son-in-law?"

Judy's mom asked.

"H-Hello Mr. Smith, mother Smith, uh, I-I'm doing

fine thank you." I replied. The surprise of seeing

them was evident in the tone of my voice.

I invited them in. They knew everyone. I got

them drinks.

The Smiths do occasionally visit, but I've always

noticed that neither of them have ever made me perform

sexual acts for them at our house. With this

knowledge of the past, I felt better that nothing of

consequence would happen tonight other than an

impromptu gathering of both Judy's and my family as

well as her three lovers.

I easily mingled with everyone and served drinks.

I was careful to avoid my father-in-law in the event

he had plans that might include my mouth meeting up

with his dick.

Mother, Aunt Jasmine, and mother Smith carried on

some spirited conversations with the guys about

sports. Mr. Smith, as usual, was glued to a nearby tv

set.

As They talked, I served drinks all around. My

Aunt and mom have always treated the guys in a

congenial manner, and have even referred to them as if

they were like big brothers to me. I could never

figure that one out. However, I knew that she and my

Aunt had no qualms about saying that the three were

manlier than I was. mother Smith had a similar

assessment and has routinely likened the three as her

pretend son-in-laws. A label, while fairly close to

the truth, irked me nevertheless.

Mother and mother Smith watched Rodney, while I

played host.

Later, Judy finally arrived. After greeting

everyone and carrying on some small talk, she

whispered something to Aunt Jasmine as I was walking

out to the kitchen for more drinks.

When I returned, Aunt Jasmine and our young son

Rodney had left the room and there was a silence in

the room as I walked in.

"James, put the tray of drinks down." Judy said

to me. Even though caught off guard by her imperious

request, I nevertheless did so.

I didn't think anything of her request at the

moment, but a split second later, I had good reason to

be.

"James, darling, for your own good, I've decided

to punish you for not eagerly embracing my request to

assume the `mating view position' we discussed. Yes,

everyone here knows about this." Judy's words shocked

me. I was speechless and horrified. Terror filled me

as I listened to my wife continue.

"We all will be going to the basement in a few

minutes for your punishment. All here will witness me

punishing you. But first, I want to say that I am

doing this for your own good so as to help you see the

error of your obstinacy and the positive value of

cooperation in this marriage. Severely treating this

latest bout of mannishness you've experienced, can

only be for the benefit of your behavioral disposition

and the good of our marriage. It is time to go to the

basement darling. I want you to know that this will

hurt me more emotionally, than what you will feel

physically, but I would be remiss if I didn't give you

what you needed." Judy made her long statement in a

sort of judicial tone of voice.

I heard comments such as "Well said!"; "You're a

good wife Judy."; "That's my girl."; "It's good

you're doing what needs to be done." I was too

stunned at what was going on around me to remember who

said what. All I knew was that I had been blind sided

and was about to get a severe whipping in front of her

three lovers, her folks, as well as my own Mother.

I snapped out of my stunned state as the group

started to rise from their seats. I quickly fell to

my knees before my wife, who was standing with her

hands on her hips and looking very imperious and

authoritative.

"P-Please Judy! I-I beg you dear. P-Please

don't whip me. I-I've agreed to do what you want. I-

I won't object any more. I'll always cooperate with

you. P-Please dear... Please forgive me. I-I I didn't

mean to make you angry. P-Please darling, let me off

just this once." I pleaded with tears in my eyes.

My wife simply shook her head once, side to side.

It was very clear that she was resolute about her

decision.

I was still on my knees when I was literally

picked up by each arm. Joe was on one side and Judd

on the other. The two literally carried me down the

basement stairs. I pleaded and cried all the way down

and also while I was being strapped to the table.

I didn't resist or struggle as the two men

strapped me down. I knew that would only add to my

plight. I had learned that lesson well from my mother

and Aunt when they'd put me on this same table so many

times. They always gave me extra lashes for resisting

their efforts to secure me.

To make a long story short, the group gathered

around as my wife lashed my naked ass cheeks with Mr.

Fanbelt. Tape was put over my mouth to keep me from

irritating the baby with my screams.

I wiggled and struggled against my bonds. It was

of course to no avail, as the painful strikes rained

down hard on me.

I could hear mother giving Judy many compliments

as she wielded the instrument of pain. mother Smith

also joined in the praise of her daughter's corporal

punishment efforts.

Later I heard mother Smith excuse herself so that

she could relieve my Aunt, who was baby-sitting, so

that my Aunt Jasmine could come down and `see the

splendid job that you're doing for James' - her words

to Judy as she left the room. Moments later, I heard

Aunt Jasmine echoing many of Mother's complimentary

comments after her arrival on the scene.

I only heard occasional chuckles from Judy's

three lovers. Mr. Smith's rancorous laughter was very

evident above that of the others. All I could do was

sob greatly but quietly. All my screams of pain were

muted by the tape over my mouth.

After my whipping, including a very painful

ointment rub by Aunt Jasmine, I was lead back upstairs

and ordered to wash dishes and clean up the kitchen.

Still sobbing and whimpering, I had to don an ornate

pink pinafore my wife handed me and I meekly went

about the chores I'd been ordered to do. Everyone was

still watching my utter humiliation and emasculation

with warm smiles on their faces. The whole scene was

so disconcerting. I definitely wasn't enjoying

myself.

While I washed dishes, I sobbed and whimpered

over the sink of soapy warm water and dirty plates and

pots. The others were in the family room and I was

alone to do my chores.

I was alone at last and glad to be so. My ass

still had lingering aches from the lashings I'd taken.

It was very clear to me now that Judy had established

herself firmly as the head of our household and

marriage. I also knew that my role as an enslaved

husband was resoundingly confirmed.

I lamented and took my frustration out on the

dirty dishes before me. It was the safest way I could

think of, as I scrubbed and scoured the burnt residue

in a pot I was trying to clean. Between the rubbing

noise of me scoring the burnt pot and the running

water, I didn't hear Mr. Smith enter the kitchen.

"Jamie, you look right at home doing woman's

work, and I might say that fancy apron is right pretty

too."

My heart skipped a beat as he loomed over me

before I knew he was upon me. He was at least a full

head taller than I was and much, much more brawny and

muscular.

Caught off guard by his interest, I was

speechless as my face turned red, mostly from terror

and fright.

"Jamie, I'm gonna have to interrupt your dish

washing fun. My dick has a hankering to be sucked and

it would like you to do the honor of doing it."

"H-Here? M-Mr. Smith, p-please not here in o-our

house. Y-You know with the b-baby here. T-They might

b-bring it in h-here at any..." I stammered before he

cut me off.

"Naw, my wife and the others ain't gonna let that

happened. I told `em what you and I gonna be doing."

"Y-You t-told... T-They all..."

"Yeah. They all know you gonna be sucking my

dick for me as you kneel right here at this sink. In

your pretty pink apron too, I might add. Now dry your

hands, drop to your knees and take out my dick so you

can do some woman's work on it." Mr. Smith's tone of

voice implied he was serious.

I looked up at him. I saw the familiar hand form

a fist, which I was so familiar with. Even though

he'd never hit me, it always cowed me. It seemed my

knees gave way involuntarily as I was contemplating

the hurt his fist would cause me. A few seconds later

I found myself on my knees and unbuckling the belt to

his pants.

I was so intimidated that my hands were shaking

as I drew the fly zipper of his trousers down and

gently tugged at them. They quickly fell to his

ankles. The imprint of his large penis was very

evident in his jockey shorts. As I slipped my fingers

in the elastic band and pulled them down to free his

organ, it rolled out free and seemed to start to swell

instantly. The pee slit of his enormous cock flipped

across my face and left a smear of pre-cum as it slid

over my lips.

"You know what to do with it, so don't play

around." Mr. Smith roared.

Moments later after grasping his swelling dick

meat and fondling it in the manner he desired, I soon

had my mouth filled with his heated stiff erection.

Mr. Smith caressed the back of my head as I did

what he liked me to do for him. I hoped that none of

our other guests would walk in on me at that moment.

Neither mother nor Aunt Jasmine had ever seen me

sucking a dick. I didn't want this to be the first

time either. I put my best into mouthing him as well

as kneading his big balls, hoping to get him off as

soon as possible.

My worse fear was realized in the worse way. In

walked Aunt Jasmine as she led Joe by the hand.

"My, my. You two certainly look busy, especially

you James dear. You look so cute with your lips

stretched around a nice big dick. But that's all

right, you don't have to say a thing. Besides, you

shouldn't try to talk with your mouth full." My Aunt

said gleefully as she concluded her comment with a

chuckle. Joe joined her with a slightly louder laugh.

However, they didn't pay much attention to me.

They soon embraced and gave each other a very

passionate French kiss. I could only see them out of

the corner of my eye, but it looked like they were two

wrapped up in each other to concern themselves with my

situation.

As I knelt there trying to hurry Judy's Dad to

empty his cream in my sucking mouth, I was forced to

endure watching Joe fucking Aunt Jasmine on the edge

of the kitchen table. The contrast of Joe's large

black member sliding in and out of my Aunt's stretched

white cunt was quite a scene.

Joe had helped Aunt Jasmine take off her panties

and hiked up her skirt as she parted her legs and took

his enormous stiff penis in her obviously wet well-

juiced gash. She wrapped her legs around Joe's waist

as he held her ass cheeks and gave her a royal

fucking. To my utter surprise Joe came in my Aunt the

same time Mr. Smith emptied his bloated balls down my

throat.

"That was mighty fine bonding Jamie." Mr. Smith

said as he put away his softened dick and zipped up.

I could only look up at him in disgust, as I got

up off my knees and got a drink to wash away the taste

of his heavy slime, which coated my mouth's interior.

The sad thing about all the cum I'd eaten from my

father-in-laws balls is that I'd gotten use to the

taste of his and the other fellows' fresh hot cock

cream. I hated I'd become acclimated to the taste of

hard dick meat and fresh hot semen. The creamy taste

had become quite palatable, but I knew I couldn't

admit that to anyone. I even tried to hide it from

myself. I've also repeatedly tried to deny to myself

that I took more delight than I desired to admitting

in slurping, sucking and eating up my wife's gooey

messy creampies, made up of her pussy juices and other

men's bountiful outpouring of semen.

However, I knew I had to portray that I detested

such perverted, un-masculine behavior as I'd been

subjected to. After all, I did have some vestiges of

manliness to protect, no matter that others around me

were constantly attacking and defeating me at every

attempt I tried to exhibit it.

Just as I washed away the film of Judy's Dad's

heavy jism that coated my gums, Aunt Jasmine spoke.

"James, you surely aren't going to neglect Joe

and I are you? C'mon over here and bond with us too."

She said in a mellow tone of voice.

It took me a moment to realize what she was

talking about. As she pointed to Joe's languished wet

black meat and her jism smeared pussy meat, it became

all too obvious what was desired of me.

I knew it was useless to raise any sort of

objection. I sheepishly went over and knelt before

them. I was directed to lap Joe's mighty meat clean

first. After mouthing and cleaning him up, all under

the watchful beaming face of my aunt, I settled down

to slurping her soggy drippy snatch clean. Joe left

us as she ended up wrapping her legs around my neck.

She got off again from my licking and lapping efforts.

"The Smiths are right, you do bond wonderfully,

James dear." Aunt Jasmine said after composing

herself as she left to rejoin the others in the family

room.

Moments later, after washing the taste of Aunt

Jasmine and Joe from my mouth, mother and Judd came

into the kitchen. They were just as amorous and

screwed on the table just as Aunt Jasmine and Joe.

It was gut wrenching to watch a guy screw my mom,

especially since I'd sucked his dick so many times.

And just as before with Aunt Jasmine and Joe, I had to

do clean up bonding on those two also.

As with Aunt Jasmine, mother seemed to delight

in seeing my lips wrapped around Judd's giant tool as

I milked him thoroughly and cleaned the fuck slime

from his cock.

After sucking Judd's bountiful load of viscous

jism from Mother's pussy, she patted me on the head

and complimented me also for the great job I'd done in

cleaning her up as well as getting her off with my

tongue.

This left me more depressed as I went back to my

chores. However, I was interrupted twice more. mother

Smith and Jeffery came into the kitchen next and

fucked. At the end of their mating, as with the

others, I was invited to bond again, as I knelt and

performed a clean up of their combined sexual

messiness.

Just when I thought the worse was over, Judy and

her dad came in for a fuck. I couldn't believe her

father was so randy after the heavy load he'd shot off

between my lips, not that long ago. Well, to make a

long story short, they fucked in a wanton and abandon

manner right in my presence, almost as if I wasn't

even there.

Of course, as they came down from their sexual

high, they recognized my presence and invited me to

perform some good old fashion family bonding - Smith

Family style.

Judy had a beaming smile as she looked down on

me lapping and suckling on her dad's wet slimy dick.

After he left to rejoin the others in the family room,

she really seemed aroused. My wife pulled my head

tightly to her wet sloppy muff and gyrated her well-

fucked wet crotch all over my face. She had a rousing

come.

"Darling, I love you so much. I'm so glad you're

back to being your old self. I know you might think

I'm being harsh on you, that is when I apply the

treatment you need to keep you being cooperative and

agreeable. However, as I said, I'd be remiss as your

loving wife if I didn't. Also remember, it's for the

good of our marriage too."

Judy embraced me warmly as she whispered her

expression of love in my ear. My wife's words, as in

previous times and in similar situations, were not

comforting. She gave the impression that I should be

thankful for `her treatment'. I said nothing but

relished the tender moment with her. I knew I was

trapped in a hopeless situation where cooperation

meant total obedience, not collaborative consensus

involving give and take negotiations.

Later, as everyone was leaving, I heard mother

and Aunt Jasmine expressing in a most sincere and

warmhearted manner, how delightful it was for Judy to

invite them over to observe that their wedding

presents - the whipping table and homemade whips -

were being utilized so well. I cringed at their

various compliments as I felt a continuous ache in

rear.

"Judy dear, Jasmine and I are so very delighted

at how well you're managing your household. We are

very contented knowing that our James has a loving

wife who cares so much for his welfare and is not

reluctant to exercise good judgment and take proper

disciplinary action when it's warranted." I heard

Mother say in a warm, glowing affectionate tone of

voice as she hugged her daughter-in-law goodnight.

Aunt Jasmine also expressed a similar sentiment.

"Judy, you indeed did the right thing tonight.

Our James must never be allowed to forget how

important cooperation and a husband's support to his

wife is in a marriage. After all, if you're making

the sacrifice of getting screwed, inseminated, and

then bearing a child, all basically to protect his

job, as well as the marriage. I agree that it's the

least he can do is to be by your side at the moment of

conception." Aunt Jasmine's tone, just like mother's,

was one of affection, endearment, and strong support.

I glanced around as she now warmly embraced my wife in

a goodbye hug. I could only stare at her for making,

what I considered, an outlandish statement.

"Anyway, Judy, we know it's wicked what the guys

are doing, but Jasmine and I think it's also sort of

cute too. Anyway, they are three such nice young men,

I don't mind them siring grand kids for me. Plus, I'm

sure you and them are sure to make some pretty

babies." mother said in a gleeful tone.

"I second that motion." Aunt Jasmine interjected

with a big smile. "Also, I told our James he should

look at the bright side. He's going to be getting

three beautiful kids and won't have to do a lick of

the real hard work of fucking."

"Well, mother Jackson and Aunt Jasmine, he may

not have to do any fucking, but he will be doing some

licking." My wife said smiling. All three instantly

broke out in un-lady like laughter.

I was outraged, but sadly, not surprised at the

cavalier jest and derision of me by the three dearest

women in my life. I knew the three all sincerely

loved me in their own ways, as each has informed me of

that countless times. However, it's so unfortunate

that their interpretation of love is so different from

the norm. Alas, I have therefore accepted my fate,

that I will have to accept their loving ways, even if

emotionally and physically painful, as well as

abjectly degrading most of the time.

After the basement scene, there was no doubt I

would be assuming the `mating view position' as our

new family additions were being conceived. Indeed, I

was at the juncture of my wife and each of her lovers'

coupled, heated genitals, when she was inseminated

with each of our three youngest children.

CHAPTER 21 EVENTS FROM OUR MARRIAGE: The Rest of The

Story

Well, I'm back to where I started telling my tale

of woe.

As you readers might've remembered from an

earlier part of my story, I was concerned about the

possibility of my wife having kids from her three main

lovers.

I was especially concerned about her having a

black baby from Joe. Well as you now know, it

happened.

I, of course, go through many public situations

of being embarrassed by having our pretty black

daughter calling me "Daddy". She's our youngest and

as you might expect, her vocabulary is limited so she

says `Mama' and `Daddy' frequently.



And as you might expect, we as a couple

experience all the double looks and stares from many

on-lookers, as Judy and I go through our everyday

parenting and family responsibilities with our family.

The biggest difference is that Judy doesn't seem

to have any problems with embarrassing moments about

being the mother of a black baby, or any of `our'

other kids, which I didn't father. None of which, as

I may have mentioned before, come close to looking

anything like me.

In fact, she always seems very eager to reveal

her self as the biological mother and that all our

children were conceived and born while we were

married. She also likes to stress that we've never

had a marital separation.

"Oh no, my sweet James, bless his heart, he's a

jewel of a husband, as he's honored his marriage vows

and has never left my side, even though four different

men got me pregnant over the years of our marriage,

and demanded I carry each of their babies to term."

My wife would just as quickly tell such things to

a stranger in a supermarket or a close acquaintance or

distant family relative. To say I cringed in anger

and utter embarrassment at such moments when I'm with

her, would be an understatement. She has repeatedly

ignored my demanding pleads to not say such things.

She replies that I'm infringing on her free

speech rights. I've almost given up trying to stop

her. What can I do?

My wife also seems to have me carrying our

daughter - named Josephine, by Joe - who is only 16

months old, in my arms quite a bit when we're in

public. Josephine is light brown skin and has many of

her mother's facial features.

Additionally, it's not unusual for her to

emphasize or repeatedly mention in her conversations,

that even though I'm not their real father I'm the

kids' devotedly attached daddy. Which is true, I

enjoy our four kids. However, her words always seem

to have an embarrassing ring to it when she expresses

herself to others about this matter.

It also appears now that Judy is not interested

in having anymore kids, so I've giving up the idea of

us two having any together. When I do bring it up,

she always reminds me that we have all the kids we can

afford. With the cost of raising kids these days,

it's hard to rebuff her argument.

Judy is an excellent mother to the kids, and has

been a good, very supportive, but assertive, wife to

me, even if she does give her steady lovers - Jeffrey,

Judd and Joe - preference over me when it comes to

sex.

I guess I can expect them to continue to have

priority, since they are the superior, or alpha males,

in our marital arrangement. I generally have sexual

access to my wife only after they've been with, and in

her.

It always just seems to work out that way. I

suspect she plans it to happen that way, but anyway,

I've adapted to dealing with the situation and have

accepted feeding on her overflowing creampies as a

normal part of my conjugal activities.

When we do have sex, it's customary for me to

always go down on her first and tongue her to an

orgasm. It's well known I can't come close to getting

her off just with my prick, as I can't seem to last

more than a minute or two in her hot juicy cunt. I'm

also not a quick recharger either. Besides, her cunt

is so stretched from all the other guys' giant cocks,

I'm not making much contact when I try to put it in

anyway.

Whenever she wants me to give her head, there's

always semen in her cunt from one of my `husbands-in-

law'. However, she gets an extra thrill from knowing

I'm licking up another man's jism from her very fucked

muff. I know this turns my wife on. This is what I do

best in providing her sexual pleasure.

As you might expect. I don't get to put it in her

that much anyway. I think last year she let me put in

three times - my birthday, Christmas and our

Anniversary. Come to think of, she did give me head

twice as we did a sixty-nine. As usual, her cunt was

full of one or more of my `husband-in-laws' jism.

She always want to be on top when we do this, as

she says that being on top causes for good cunt

drainage into my mouth and reduces the amount of

sucking I have to perform. I guess I should be

thankful for her concern about me in that regard.

If we don't sixty-nine with her getting me off

with her sweet lips, she's often too tired for me to

put it in after I tongue and lap her to several

rousing orgasms. She says my oral actions gives her

more intense orgasms, but takes more out of her, than

those comes given her by my three `husbands-in-law'

with the thorough deep fucking they always give her.

Hence, the reason why she is too exhausted to let me

put it in most of the time after I mouth her oozing,

sperm filled pussy.

Usually, except for special occasions when she

lets me put it in - as I've mentioned earlier - she'll

jerk me off for my relief. That is, if she's not to

tired. Otherwise, she may ask me to jack my own self

off.

However, despite having to jack myself off a lot,

I must admit that I'm rather proud and thrilled at my

personal achievement. That is, that I give her better

orgasms with my lips, tongue, and skillful sucking

action than my three `husbands-in-law', with their

awesome sturdy members.

However, in spite of everything else in our

marriage, my wife really seems to have a genuine deep

love for me.

It appears that her dominance over me, with the

associated humiliations that she has directly or

indirectly, contributed to, has lead to her having

deeper love for me over the years.

By her having irrefutable proof of such overt

humiliations, for example, kids from other men; her

love seems to grow for me as the instances of abject

humiliation increase for me.

I, of course, have problems with my wife's

philosophy and outlook on our relationship, but I know

I'm almost powerless to do much about it. Between

her, her lovers, her family and the dominance over me

by my family, I am virtually trapped in this

relationship. Yet, In a strange way, I do have great

love for my wife. However, I continue, as best I can,

to fight the humiliations she always seems ready to

dump on me.

It appears that it's my trying to fight and

resist her will, and then being defeated soundly by

her, as she trounces me under foot, so to speak, is

what apparently makes her feel even more affectionate

to me. She seems to delight, even more, each

successive time I fail - I never seem to win - or when

some other manner of abject humiliation overwhelms me.

Anyway, all in all, we do have a stable, loving

marriage, and all `our' kids have grown on me. I

treat them no differently than if they were my own. I

concentrate fully on my daily duties and obligations

as a good daddy, and of course, as an affectionate,

but well-behaved husband.

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