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First Love

title="First Love" author="Dan Singer" keywords="m/f, m/F, first, mast,

m-Solo, F-solo, voy, exhib, cons, hs"

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This story is about first love or maybe sexual intoxication, I could

never tell the difference. Names and personal details have been changed,

but guaranteed 99% true.



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FIRST LOVE (c) Dan Singer 2002

At 16, I was a nice enough looking boy with dark hair, brown eyes and a

medium build, but I was very innocent. Perhaps this was because I was an

only child growing up in a conservative town, or maybe it was just the

time. As a child, I had been introduced to sex by an older relative, but it

had been an isolated experience and had never been repeated. Now, here I

was, starting my junior year in high school, and I knew very little about

the opposite sex. My relationships with girls my own age had been limited

to a few dates with "good" girls from school or church. Unlike some of my

friends, I was still technically a virgin and needless to say, I was not

happy about it.

My parents didn't let me drive yet, so going on a date meant seeing a

movie at one of the local theatres, walking together hand in hand, and

maybe kissing. Malls hadn't yet spread over everything, so our town was

still a town. Some of the more adventurous kids would walk over to the

cemetery with their dates and neck. I wasn't entirely sure what necking

was, but I knew it was less serious than petting, which some of them did

also, according to my best friend Ronnie.

The farthest I had gone was with a very sweet, cuddly girl named Linda.

She had long brown hair and a cute round face, and I'd had a crush on her

since the fifth grade. That summer, I finally worked up the courage to ask

her out. When I picked her up for our date, she looked beautiful in a

light summer dress, and she seemed happy to be with me. Her parents sat at

the kitchen table drinking coffee, and she kissed them goodbye.

After the movie, we strolled back slowly, holding hands. I felt good

and we chatted easily; about the movie, our friends and the school year

that had just ended. It was a warm summer night and the scent of

huneysuckle wafted through the air. We arrived at her house and stood

whispering on the porch. I hugged her and instead of drawing away, she

pressed her body into mine. The hard nipples of her little breasts rubbed

against my chest. I held her tightly and we kissed. My penis got very

hard and pushed between her legs through the thin material of her dress.

She rubbed back against my prick and my heart pounded in my chest. The

area between her legs felt very hot. My body was on fire. The whole house

was dark and silent. Anything seemed possible.

Then the porch light blazed on and her father stormed out. He was a

huge man with a bullet-shaped head and ham-sized hands. One of them pumped

open and shut while the other held a giant metal flashlight. He looked

like he was about to swing it at my head. He'd been waiting up for us and

he'd seen enough. Linda tore herself away and ran into the house. Her

father smacked the flashlight into the palm of his hand and glared at me,

trying to decide if my skull was worth $8.99 and the trip to Sears.

Evidently it wasn't, because he turned and walked back inside, slamming the

door. The whole house shook. Linda was not available for dates after

that. She avoided me at school and when I called, her parents hung up the

phone.

For a while I pined for her. I knew that I loved Linda and that she

loved me, so I asked Ronnie for help. Ronnie was tough and practical and

much more advanced than I was. He had been screwing his girlfriend

Bernadette for months. He told me to forget about Linda. Her father had a

shotgun and he drank, and Linda was a cockteaser from way back. It wasn't

worth it. Bernadette, on the other hand, had a friend named Iris who was

soft. How soft? "Very soft," he assured me, "she'll go as far as you

want, Singer, she's into guys." Ronnie set us up for a double date on

Saturday and told me to pack some rubbers. I put Linda out of my mind.

I prepared for Saturday like a fighter training for a bout. This was

probably a mistake. Ronnie never prepared for anything and look at him. I

swore off nuts and chocolate, which I thought gave me pimples. I did

hundreds of curls to pump up my arms and shoulders. I renewed my supply of

condoms at the drugstore and replaced the old ones in my wallet.

Ronnie picked me up on Saturday after dinner. He had managed to borrow

his father's car and the girls were already inside. Bernadette was sitting

in front with Ronnie and Iris was in the back. Iris did not appear to be a

hot number. She was demure and mousy, with stringy blond hair and blochy

skin. Still, there was something cute about her. She wore a tight pink

sweater that hugged her shoulders and chest. Although her breasts were

small, they were definitely perky. I could just see the points of her

nipples jutting out beneath the sweater, plus she was into guys, that was

the important thing.

After I finished looking her over, I said hi and flashed Iris what I

thought was a dazzling smile. Everyone told me I had a great smile. She

scowled back and mumbled something unintelligible. Then she turned and

looked out the window. We drove for a while and I tried to start a

conversation: music, current events, teachers at school, nothing took. I

retreated to my corner. According to Ronnie, Iris had screwed half the

boys in the senior class and was working her way down. She had a large and

ever-growing collection of cherries. Obviously, I was doing something

wrong. I felt my golden opportunity slipping away. As a last resort, I

simply draped my arm over her shoulder. She removed it immediately and

told me she had a boyfriend away at college. I looked up and caught

Ronnie's eye in the rearview mirror. He shrugged. This was going to be a

long night.

We drove, stopped for a snack, hung out, and after a couple of beers,

Iris loosened up a bit. Unfortunately, she wasn't giving out any freebies

that night. She'd gone on the date as a favor to Bernadette but she had

cramps. I offered to give her a massage. "No," she said, "not those kinda

cramps." At the end of the evening, I was rewarded with the ultimate

humiliation, a sisterly peck on the cheek. Ronnie told me later that Iris

either liked you or she didn't, it was all or nothing. With me, it was

obviously nothing.

It was after my flop with Iris that I became interested in Christine.

Actually, I had been aware of her for some time; Christine was a member of

our congregation, but I hadn't paid much attention to her. She was more

than twice my age, well into her thirties, a buxom woman with dark hair and

pale skin. She had thickened around the waist but she was still

attractive. Christine had been married to a somewhat older man, a minister

in our church, and had been widowed.

After her husband's death, she dressed completely in black for a

suitable period of mourning, but what had started as an expression of grief

eventually became a fashion statement. She continued to wear black, black

skirts, black dresses, black tights, black shoes and black hair tied back

tight, accentuating her incongruously full red lips. Perhaps she thought

all that black made her look thinner.

Christine was not everyone's cup of tea. Ronnie said she looked like an

overstuffed crow, but I found her fascinating, and I often wondered what

lay underneath all that black clothing. She was a teacher at our high

school, and that year I had her for history.

The relationship between student and teacher is asymmetrical. Students

get to know their teachers far better than their teachers know them. As I

sat in her classroom day after day, I became thoroughly familiar with her

physical appearance, her rounded calves encased in black tights, her

slightly fleshy arms, her pleasantly curved hips, her high cheek bones and

full lips, and especially, her prominent breasts.

I frequently found myself tracing their profiles in the margins of my

notebook when I should have been copying down European history. I would

imagine their shape and size when liberated from their twin black shrouds

(I assumed her bra must be black.) I would speculate on the size and

placement of her nipples, the shade of her areolae, and I would draw these

variations in horizontal rows across the page. I noticed that if I did

this for a while, my penis would become very hard and start to throb, my

breath would speed up and my heart would pound. I loved the sensation, but

drawing dirty pictures made me feel like a pervert, especially pictures of

disembodied breasts. I would catch myself and flip to a clean page to let

the pounding, the breathing and my very enlarged cock return to normal.

History was the last class of the day. At the end of school I would

return home and start my homework. I would sit at my desk and spread out

my school books. Pretty soon my mind would turn to Christine, her breasts
actually, and I would sketch them in my notebook, partially exposed. Then

I would sketch them again, with a little less coverage. My penis would

harden and press against the cloth of my white briefs. I would try to

ignore this feeling and return to my homework, but I would be pulled back

to those breasts and I would draw them again and again, experimenting with

different sizes, shapes, perspectives, angles and levels of coverage.

Soon, my prick would be so hard and achy that I could think of nothing

else. I would give in and pull down my pants and briefs and stroke my

penis. By this time, I was usually so worked up that after only a few

strokes my thighs would begin to shake and I would climax, my penis pumping

squirt after squirt of come, while I gazed at the outlines of the figures I

had drawn.

Then I would feel deeply ashamed. Not for masturbating, which I knew to

be a perfectly healthy adolescent activity when not done to excess, but for

the shameful and delicious act of drawing her tits in all their variety. I

would promise myself to resist the temptation, only to find myself an hour

or two later staring at those intoxicating forms marching across my algebra

homework or my chemistry notes. Then I would need to come again.

Sometimes I repeated this process as many as three or four times in a row.

Once, I think she caught me in class. In fact, I know she did. She

surprised me by walking up behind me while I was sketching. I quickly

turned the page, but she gave me a long appraising stare. I blushed bright

red and she continued to stare while sweat beeded my forehead. My penis

ached and pulsed inside my trousers. Pulse, pulse, pulse, with each pulse

it grew harder and pressed tighter against my pants, sending jolts of

electricity through my groin. I was panic-stricken. At last she looked

away and it was lucky she did for I was about to come.

Then she turned back and said to me under her breath, "Please see me

after class." I stared at her horrified as I fought back my impending

orgasm. I held my breath and sat motionless, staring straight ahead. My

eyes were directly at breast level and I watched a nipple poke itself out

against the cloth of her blouse. It seemed to harden under my gaze. That

did it, that nipple pushed me over the edge and I began to come. I bit my

lip to stifle the sound, but I was helpless to stop my climax from

erupting. Blissful waves of pleasure washed over my body, but I could

neither enjoy nor resist them. My thighs shook underneath my desk as the

intense feelings spread up and down my body. Come pumped helplessly out of

my cock into my underpants. I was in an agony of embarrassment as my

climax went on and on, but I could not stop it. At last the spasms

subsided, and I sank back into my chair exhausted and tried to catch my

breath. She turned and walked back to her desk.

I had come before. You might even say I was an avid masturbator, but

this was something different. The feelings were so intense and

overwhelming that there was nothing I could do to control them. Moreover,

she had watched me come. I had been exposed. It was shameful and horribly

embarrassing, and it felt wonderful.

After class I excused myself and went to the bathroom to clean up. It

was empty since almost all the students had gone home. I stepped out of my

shoes and trousers. My underpants were drenched with come and I stuffed

them in the trash, but my penis was still wet and sticky. I sat down in

one of the stalls and tore off some toilet paper to dry it off. I lightly

patted the head of my cock and a shock went through my body. I was

instantly aroused and ready to come again. I sat quietly and waited for my

erection to subside. Instead, it stretched out to its full length and

pulsed with my heartbeat.

I wanted so badly to come, I probably should have brought myself off

right there, but I was expected back in the classroom and I wanted to

control myself. I waited until my organ had softened enough to fit in my

trousers. There was a wet spot in front, but it didn't seem too obvious. I

decided to ignore it. Unfortunately, I couldn't ignore the friction that

my penis made as it rubbed against my pants. No matter how I stood, the

material caressed the head of my organ and teased it up. I was aroused all

over again and starting to get very hard. I zipped up my zipper and walked

back to the classroom. Perhaps she wouldn't notice.

When I walked into the room, Christine motioned for me to stand in front

of her desk. The classroom was deserted. "There seems to be some trouble

concentrating." She addressed me in this oddly impersonal way, as if trying

to limit the contact between us. In spite of it, or perhaps because of it,

the sound of her voice seemed to caress me in a very intimate way, and once

again I felt in danger of coming. I bit my lip and tried to stem the tide,

but my penis strained toward her voice like a flower strains toward the

sun.

She continued, "This happens sometimes, so I'm going to give you some

work to help you concentrate better. Do you understand?" "Yes," I croaked.

"You'll do the extra work after class, an hour each day for the rest of the

week, starting tomorrow. I need some help with paperwork." I mentally

calculated. Today was Tuesday. That meant three days of detention. It

could have been much worse. She looked directly at my crotch and frowned.

Then, with a curt nod, she dismissed me.

I was conscious of one thing, the erection pressing up against my

trousers. It felt hot and very sensitive, and I was afraid that the

slightest stimulation would push me over the edge. My head throbbed. I

tried to control my breathing. She looked down at some papers on her desk

and I slowly backed out of the room. I stumbled out of school, grateful to

be released.

I walked home in a state of great agitation. On the one hand, I felt

guilty for what had happened, and I dreaded the prospect of being alone

with Christine for an entire hour. What if I couldn't control myself?

Coming once was a regrettable accident, but twice might be an indictable

offense. Was it a crime to have an orgasm in front of a non-consenting

adult? Probably not. But even if I managed to avoid imprisonment, I would

still be disgraced, ostracized, expelled from school, my future destroyed.

On the other hand, it had felt wonderful and I wanted it again. And,

she was not entirely uncomplicit in my situation. It was the visible

hardening of her nipple that had driven me over the edge. And even though

erectile tissue, as I well knew, was not under voluntary control, surely

she bore some responsibility for my predicament. The question was, how

much did she know? Was she being purposely provocative or was she simply

an innocent bystander?

When I reached home I was thoroughly confused. I was also wildly

excited; tomorrow I would spend an hour alone with her. My penis was

completely hard again. I undid my pants and freed it. As soon as I

touched it, I climaxed, and my thighs and legs shook as the orgasm raced

through my body. Afterwards, I lay in bed for a long time re-living those

moments in class.

The next day, I waited anxiously for history class, but when it came,

Christine seemed to have forgotton me. She scarcely looked at me in class

and when I presented myself afterwards, she was wearing a coat and was

preparing to leave. I thought she had forgotten our arrangement, but she

said, "I've decided to work at home. We can spread out there." Spread out

what, I wondered. I followed her out to the parking lot and she led me to

her car. We drove the short distance to her house in silence, but her

close proximity made it impossible for me to think. I could not help but

be aware of the fine hair on the back of her neck, the friction of her legs

as they rubbed together, the tiny gold earrings that dangled from her ears.

Her house was on the opposite side of town from mine, a cottage on a

small shaded lot. We went directly into her kitchen and sat down. It

turned out that my assignment was to mark a history quiz while she read the

answers out loud. I marked two papers and she marked two, and in this way

we were able to do four at a time. We faced each other across the table

with the papers spread out in front of us.

I was relieved. Marking test papers was something I could do, and it

made things seem almost normal. I began to relax. I actually found it

pleasant to sit in her kitchen, listening to the sound of her voice,

marking X's and checks next to the answers. I gave myself over to it, and

we quickly went through three sets of papers. Napoleon, Wellington, the

Congress of Vienna, the answers flew by in a haze as I listened to the

music of her voice. I temporarily lost track of the actual questions and

began to mark X's and checks randomly. Then I began to vary their

appearance. The X's became more like propellers, the checks got curvier.

At some point, the checks turned breast-like, or maybe that was just my

imagination, but the inevitable happened and I found myself getting

aroused. I glanced under the table. She had crossed her legs and her black

skirt had ridden up past the knee. Not very far but far enough to suggest

the curve of her thighs and beyond. I considered what lay beyond. I

imagined her curly black bush and what it would be like to bury my face in

it. I had never wanted to do this before, but for some reason, I wanted to

do it now.

"Are you following me?!" Her voice shocked me. I found my place and

struggled to concentrate. She was right, I was having trouble

concentrating, but this was not helping. I was aware of the heat and

pressure of my rapidly hardening organ. Soon it would be completely erect

and then I would not be able to concentrate on anything.

I desperately wanted to adjust my pants to give my cock a little

breathing room, but I didn't dare. The feeling was both delicious and

agonizing. I made random X's and checks as I struggled to follow the

answers. At last, we came to the end. I don't know what those poor kids

got on that examination, but I hope she re-graded it. I excused myself to

go to the bathroom, trying to disguise my condition. I shut the door,

opened my pants and slid my white briefs down over my throbbing rod. I

exhaled a sigh of relief. My prick stood out hot and flushed, no longer

painfully confined.

I decided to let it relax and return to normal, but my penis grew harder

and began to pulse. With each pulse I longed to touch it and bring myself

over the edge. Unfortunately, I was standing in a strange bathroom with a

strange adult woman on the other side of the door not 10 feet away.

I glanced around the room. There was a second door with pastel towels

hanging from the towel rack. There were miniature scented soaps in a dish.

There was a pink container of facial powder on a shelf. All of these

innocent objects inflamed me, they seemed to be extensions of Christine

herself, and they seemed to egg me on. "What are you waiting for?" they

said. My hand lowered itself to my cock and began to rub, from the head

all the way down to the base. It didn't take long before an orgasm began

to well up in me. Before I knew it, the spasms were shaking my thighs and

groin, and I heard myself groaning softly. Then I heard what sounded like

a sharp intake of breath.

The door with the towel rack was closed but it had a keyhole. My eyes

were drawn to the keyhole, and behind it I saw the glint of an eye. She

was watching me. I was in the middle of my climax, too far gone to do

anything about it or even to care, but she was watching me! The feelings

in my cock intensified as I heard another intake of breath and my come shot

out and spurted against the wall. I groaned audibly. I leaned against the

wall, my penis still pumping, trying to catch the spurts of come in my

hands as my orgasm continued. I had never come so hard for so long.

Finally, my climax ended and I sat down to recover. My heart was pumping

wildly and I was out of breath. My penis was still hot and sensitive. I

touched it and couldn't suppress a groan. I needed some time to recover,

but I couldn't just sit there in her bathroom, she was waiting for me. I

cleaned myself up and wiped off the bathroom wall. I took a deep breath

and walked back out.

Christine was sitting at the table going over the papers we'd marked.

She barely looked up to say, "You can go now." Evidently, she was done with

me. She offered to drive me back, but I thought it was a better idea to

walk home by myself.

As I walked, I tried to understand what had just happened. I had gone

into her bathroom to jerk off and she had watched me. What did that make

her? And what did that make me? It was clearly wrong to peep at someone

through a bathroom keyhole. It was also wrong to jerk off in a stranger's

house. But both of these together had given me such intense pleasure that

even thinking about it instantly aroused me. I couldn't figure it out, but

I knew I wanted it again.

I spent the following day waiting impatiently for the last period to

arrive. When it finally came, Christine ignored me, and this threw me into

a panic. Was she displeased? Offended? What if she had decided to

discontinue our, whatever it was. At the end of class I waited for the

other students to file out. She looked up at me and said in an

expressionless voice, "Let's go, we've got a lot of work," and she headed

out of the room. I exhaled with relief and followed her out to the car.

Then I began to worry. Did I really have it right? Did she peep at me

through the hole or was I about to do something based on a complete

misunderstanding?

We arrived at her house and she asked me if I wanted a snack. I was

touched. She wanted to feed me, she wanted to make me comfortable, but I

wasn't really interested in food. I sat down at the table and waited for

the test papers. She took off her jacket and disappeared into another

room.

While she was gone I studied her kitchen. I noted the counter top with

its green and white tiles, the kitchen cabinets painted white, the old
single door refrigerator and the table I was seated at, with its shiny

wooden top and scalloped edges. All of these details moved me. I felt

like she was showing me her privates, and I studied them with the same

intensity as if I were gazing at what I imagined must be her luxurient

black muff, preparing to bury my face in it while she slid out of her

dress.

That was the image in my mind when she returned, and I suspect she read

it right off my face. She arched her eyebrows and frowned. Whatever else

she saw, she must have taken in my hunger because she recoiled slightly

from it, but something told me she was also secretly pleased. I noticed

that she had changed into a more revealing blouse. It was still black, but

it had a neckline that allowed her breasts a little freedom and they

shifted slightly as she moved, giving me a sense of their heft and

importance.

She spread out the test papers and we began to mark them. I knew the

routine, so I went through two sets quickly. It was actually fun and this

time I was able to pay close attention. But perhaps it was the closeness

or the way her upper arm rubbed against her chest, or the down on the back

of her neck, but soon I was acutely aware of her and that awareness began

to arouse me.

It didn't happen all at once. It started with a feeling of warmth in my

groin that spread upwards to my stomach. I gradually felt my penis getting

longer and harder, only this time it didn't stay contained in my briefs but

poked itself out in the gap between the cloth and my thigh. Before I knew

it, I had a serious hard on. I tried to slow things down. I tried to

concentrate on marking the tests. I tried to relax and let my cock soften

a little. It pulsed and stretched out to its full length and hardness.

Then it began to throb and tingle, and I couldn't wait any longer.

I excused myself to go to the bathroom, casually placing my hands in

front of my crotch to cover my erection. It was so hard I could barely

stand up straight. I must have looked very strange. When I reached the

bathroom, I closed the door, loosened my belt and let my pants drop. Then

I let my white briefs slip down to my ankles. No longer contained in my

pants, my penis stood out like a pink-barrelled cannon with a purple

helmet, pulsing with my heartbeat. I happen to have a large dick. Maybe

not porn star level, but big enough. I had never seen it so big and it

scared me.

It evidently had an effect on her too, because I heard a soft gasp from

behind the wall. I stroked it slowly and deliberately with my left hand

while holding its base with my right. Then I noticed the container of

dusting powder and an idea formed in my mind. I lifted the top off the

container. It was certainly a violation, it was even worse than what I was

about to do, but I was in the grip of a higher power. I dipped my fingers

into the powder. It felt smooth and cool. I spread it on my palms and

lowered my hands to my hot, hard prick. I gently stroked back and forth

from the head down to the base. The powder made my hands feel smooth and

velvety against my hot cock. My heart began to pound and my breath speeded

up.

A kind of paralysis gripped every part of my body except my hands and

dick. I felt a climax building from inside my groin. I continued to

stroke, to pump, and my legs opened and closed rhythmically, my hips thrust

forward, and then it overwhelmed me. The ecstatic feelings raced through

my body and the come pumped out in a dozen hard spurts that landed against

the opposite wall. From the other side of the wall, I heard her breathing,

sharp, shallow, urgent, and this made my orgasm intensify. I squeezed my

eyes shut and gasped, holding my dick in my hand while it continued to pump

and throb. At intervals, I would hear another gasp or an "ooh" or even

what sounded like a cry, and that would make my penis throb and come some

more. Then she fell silent and my climax finally died down. I rested

while my organ slowly returned to normal.

I had never heard those sounds before but I knew what they were. They

were soft, wild and forbidden, and I was hooked. More than anything, I

wanted to hear them again. I unravelled a clump of toilet paper and

cleaned the come off the wall. I sat down on the toilet and dried off my

cock. It still throbbed. I flushed the paper away, and this finally

brought me back to reality. I pulled up my pants and adjusted myself in

the mirror. I opened the bathroom door.

Christine was standing with both hands on the table. A flush had

deepened her color and she seemed slightly out of breath. I stared at her,

waiting for her to ask me to do it again, waiting for her to say something.

She looked down and without meeting my eyes, dismissed me with a nod and

offered to drive me back to school. I said I would rather walk home, and I

let myself out.

I was disappointed, but at least this time, I was not confused. I knew

what I wanted. I wanted to rub my cock for her and hear her breathing, her

sighs and her ecstacy. I couldn't wait for tomorrow to come. Tomorrow, I

would be with her. Tomorrow, I would come for her. Tomorrow, perhaps, we

would come together. It was a perfect relationship, and I felt the

happiness of the perfectly committed.

On the other hand, it wasn't really a relationship at all. Just a

couple of perverts standing on opposite sides of a wall doing something

they couldn't admit to each other they loved. It was pitiful really, but I

wanted it more than anything.

Friday was the final day of my detention and I wanted to make it a

blowout. I refrained from jerking off. I woke up with an enormous hard

on, but I ignored it and let it subside. By afternoon, my cock was

stirring in my pants, and when I arrived at history it was getting hard.

Christine was waiting for us in the classroom, looking over some notes.

She began the lesson with a lecture. She walked back and forth in front of

the board describing some event in European history, the defense of Vienna

perhaps, or maybe it was the Franco-Prussian War, who knows, I barely heard

her. When class ended, I sat alone at my desk and waited. She stared in

my direction with a look of concentration as if trying to decide what to

do. I looked back at her and my heart began to pound. She finally broke

the silence. "Let's get going." She stood up and so did I.

My day dreams in class and the tension of waiting had excited me so much

that my trousers bulged out in front. She looked me up and down, lingering

over my crotch. We walked to her car in silence.

I think we were both conscious of the fact that this was our last day.

We arrived at her house and she managed to scrape together some exams for

me to mark, but it was clear she had very little for me to do. We finished

grading and she fell silent. I think she was waiting for me to get up and

go to the bathroom. Instead, I asked her for a cup of coffee. I wanted

her to do something for me.

I watched as she filled the metal percolator with water. This was

before everyone made coffee with filters and drip machines. She measured

the grounds into the tray and set it on the stove to boil. I enjoyed

watching her, it suggested an actual relationship, but now we had ten empty

minutes to fill.

She asked me about my plans for college, about what was I interested in,

the usual stuff, and I dissembled in the usual way. I had no idea about

college or what I wanted to do, but my penis had begun to respond to her

again, and what I really wanted more than anything was to hear her little

gasps and sharp intakes of breath. She approved of my choice of a state

college. She encouraged my plans to study political science or maybe

engineering. She set out milk, sugar and two cups and poured our coffee.

We drank it in silence. There was simply nothing to say.

"Do you think I could use your bathroom?" She nodded. I got up and

walked past her. I had an urge to touch her neck, her arm, anything, to

say something, but what? I had no idea. I walked into the bathroom and

shut the door.

This time I decided to take my time. I slowly unzipped my pants and let

them fall to the ground. My white briefs stood straight out, surrounding a

massive erection that pulsed underneath. I turned toward the peep hole and

gradually pulled my briefs down. I stopped when they reached my public

hair. Then I reached around and rubbed my penis through the cloth, slowly

stroking my prick with my hand.

I heard a gasp and I took that as encouragement. I continued to rub

myself slowly through the cloth until a round wet spot appeared at the end

of my briefs where the cloth surrounded the head of my penis. I slowly

slipped the elastic down over the shaft and its engorged purple head

appeared. I let my underpants fall to the floor and my penis bobbed free.

I began to slowly stroke my prick back and forth and with each stroke the

purple head pulsed and grew larger.

Then I turned and moved towards the wall until my penis was level with

and almost touching the hole. I gripped the shaft and rubbed my hand over

it. I could clearly hear her breathing, so I backed up to give her a side

view. I held my penis at the base and pulled at my balls. This made my

prick pulse up and down and grow if possible even larger. I lightly

stroked the tip, rubbing the wetness over the head. Her breathing seemed

to speed up and I let go of my cock. It hung suspended, jerking back and

forth.

I wanted to come, I wanted to come badly, but I also wanted something

more. And then it hit me. I wanted to feel her hands on my cock. More

than anything, I wanted to feel her skin against me, I wanted to taste and

feel her, and I wanted her to feel me.

I waited for my cock to soften so I could put it back into my pants, but

Christine gave a small groan, a sort of "Oh," and the sound of her voice

sent me over the edge. I began to come uncontrollably, juice pumping out

of my prick and spurting all over the wall. I heard her gasp and I grabbed

my penis and held on as the orgasm surged through me and rocked my hips

back and forth. I tried not to cry out, but the feeling was so strong that

I couldn't suppress a groan and then another. When my orgasm ended, I sat

down to recover. Then I cleaned up the bathroom wall and gently replaced

my half-hard penis in my briefs. I pulled up my pants and opened the door.

Christine was leaning against a chair in the kitchen. She seemed like a

runner out of breath. Her whole face was flushed as were her arms and

shoulders. We looked at each other long enough for my penis to get rock

hard again. I felt I was on the edge of something, and that I had to dive

off. My heart pounded in my ears so loudly that I was sure she could hear

it. It was difficult to speak, but I managed a few words. "Christine," I

said, "I want you to..." I hesitated. "What?" she said. "I want to do it

with you." She looked at me as if she hadn't understood. "I heard you," I

continued, "I know you were there, you know, when I was in there. And I

want to do it together." I had gone too far. She blinked at me in shock.

"You filthy pervert, you dirty little piece of scum, don't ever call me

that again, ever. Get out of here before I call the police."

I wasn't prepared for that, but her reaction actually felt right.

Without a word, I went to the living room and grabbed my book bag. I

walked to the front door and without turning around, opened it and left. I

shut the door behind me.

The evening was growing dark and the air felt refreshing against my

face. I stood on her front steps for a moment and then started down the

path towards home. This took me around the side of her house. I noticed

that a light was on in one of the rooms and I paused. I walked towards the

window and glanced in. It was Christine's bedroom.

She was standing in front of a chest of drawers. It had a mirror on top

that faced out to the window. She had unbottoned her dress and it hung

partly off her shoulders. I saw the straps of her black bra from the back.

She reached around and undid it. In the reflection of the mirror, I saw

her breasts pour out and she stood for a few seconds letting the air cool

them.

Then she threw back her shoulders and pushed out her breasts. I had

never seen anything so beautiful in my life. Her breasts were oval and

nearly symmetrical, their round dark areolas and long prominent nipples

seemed alive. I had seen breasts in pictures and on statues, and of course

I had drawn hers hundreds of times, but in real life they were so raw and

vivid that I was overwhelmed. I could barely breathe, my heart seemed to

pump in my groin.

Christine did not hesitate. She began to tweak and twist her nipples.

They grew as she pinched them, and her mouth opened but no sound came out.

Her hips moved back and forth. I reached inside my pants and felt for my

penis. It was hard and throbbing.

She closed her eyes and her head rolled back. Then, while continuing to

pinch a nipple with one hand, she brought her other hand up under her dress

between her legs and began to squeeze her thighs together rhythmically,

trapping her hand in between. Inside my pants, my hand stroked my penis in

time with her thighs. She opened the remaining buttons of her dress and it

fell to her waist. She brought her hand back down between her legs and her

fingers disappeared inside. She reached around with her other hand and

squeezed her ass hard. Then she began squeezing and pulling on her nipple,

rubbing it back and forth.

This was too much. I felt an orgasm begin to build, starting in the pit

of my stomach and radiating outward. She squeezed her thighs together

faster. It sounded like she was gasping for breath. I could see the hand

between her legs moving around and around, squeezing and caressing her

cunt. Then it disappeared inside. She grabbed her breast with her other

hand and pulled the nipple, and then she stood rigid and exhaled a kind of

high-pitched groaning cry.

She remained still for five, ten, fifteen seconds and continued to cry.

She must have been experiencing a powerful and prolonged climax because it

went on and on, her thighs shaking, as she keened with pleasure, and I felt

myself coming, coming so exquisitely hot and strong that my legs buckled. I

was on my knees as the come spurted out of my prick and waves of pleasure

washed over me. I shut my eyes, held the ground and heard myself grunting

like an animal. When I was finally done I opened my eyes and looked up.

Christine was gone. I pulled up my pants and staggered away, my cock still

spasming, minutes later still coming.

I made my way home and lay in bed for a while staring into space,

picturing what I'd seen. Then I took a long shower, and slowly jerked off.

I retreated to my room and stayed in bed for the rest of the week. I

masturbated constantly to the scene of her climax. I jerked off till my

penis was chafed and sore, but I was constantly hard and excited.

When I finally returned to school, Christine was cool and distant, in

fact she barely looked at me. I was grateful for that. I don't think I

could've withstood her attention, but all the same, I was heartbroken. I

knew that something had happened between us and I wanted her to acknowledge

it. At the end of the year, she transferred to another school and I

stopped going to church. I never saw her again.



Dan Singer singer@radiolink.net