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SoYouWantToBeAMember

Title: So You Want To Be A Member

Keywords: mF, mdom, inc, teen, ff, ws, humil, mom, son

Author: Caesar



Prince Absalom lay with his sister
And bundled and nibbled and kissed her,

But the kid was so tight,

And it was deep night --

Though he shot at the target, he missed her.



So, You Want To Be A Member?

by Caesar, copyright 2000-2002

$Revision: 1.4 $ $Date: 2002/04/15 14:07:28 $

I finally received an email reply from David and anxiously read it.

"Holy shit", I yelled before I jumped up out of my chair then bounced

about my bedroom in excitement.

Not only did David not dismiss my request outright he wanted to

schedule a meeting the very next day. It was paramount to being given

an audience with the Queen of England to a teenager in my suburb.

The club was so exclusive, it did not even have a name - only the

'Club'. As well, most of its members were unknown and thus the total

compliment of its membership. Only a select few volunteered to be

open to the public, by acknowledging their membership.

Oh sure, there were rumours. About dark masses and orgies in secret

places. Money to burn. Women ready and willing.

I'm not sure what was real and what wasn't - all I knew is that

everyone seemed to whisper about how cool it was to be in the Club.

But I don't think anyone whispering knew any more than I.

Then I overheard a group of my students in the cafeteria chatting with

David, hushed voices and small nods. That was how I learned David was

a member of the Club - a club so secret that no other members were

known. He was the centre of attention, the focus of all the questions

and who gave nearly no direct answer from what I overheard.

Oh certainly I could use the boost for being a member of such a Club

to my reputation, and even to my ego if the truth be told. I'm not

very popular in school, a silent bookworm that gets good grades and

keeps out of trouble. I do have several friends but they are all

approximately the same as I, simply travelling through our interment

in high school.

Then again, I remembered, I would not be able to tell anyone if I was

accepted to the Club.

Perhaps my desire to join this secret society was a dream, a phantasm

to reality. I just wasn't in any cool crowds. Hell I was barely even

noticed by my own teachers.

But I re-read David's email once more - and it boosted my ego yet

again. What if...

-*-

David was waiting by the baseball diamonds in our school yard, alone

with his jacket billowing out with the high winds. Winter was coming

and I pressed my hands into my own jacket as I approached him, to

still the cold as well as to hide my nervous quivering.

He smiled and we shook hands.

It already felt clandestine.

"Hi Joseph. Did you bring it?"

I passed over a recent photograph of my family which he looked at for

a few long seconds and then stuck into his pocket. I was a little

surprised at this request when I received his email and more surprised

when he pocketed the photo. No matter, it would not be missed from my

family albums.

"What do you know about the Club?"

I looked around, as if to be sure none could overhear us, but it was

redundant, no one was even upon the school grounds on this fine

blustery day. "Basically nothing. Mostly rumours."

He nodded amused. "What is the most outrageous rumour that you've

heard about then?"

I shrugged and inventoried the more recent rumours and thought of one

that excited and intrigued me, "Each member is given a girl as a

slave." I assumed he would laugh my rumour into the fall wind.

Instead, David nodded. "Not exactly. But what if part of that was

true?"

That surprised me. I had no comment actually - what fifteen year old
could reply logically when asked if he would like a sex slave?

Now he laughed lightly and put his arm over my shoulder, "I can't tell

you any details at this stage - but if you are still interested I will

bring your interest for a membership to the Club?"

Interested... fuck yes! "Sure." Did he hear my quivering excited

voice above the wind?

-*-

Less than a week later, a school night mind you so I knew I would be

in hell when I got back home, I stood as David slipped a pillow-case

over my head. "Okay?"

"Yes." I had agreed to this of course, at every step of the way I had

been asked if I wanted to go forward with my initiation. As if in a

dream, I agreed whole-heartily.

David helped me back into his car, and we then drove for some time,

once stopping and I heard two others get into the back. No one spoke.

Finally we stopped and David helped me out. I followed the two others

with David guiding my shoulders from behind. We walked across some

short grass, up some cement steps and finally through a doorway.

"We are here Joseph." Inside a house I think, but where I have no

idea. "I will ask you not to attempt to remove the blindfold or to

talk without being spoken to first. Do you understand?"

"Yes." I felt like saying 'sir', but David was always so informal it

seemed out of place somehow.



Then he guided me further into the house, a large one evidently and

down a long flight of stairs to what I assumed to be the basement.

"Sit here Joseph."

I sat silently in a sturdy woody chair as I heard movement from

several others about me.

Eventually the movement slowed down and I could almost feel others

looking at me.

David spoke up from across the room, "Joseph you are here with the

other members of the Club, who at this time will remain anonymous, and

we wish to chat with you for a few moments?"

I nodded, comically I thought, as no one could see my head within the

pillow case.

A new voice, deeper and probably older, "Joseph Bentley?"

"Yes." My voice came out more as a crackle.

Same voice, as if reading, "Fifteen years old, tenth grade?"

"Yes sir." It just slipped and I almost hung my head for the rebuke

but it never came.

"You have two siblings - an older brother in college and a younger

sister."

"Yes."

"Your father is an executive and alternates between the office here

and out east?"

"Correct - yes." I wondered if someone had done research upon me

before this meeting?

"Your mother is on several charity boards in the city but mostly

spends her time at her office?"

"Yes."

"The photo you gave, this is your mother in the picture?"

"Yes." I almost volunteered where the picture was taken but stopped

realizing that I had not been asked a direct question. I most

certainly did not want to screw up this interview, as I have come so

far. Much further than I expected.

"How old is she now?"

"Forty one years old."

"Her name is Larissa?"

"Yes." Why so many questions about my mother?

Next he began to ask about my school, my grades, who was my friends

and whom I did not get along with. Then he asked me about my

teachers, and asked about my private thoughts on my attractive English

teacher whom every boy had fantasies about.

Then he asked about financial matters about my father, our home and

some of the items in our household. We were pretty well off, I should

imagine but, of course, I had nothing to gauge it by. I couldn't

answer very well to these, as I didn't know, and ended that part of

the questions feeling like my application into their Club was all for

naught.

Another voice spoke up, younger, maybe my age. "Relax Joseph - your

doing great."

I was? His comment helped.

"We are a small group Joseph and our interests are not always what

society would accept."

I have no idea what that meant! Yet I hadn't been asked a question

and could not talk.

"I'm going to ask you some more questions - odd questions - and I want

you trust me... us... and answer honestly. If at any time you feel

uncomfortable with what I'm asking you, simply stand up and we shall

conclude our meeting. No fowl. Okay?"

"Okay." I was getting nervous again.

"Do you masturbate Joseph?"

I was quivering in nervousness, and this question didn't help. "Yes."

If my face had been revealed so would have my glowing red embarrassed

cheeks.

"No problem, we all do." Several chuckles from about the room.

"What do you think about when you jerk off?" Before I could answer,

"How about Mrs. Lowell?" My English teacher.

I opened my mouth and a lie almost came out but I knew in my heart

that I had to answer honestly, "Ya, sometimes."

"What exactly Joseph?"

God this was embarrassing. "I think of her naked... doing things."

The last part came out in barely a whisper.

"Have you seen a women naked before Joseph?"

"I saw mom once," I regretted saying that immediately but wasn't sure

why, "and on the 'net."

"So the only 'live' naked woman you have ever seen was your mother?"

I guess, "Yes".

"Did she look good naked?"

"It was only for a second..."

"Yes, but did you enjoy the sight of her naked?"

No sense lying now, "Yes." Barely a whisper.

"Have you ever jerked off while thinking about your mother?"

I nearly stood up, an impulse reaction. How could this guy suggest

such a thing? Then I stopped, my ass a millimetre from the chair.

That was when I really made the decision that I wanted to be in the

Club. I could feel that it was more than just secrecy and guys
sitting around the room, I could feel that it was forbidden thing this

Club represented. And though I had not idea what it was, my guts

started to knot and my palms sweated and I wanted not only to join but

enjoy these forbidden things. I wanted to belong to this secret

group, to belong to something for the first time in my life.

My resolve was set and I answered in a stronger voice than I had

answered most of my questions earlier, "Yes." It was true after all -

I had thought about me, mostly after the chance encounter of seeing

her naked as she stepped from the shower.

After my answer, it seemed liked the air was less thick in the room we

all sat in. "Have you tried to see her naked again?"

"Yes."

"How did it go?"

My mom is pretty strict about nudity and I tried to again walk into

the bathroom when I knew she was drying herself - she had always

locked the door after that first time. Then there was the peeks

beneath the table at her stocking clad legs, or down her blouse when

she bent before me, at her covered ass walking up the stairs in our

home... "Not very well."

A few chuckles and then I heard some whispering that lasted for a few

minutes.

Someone walked, on hard heeled shoes, towards me. Again the younger

guy spoke up. "Before you is a naked woman."

Oh my god!

"She is wearing only her black heels and a collar." I could feel the

pillow case sticking to my wet sweaty face and my breath began come in

great gulps.

"If you feel that you would like to still be a member of this Club,

then reach out and slip a finger into her cunt."

Fuck me! Was this for real? Could I be so lucky, never having been

lucky so far in my life, as to still be in the running for membership

in this group?

I had to squeeze my fist to still the shakes, unsuccessfully. Yet

somehow I lifted it before me.

It touched the warm soft skin of a thigh, and I opened my fist to

grasp the outer leg to find my way to that spot I had never known

intimately.

The woman had soft warm skin, smooth, not a hair, and I thought I felt

her quiver when my fingers slowly slipped between her thighs and I

felt the other leg against the back of my hand. I was between the

valley leading to that forbidden pot of gold that I've never even seen

- if only I was not blinded.

As I moved slowly upwards, I realized my hand was no longer shaking,

but it was the woman herself that quivered. It gave me resolve and

that first touch of her womanly bush surprised me. I turned my hand,

having to push the soft thighs apart slightly, and cupped her sex.

The first woman's sex that I have ever felt, though you can probably

guess at that. She was some stranger that I could not see, and may

never know. The pussy was cupped in my hand, it was damp and warm,

rough thick hair with small curls. I could feel the overheated

dampness beneath my fingers and I put pressure on my two centre

fingers.

The woman knew I had done this before I did, as both digits slid into

the warm folds and into that new place and inside her body. I didn't

move after she moaned, not wanting this to end. She moved, if only to

quiver and perhaps to squat down a few inches to better my access.

Oh god!

Again that younger voice, "The woman you have your fingers inside of

is my Slave Joseph. How do you feel about that?"

Several chuckles from those about me. What could I say, "I like it."

He laughed heartily, "As do I. After you leave here with David, I'm

going to fuck my slave in her cunt and probably in her mouth as well."

His slave shook violently and sighed loudly. "When I'm done, I may

give her to any of the other members of the Club that want to use

her." Again a violent shudder - I would say the woman was looking

forwards to her Masters intentions.

David spoke up as he moved towards me, "Meeting over Joseph." The

woman stepped backwards away from me and my fingers slipped from that

grotto.

The other guy, the older one, "We will discuss what we know about you

and David will be in contact in the coming days."

The younger guy, now standing near me, near where I imagined his Slave

to be standing - was he fondling her as I had just done, "We have to

be sure Joseph, I know you don't understand, but we only want members

that want to live the life we want too."

David's hand grasped my shoulder and guided me out.

-*-

I must have smelt my fingers for hours, I didn't even wash them for

two days. The woman smelled delicious, a smell that I have not ever

known, yet I wanted to become more intimate with. Did all woman smell

the same?

And jerk off - I could not keep my hands to myself. Every chance I

got, I pumped my cock.

The questions rolled about in my mind and even my answers, as I

remembered every detail. When I did this, I could not help about the

questions regarding my mother and think about my mothers surprised

face as I had interrupted her post shower ritual, her large hanging

breasts, her white buttock, her smooth thighs... then I remembered

'those' thighs from the Club. Now when I jerked off to my mothers

image, to my fantasies of her, I no longer felt guilt.

An email arrived two days latter, from David, asking for a detailed

explanation regarding the only time I had seen my mothers body. I had

to include details about what she looked like.

Somehow, this request didn't bother me and I sat down to type out five

hundred words in no time. I even scanned recent pictures of my mother
to include with the note, mostly to give a face to the mental pictures

that I had written.

Then another email came the next day.



-*-

I sat again in the same chair in the same house and with, I suspect,

the same group of guys about me. Of course I had the pillow case over

my head.

The younger voice, "Congratulations, you've gotten to the next stage

Joseph!"

All about me people clapped.

"Thank you", was all I could contribute. I wanted to ask questions

but kept silent, knowing my position was still precarious.

"This stage is mostly about information. And I have to ask your

continued patience as we still need to protect our identities still

later." Of course, it only seemed logical.

"We asked a lot of questions and we feel you have answered honestly.

It may not surprise you that we have had been researching you and your

mother these last couple of days."

My mother?

"You meet the criteria that we have set for ourselves. That does not

mean you are yet a member, but you can consider yourself a pledge."

More clapping and I smiled behind my blindfold.

"First off - we ask that anything and everything about the Club,

including your application, be kept secret. You must answer 'yes' or

'no' to these questions?"

"Yes."

"On your life?" Somehow I doubted it was a light oath I was taking,

that it was indeed my life that I now pledged.

I didn't hesitate, "Yes."

"Good. Thank you Joseph. Second - what exactly is this club right?"

It wasn't really a question.

The older guy spoke instead, "Joseph, this club was formed many years

ago and has always been kept very exclusive and small in numbers. The

members are all male, post puberty, and had to join as virgins."

How did they know I was a virgin? I again felt my cheeks blush - I

suspect it was not hard to figure out.

"The first and foremost mission of our Club is that each member has

their own mother as their personal slave."

I almost expected the guys to again laugh, but not a sound could be

heard. I was stunned as I listened.

"There are several rules attached to this, for the member and even for

his slave."

The younger voice broke in, "Just understand that we are not against

freedom and pleasure Joseph, only that the rules protect the Club and

its members."

I remembered my last visit, and the wonderful touch of that woman -

this voices' Slave he had told me. Could it be true - had I fingered

his mother?

His 'Slave' I chastised myself.

Again the older, "Do you have any questions Joseph?"

The younger, "You may speak freely?"

"I...", I could not find the words, my tongue just would not work.

"My mother...", would be my slave if I joined - but how? "She would

never... you know?" Hardly a question but they seemed to understand.

"One of the necessary components to joining our club was that you

seduce your mother. This does not mean we can not help you." Help me

get my mother into bed - for me to fuck her?

This was crazy! Okay, so I pictured my mother naked as I jerked off -

even thinking about her lips wrapped around my cock - but that is a

far cry from reality. She was my mother for gods sake!

"Another component to joining, is that you most not only fuck her but

she must submit to you fully." I only barely heard that, my mind was

clouded by the impossibility of the situation. The thought that she

become my Slave seemed unimportant as to the magnitude of the image of

mother spreading her legs for me.

I barely recognized that David was again leading me away.

-*-

Mother looked at me questioningly from across the table, "What is

wrong honey?"

Oh god! I have sat amongst guys that fucked their own mothers. I had

two of my fingers inside of one of them. I just could not set my mom
as such a woman - impossible!

For a week I have been in a cloud, outside my mind and the blind

clandestine meetings with the Club just didn't seem important.

Dad frowned and told mom, "Maybe he is sick?"

Mom nodded affirmatively but never said a word. Did she know I was

looking at her lips right now and wondering what they would look like

parted with nothing but a sigh of pleasure upon them?

"Perhaps we should send him to the doctor Larissa?" Dads answer to

any ailment, doctors.

I remembered some of the documents I had read on the novice web site

of the Club. Passworded and encrypted of course. I had read nearly

two dozen real accounts how guys, like me, had gotten their mothers to

bed them. Some had been sweet and gentle, almost courting their own

mothers. Others had bound and raped their kin, continually doing so

till it was accepted. Most had been somewheres between, nonconsentual

seduction.

Mother answered dad, "Maybe a few days in bed. Honey?"

Bed. The last story related how the member had slipped into his

mothers bed late one night, and with a pre-greased cock slipped it

into her sex. Or another, several previous, how the member had

pretended to sleep upon the top of his covers, naked and with his

morning hard-on, his mother had come in and touched his hard member

till he awoke and confronted her. And another, a guy had caught his

mothers infidelity, in her own marriage bed, with a neighbour and

captured it on tape, then blackmailed her into submission.

Dad agreed, "Might be a good idea. Too much stress Joseph?"

I didn't say a word but dropped my knife upon the floor and bent to

retrieve it. mother was wearing slacks today but I imagined what the

shape of her thighs beneath must look like. I had seen them white,

smooth and uncovered, I knew what lay beneath her tan pants.

A thought came to mind, before I sat back up, if there was any

possible way that mom would... you know... be my sex slave, then I

will ask her, no order her, only to wear skirts. She had such sexy

legs.

I was startled by my own thoughts.

Again I became aware that this may not all be an impossibility.

-*-

David sent me email, since I had been home for two days, to follow up

on our last meeting. I knew his intentions, to find out my thoughts,

as I'm sure I was a basket case when he dropped me a block from my

home.

I only replied with the necessary comments that everything was fine

and I was only thinking.

Another reply from him came the same day, that he was available if I

should need help with 'you know what'.

I didn't reply.

If indeed this phase of the initiation was about information, then I

was learning very much. I read every document that I could on the

Club's private web site for initiates, like myself. So many personal

stories, some as old as thirty years before. A few pictures attached

some of the stories, no head shots just body parts - and you can guess

which parts!

I didn't learn anything else about the Club's mission beyond that what

was told to me. They were expert enough to know how to handle newbies

like myself it seems.

As well as the Club's web site, I searched the Internet on topics

involving 'incest' and especially 'mother-son incest'. I had more

than I could possibly read, but I followed up on many of them. Most

were fictional some claimed to be factual, I began to enjoy all of

these.

Though my masturbation sessions had halted those first couple of days,

they slowly started up again. To the point that I was pumping my seed

more often now than even before my interest in the Club.

When I slipped a family photo album into my room and spent an hour

looking at mother on our trip to Fiji two years before, I nearly

rubbed my cock raw. She had worn several different light outfits in

the hot climate and one very sexy one-piece bathing suit. Why hadn't

I noticed it before?

The longer I sat alone in my room, before my computer, and hunched

over photos of mom, I began to desire the lifestyle that the Club

represented.

I no longer thought about how to make it happen, only what life could

be like if it did.

Imagines came to mind - graphic desires expressed in incestuous

fantasies. Mothers mouth was often a favourite, and in my mind, her

mouth and tongue sucked and licked very inch of my body. She had such

a pretty mouth, petite I would say.

Her legs were a favourite, often sporting stockings - like the ladies

on the 'net - heels as she moved to my commands. Small ankles, well

formed perfect sized feet, great tapered strong calves, shapely sexy

thighs.

Those only lead upwards, to her ass. Teardrop shaped, a slight

movement when she walked that balked of her younger athletic college
years, perfect width, inviting looking.

Her breasts, not huge but more than a handful. Perfectly round shape

that I had only seen without clothing once, hanging down beneath her.

The dark brown nipples swaying towards the floor. I wanted to do so

much with mothers chest.

She had a well formed shape, womanly curves I imagined. Small waist,

but with a slight bulge for a tummy. Wide soft hips that simply

flowed with her lines. Wide shoulders that must be exactly the width

of her hips. Wonderful.

She had a round perpetually happy face, small mouth as I described,

perfect nose, wide brown eyes, tiny ears and brown shoulder length

thick hair which she often wore tied back.

I was finding myself in lust with my own mother.

-*-

David stood in my living room looking at the multitude of pictures

above the fireplace. He only noticed the pictures that had mother
included in them.

"How is your research coming Joseph?"

I knew what he meant - the information that I was asked to review on

the Club's web site. Real accounts how sons seduced their own

mothers.

I had just returned with two cans of Coke, "Fine." I guess.

He smiled at me over his shoulder and returned back to a photo of mom
and dad dressed to go out to a New Years party three years before.

"She is a looker, your lucky Joseph." In that photo she wore a black

leather skirt, black nylons and heels, and a thick black sweater. "My

mom works hard at looking good, but will never be as hot as your mom."

It still hasn't settle in me yet, that the Club members each had a

slave in their own mothers. Oh I realized it of course, but when it

was spoken non-nonchalantly as it was now, it took me by surprise.

With David I felt more at ease than the two times I had been

interigated, "What is it like?"

David stopped leering at the photo and turned about to accept the can.

"What? Fucking my mother?" He was grinning knowingly.

"I guess, yes."

"There is nothing like it Joseph. And I mean nothing. I've fucked

many other chicks since my mother took my cherry, but there is nothing

like the forbidden fruit of ones own mom." He took a long drink of

Coke.

"How did you... you know?" I sat and David followed my lead, sitting

across from me.

"Seduce her?" I nodded. His smile disappeared and he looked at his

can when he answered, "I used some knock-out-drops that the Club

offered to me... I'm not very proud how I did it. Then I did it many

times, lessoning the dosage each time. The Club provided a schedule."

I nodded, pretending I was empathic to his feelings. "Eventually mom
went from a comatose toy... to partially concious...", she must have

thought she was having incestuous dreams I thought. "...and

eventually she simply accepted our relationship without the drugs."

I just didn't understand this. "But how?"

He still stared at this can, "Its a method the Club suggested, the

months long seduction and drugs helped convince her of our new

relationship." Brain washing, I realized!

I'm not sure if that was what I wanted to do. I just couldn't imagine

spreading my mothers legs, kneeling between them and forcing my dick

into her dry crack - all the while her eyes closed and her face

serene.

No - I wanted to see mothers eyes when she first saw my hard penis. I

wanted to feel her body response, hopefully positively, as I slipped

it for the first time into her. Would her lips sigh with pleasure as

I have imagined?

I shook my head, surprised at my thoughts.

David's somberness was gone, "Thinking about drugging your mother
huh?" He was smirking again. "Did you find anything that interests

you on the web site?" He was referring to the methods that members

had seduced their own mothers.

I nodded no, "I don't think any of these would work." Or I just

wouldn't want too attempt them.

To be truthful, I haven't been thinking about how to make the

seduction, only what the end result will be like.

"Well, the Club is going to announce that this phase was finished very

soon."

That caught my attention, "What is the next phase?"

"You fuck your mother."

Or, I can not be in the Club, I knew.

-*-

I had to put the generous images of my mother as my slut to the back

of my mind, so I could concentrate upon the task at hand. I had to

research the best way to make her willingly spread her legs for me.

The more I searched, the less probable the possibility seemed.

The fictional stories just seemed outrageous and the Club members

accounts just didn't seem appropriate.

Of course I had to come to a decision how I was to do this deed, and

in the midst of despair and just ready to thrown in the towel I

realized something.

In some of the fictional stories, normally the crappie short ones

often excerpts from magazines, sometimes the mother was open to the

seduction. And made it effortless. What I mean by this is that her

son, in the stories, drops his pants and she suddenly falls to her

knees to suckle him and claims her desire for her own blood even as

his seed coats her face.

Now this was unrealistic, of course, but it held some truth. If I

could get mother to volunteer herself, to submit initially to my

desire, then my fantasies could become true.

There was two problems with my idea. One, that it was based upon my

own normally very chaste mother willingly spreading her own legs for

me - just not very believable I thought. The second, how to change

her from a lover to a slave?

-*-

The email from David simply stated that the next phase had started and

I had three months to reply with a positive conclusion to the task.

It ended with a note telling me that I could ask for help if needed.

-*-

I knew my mom better than any of the Club members - I have sat across

from her at nearly every meal for the whole of my life. I have shared

our home for the same length of time. I had seen her in her glory,

dressed to perfection and I had seen her laying upon the couch sick

and puking into a bucket. I have even seen her in a bikini as she

tanned, though was too naive at the time to even notice her beauty.

No matter what I read of the real-live accounts, the only way I could

seduce mom was using this knowledge that I've gained over the years.

For starters, I knew mom respected my privacy and she assumed I

respected hers as well. Never did my door open without a knock or did

she assume a path for me, in life in general I mean, that she did not

discuss with me first.

As well, mother was a prude. Nudity was not okay within our house -

even skimpy clothing was simply not acceptable. If not for that

chance sight of seeing her nude, there is little doubt that I would

never have seen a thing. She dressed respectfully and knew how to

dress to show off her figure, yet it was always classy and

professional.

Then there was the lack of my parents sex life - at least from what I

knew of it. None of the interesting sounds that I've read about ever

escaped from my parents room. I'm certain they must couple, but they

kept it quiet. Let alone with dads constant travelling, that they

must not have many chances to indulge. I just couldn't picture my two

parents having sex.

How best to use what I know of her to make her kneel before my hard

shaft of love?

Then it hit me, as I lay in the dark a week after David's email.

I won't seduce her I will just let her know my intentions.

Crazy huh?

-*-

Mom picked up the phone and was immediately nervous, "My god Joseph,

is there something wrong?" I never phoned her at work and my moms

secretary must have warned her that it was her son calling.

I wiped my palms on my jeans, very nervous.

"No nothing mom...", I could say it to her face to face, this initial

notice of my intentions for her, but chose to do it over the phone.

Your right, I am such a coward, "... I just wanted to tell you

something?"

Mother was a busy woman, I knew, but I also knew she would find time

to talk to her son. I could almost see her silently guiding everyone

out of her office, if she had visitors, and waving for her secretary

to close her door.

A short pause, and I knew she had just done what I envisioned, "Yes

darling, what is it?"

What I was about to do was going to change my relationship with my mom
for the rest of our lives. If it worked, nirvana, if not... well

despair and loneliness.

"I love you mom." It was barely a whisper.

A short pause, "I love you too honey."

"No... I mean I love you." A longer pause. "And I want to make love

to you."

I thought I heard something fall on the other end of the phone, a cup

of tea perhaps? Then a muffled, "Shit!"

I can picture what mom wore when she left this morning, I had

discretely watched her as she left the house. A tan slack suit with

white blouse and heels. Had she had her legs crossed and holding a

mug of coffee or a cup of tea when I revealed my desire? Did she have

her jacket off and the top of her breasts revealed where the blouse

was opened? Had she just moistened her lips with her pointed tongue?

Did her nipples harden at what I just said?

"Joseph, we will talk about this when I get home." Her voice was even

and hard to read, I imagined her barely contained rage and

bewilderment. How would she handle this - me?

Larissa Bently, my mother, hung up the phone.

It didn't go that bad I thought even as I hung up as well.

I thought the worst part was over... I was wrong.

-*-

I wasn't home when mom arrived, as planned. My sister and mother sat

at the table when I arrived, half finished their supper. Dad had left

this morning as well, another trip, for a week this time.

I ignored mom's glare and dished out the leftover food before sitting

across from my younger sister. She felt the tension and excused

herself with a smile of satisfaction, thinking I was in deep trouble

simply by the way mom was acting.

Mom watched me for many long minutes, and I ignored her, gulping down

my milk as I knew she hated.

She half whispered, since her daughter was downstairs in family room

watching television, and half growled at me, "What the hell has gotten

into you!" It wasn't really a question.

I finally looked at her, I mean I really looked at her. I saw that

she was wearing what I imagined her wearing when I called her office,

hours before. And I purposely left my eyes upon the thrust of her

chest.

Mom stood up rapidly, "You little horny bastard." Her napkin fell to

the floor and she bent to retrieve it, I had a generous view of her

teardrop shaped ass. She must have realized this about the same time

that her hand enclosed the napkin and she jerked up, spun about, and

glared at my gentle smile and piercing eyes.

What I said next startled her, "Can you leave the bathroom door

unlocked tonight mother?" She spun about to retreat too quickly and

one foot caught the chair that my sister forgot to push back to the

table. mom half fell, catching herself against the counter. Her eyes

again spun to me and saw my same smile and leering gaze.

I finished my meal much more nervous than I think I looked.

-*-

Hours later, I heard the shower stop and I went down the hallway to

its door. I heard mother shuffling about behind it. I enclosed my

teenage hand upon the handle and loudly attempted to open it. The

shuffling stopped, and I tried several times to open it.

I retired back to my room, the smile genuine.

-*-

Mother slammed my door shut behind her, not even knocking as was the

custom. My younger sister had just left for soccer practice, as it

was Saturday mid-morning, and mother must have waited till we were

alone in the house.

She wore her traditional white terry-cloth robe and slippers and her

eyes had bags under them - I doubt she had a restless night sleep.

This time she ignored my gaze, "What the hell has gotten into you

Joseph?"

I didn't answer, what could I say - that I wanted to join a Club where

all the members fuck their mothers? Well maybe later, but it was too

premature right now for such a statement.

Instead of an answer I turned to look out my window and sitting up in

my bed. I had planned for this moment, though had anticipated it late

last night instead of this morning. No matter.

Her voice had been much less stressed than it had yesterday at the

supper table, but I imagined it to be a facade to her anger and

confusion.

Mother came over to my bedside and sat down upon the edge, turning her

head to look at me. "Listen darling, its perfectly natural..."

I had even anticipated this parental discussion, but it disgusted me

so I interrupted, "Why didn't you unlock the bathroom door last night

mom?" I couldn't look at her, else I was afraid I would screw this

confrontation up.

That stalled her, "Its.... just not right Joseph!" I could hear her

barely contained rage return as it caused her voice to reverberate.

I knew I had to do it and took hold of the edge of my blanket, "Is

this right mother?" I spun aside my blanket revealing my hard penis

thrusting upwards, an innocent picture of my mother next to my hip and

a dirty panty of hers draped over my cock, my circumcised head poking

through the hole of one leg.

She simply stared at it, mouth wide open, in surprise and, I wondered,

disgust.

Larissa Bently, mother, again could not escape from me fast enough.

-*-

Okay, so I wanted to shock mother with my desires - to this end, I

knew I was successful. I could even hear the sobs of despair from her

room, which I ignored, though it tore my heart out. It was necessary

unfortunately.

An hour later, mother knocked upon my door. "Come in mom."

She did and I added, "You never have to knock to come into my room

again mother." She ignored my statement.

Mom had worn the most dowdy clothing she could find, sweat pants and

large sweater. Her hair was in disarray and her eyes puffy from

crying.

"You look lovely mother - delicious." I smiled at her and her

entrance stalled in my doorway.

"I want you to leave Joseph." She couldn't look at me and stared at

my rug instead. "Go to your uncles place, he is expecting you."

My uncle was a couple of years older than mom, lived alone in the

city, a successful business man and was rumoured to be gay.

I think not!

"No."

She sighed deeply and I thought her ready to break into tears right

there. mother looked almost alien, I've never seen her like this

before. As I've said, it was necessary.

"He expects you to be there before supper time today."

"No."

"I left money on the kitchen table, enough for the bus ride into the

city and some extra for you."

"I'm not going mother."

I saw a tear escape her eye and roll down her cheek.

"What have I done wrong Joseph, why are you treating me like this?"

I wasn't prepared for this question and had to pause before answering.

"How would you like me to treat you mom - would you rather you wake up

bound and gaged? You always taught me to be honest and open with

you."

My harsh words surprised her.

"Is that what you want honey - to hurt your mother?" As I was doing

now, I could almost hear her say. Instead mom was determined to be

the strong person I have always known, the mediator and mother.

I practised several answers in my mind before replying. "I do not

want it to come to that mom... but I will if you leave me no choice."

That comment must have stilled her heart. There was definitely no way

to go back to our prior relationship now. I had just told her that I

was willing to rape her just to enjoy my lust for her.

Her voice was becoming near hysterical, "Do you think your father
would sit by and let you do this?"

I shrugged, lost on her since I doubt she could see through her

tear-filled eyes. "I'm not asking for his permission."

"If you touch me Joseph, you'll spend years in jail!" Her voice had

risen an octave.

"You would do that mother - send me to jail?"

The silence was thick and I was nervous for an answer but as the

seconds turned into minutes, I had it. mother could not send me to

jail, the humiliation upon herself alone, would not be characteristic

of her.

I ventured a question, "Would you do something for me mom?"

She whipped a tear away from an eye and I could see her hands

trembling, she was fearful of my question.

"Could you make chicken sandwiches for lunch mom?"

She sobbed, paused for nearly a minute and then nodded affirmatively

as she left my room.

I let out a huge breath, and felt my hands quivering when I let go of

the arms of the chair I had been sitting in.



-*-

As I sat at the kitchen table, openly enjoying her movements, she made

lunch for my sister and I. When my brat of a sister called from a

friends house to tell me that she was spending the rest of the day

their, I silently praised my luck. mother never said a word when I

related the message.

She sat and stared at the wall as I ate my sandwich.

When it was done she asked what I think she had been holding out for

so long, "What happens now?"

She wondered if she would awaken at night, bound and gagged - and

probably even picturing her son naked with his hard cock thrusting

cock aimed towards her. I had revealed myself to her, the image could

come easily to her.

I wished her sweater was not so large and bulky, I wanted to know if

her nipples were hard and even contemplated asking her this. So many

answers came to mind, even as blunt as telling her to drop to her

knees right now to suck my cock. It was too early, to ask her this, I

knew.

"I think you should go take a nice long bath." That startled her into

looking up into my face. "You look like hell mom." I tried to smile

at her but was feeling extremely nervous myself.

"And then what?"

"Then nothing. Well, maybe we could watch a movie this afternoon?"

She breathed deeply and asked yet again, "Thats it?"

I nodded and smiled, unsuccessfully attempting to get her to smile

back.

Finally mom nodded her acceptance and stood to do as I asked. When

she was nearly out of the kitchen I added, "Don't lock the bathroom

door mother."

She didn't even turn back.

-*-

It was two hours later when she descended the stairs, she looked

better but wore different bulky clothing this time. She sat down on

the couch with me, as physically far away as she could get while still

being on the same couch.

I paused the sound on the television and turned to her, "Did you

unlock the door mom?"

She was staring at the images on the screen and nodded affirmatively.

I got up to make us a bowl of popcorn, another old western was

starting in a few minutes. I hide my smile of triumph.

-*-

I thought about pushing the envelope and descending upon her with a

hard cock and hungry mouth - but I knew that I wanted something more

than a quick plunge of my dick inside her body. I wanted her to be my

slave, a slut to a member of the Club. I wanted to ask applicants to

reach out and slip a finger into my own mothers cunt while my

co-members sat in a circle about the two of them.

I had her phone my uncle to tell him not to expect me, and though she

was certainly scared she did as I asked.

Sunday evening, I had asked her... no thats incorrect, I told her not

to lock the door to the bathroom ever again. She never answered but I

listened the next morning and did not hear the noticeable sounds of

the bathroom lock. Another victory I praised myself.

The week went by and I never made any overtures to mother. I didn't

even test the bathroom door. Oh certainly I had leered at her,

especially in the mornings when she dressed in her business attire and

look very professional and to me, very sexy. And did not hide my lust

for her body from her, in fact I wanted her to see the looks I gave to

her.

The only thing I did do, the next Saturday evening an hour before dad

was to arrive, was to yell out, "Mom, could you come here a moment?"

I was in my room and she in the kitchen below.

A few minutes latter, a tentative knock came upon my door. Mom's head

poked in after I told her to enter. I could see that she was fearful,

knowing all that had transpired between us the weekend before was not

complete.

She was wearing nicer clothing than she had worn at home the week

before, her anticipation for dad being home obvious. Was he looking

forwards to fucking my mom? While he pounded his cock into her body,

would she remember the sight of her son's hard cock with her panties
draped over it? Or maybe should would not even let the old man touch

her - would he even try?

She didn't want to be here, in my room a reminder of what happened a

week before.

Off handedly I asked, "After dad falls asleep, come to my room

please." It wasn't really a question actually, I thought it proper if

she began to get used to my orders.

Perhaps she had thought that with my father in the house she was safe

from her sons incestuous demands and looked completely taken back at

my request. She nodded negatively, her mouth open without a sound

coming out. I strode two steps forwards and stood less than a foot

from her, "Did you really think my desire for you stopped when dad was

home?"

"Joseph this has got to stop - its impossible what you want. Your

father will find out and I will not go willingly." She had to

consciously lower her voice, as it had gotten louder with each word,

and my sister was liable to hear us.

I smiled, or attempted to, "Then I will rape you."

It was spoken so simply and so evenly, that mother just stood wide

eyed, looking into my own. Into my soul.

"You wouldn't?"

I smiled smugly.

She nearly spat at me, "I will come to you, you little bastard, but I

will not let you fuck me!"

Even as she left, I whispered loud enough for her to hear, "Yes you

will slut." She was visibly shaken as my door closed.



-*-

David's email arrived inquiring into my progress just after my family
went to bed, and I gave him a synopsis of what was going on. I was

proud of my accomplishments - the highest was simply revealing my lust

to my mother and standing up to a parental figure.

His reply came a few minutes later, warning me to beware of the game I

played. And gave the example of one applicant that could not join the

Club, as his own mother had cut his penis from his body before putting

it into the garburator.

That chilled me enough that it stilled my cockiness.

The door silently opened and I turned to see mom enter into my room

-*-

It may sound, through all this, that I was a rock of dominant desire.

That I simply related to my own flesh and blood, humiliating a person

I loved so dearly, in a cold heartless mode.

Not true.

I was scared shitless. I have no idea what dad would do if he found

out about my cold demands upon my own mother, his wife. I do have

little doubt that my person would not come away intact.

It was all balanced on the edge of a great cliff.

The future of my life was precariously waffling between disaster and

nirvana. I had made the conscious decision that nirvana was the path

I wanted, and I had even made conclusions on how to make this happen.

Of course it was based upon the impossible condition that my mother
kneel down, open my pants and suck my cock deep into her mouth. As

crazy as that sounds, it seemed to make sense to me that first week.

Now I wasn't so sure.

The fear that I was able to hide away, even as I told my mom that I

wanted her to not lock the door to the bathroom, was starting to

overload me.

It was nearly impossible for me to order mother, with dad only a short

ways down the hallway, to come to me this evening. Was I going to

fuck her? Suck her? Come over her face and tits?

Impossible, I was too fucking scared to even get it up I was sure.

-*-

I watched mom come into my room upon her bare feet, her cotton

nightgown hiding everything from her neck to ankle. I was seated at

my computer, working on school work, trying to take my mind away from

the home life that I had created for myself.

She stood near the door and would not meet my eyes but as the seconds

turned to minutes she shifted upon her feet and began to wrung her

hands together.

"Lets get this over with Joseph."

Get what over with?

Had mother concluded that she must give herself to me to still the

tension between us? Did her logic believe that her son was infatuated

with his mature but attractive mother and that my interest would wane

if she only gritted her teeth and allowed me a few minutes of lust

upon her?

Its not what I wanted.

She went over to the bed and sat upon the edge, her hands still

grappling together. I only watched her, grasping the arms of my chair

painfully, so she could not see them tremble.

"Well?" Both of her hands came up to her throat, trembling as

violently as I'm sure my own were, to begin unbuttoning her nightgown.

How could I stop this? Did I want too?

No, of course not. I had fantasied and jerked off to this woman, yes

my very own mother, for such a long time. Now here she sat in my room

preparing herself for me, her son!

"Stop Larissa." My use of her name was probably more startling that

my command for her to stop disrobing. Her robe was open to her navel,

and though I saw much pale skin beneath, and as erotic as it was,

nothing overtly sexual was revealed.

She looked at me in surprise, her hands an inch from the next button,

trembling. "This is what you wanted?"

Indeed!

I had to change the subject, something that I had wondered since I

asked her here earlier today. If I didn't, I wouldn't have the

strength to continue, and I would ... take her offer.

"Did dad fuck you mom?"

She looked at me with an open mouth, startled, her hands dropping down

to her lap. Finally, "That is none of your business!" mom looked

rather mad.

"It is my business." I stood up and locked my bedroom door. "You

come here to fuck me and I would like to know if you are soiled?" My

knees almost buckled when I turned about, so unsteady I was.

She just stared at me in anger and surprise.

Then finally, "If you must know, no your father and I did not make

love."

I had something else to latch upon, "'Make love', doesn't he ever just

fuck you mom?"

"Joseph please!" Tears were coming to her eyes.

I had guessed after the last weekend, that when tears were in her eyes

she was susceptible, and weaker of spirit. I could not allow her to

just run away as she had last weekend, but to confront her as the

tears flowed. And then I should have a certain advantage over my own

parent.

"I'm your mother!" She had forgotten her open nightgown, though

nothing but the curve of a sexy round breast could be seen.

I had to keep on the offensive, she looked so sexy seated there that I

worried that I would ruin all and simply give into my passions. The

prospects that the Club offered were so much better than a single

tumble in the hay. "Your also a woman who needs a good hard cock

right mom?"

The other eye teared up.

"In fact, I think you are a sexy woman would needs nothing more than

to become a slut for a hard young cock!"

Tears rolled down her cheeks.

"How can you be so cruel to me?"

"Well is it true?"

"I'm your mother... my god!" She hid her face in her hands, her

elbows upon her knees and sobbed.

I couldn't stop, though the sight of her tore my heart asunder. "Do

you want to know why mom?" I didn't need to explain what the subject

was, I'm sure she had been thinking of it more than I since I reviled

my interest in her.

Her head simply nodded but she didn't even stop sobbing.

"I want to join a club mom." She pulled her face from her hands and

stared at me through bleary eyes, I'm sure wondering what this had to

do with it. "And to be a member of this club I had to fuck a family
member."

When I saw the horror in her face, I knew she misunderstood what I was

saying.

Mother suddenly thought that it was her or my younger sister that I

must prostitute. That I chose her, she may think, it a mixed blessing

and a horrible nightmare.

She whipped away the salty tears from her face and nodded. "I will do

this thing for you Joseph."

I understood the misunderstanding and I knew what she referred too,

but I had to push the envelope. "What 'thing' mom?"

"Do I have to say it?"

I just stared at her.

"I will sleep with you honey. It is what you need to join this club

right?" Did she think she understood it all? That her son was under

some peer pressure to have one of the female members of his family
submit sexually for him to join?

"Not exactly." Her mother opened silently again, surprise and horror

showing in her sad eyes. "I can't just fuck you to join mom."

It was excruciating, the wait, and mother could not pause any longer.

"Tell me please Joseph?"

"I must turn this person into a slave."

She tested the word, "'Slave'?"

"My slave."

Mom just looked around my room, as if looking for some piece of

physical evidence that helped her understand how her son ended up

demanding such grotesque things from his own mother.

It was enough for this evening, "Get out of my room mother." I I

turned, unlocked my door, and held it open for her.

Half stumbling, mother stood quickly and moved to the open doorway

and, what she may now feel as, safety. She was safe in no place.

Larissa stopped in my doorway, the rest of the house dark and silent,

she lifted a trembling hand to my cheek and touched me almost

tenderly, yet I knew it was a ruse before she even spoke. mom
whispered, "Please Joseph, don't do this to me. No membership is this

important darling."

I had to reply, "I don't care about the Club mother", it was a lie of

course but only partially, "I just want you to be my slave."

For the first time in my life, I roughly touched my mother as I pushed

between her shoulder blades, pushing her out of my room. Silently

closing the door behind her.

I couldn't sleep a wink that night.



-*-

Dad left Monday morning, another trip.

Mom kissed him at the door with her robe still on and when the door

closed, turned to me lowered her eyes and then the tears begin. As

she did not have a real job, in the sense of most people, her charity

work often allowed her to work only part time. Today, she was staying

home.

I thought of pushing our relationship a step further at that moment,

but my sister had not gone to school as yet. Though I did have ideas

for later.

-*-

Mom thought I had left for school, but instead I had simply left the

house - watched and waited for my baby sister to leave before I

returned.

The house was silent as I crept up to the main bathroom, upstairs.

Mother had been disappointed when the house we had purchased a few

years before had the oversized whirlpool tube in the large shared

bathroom and not in the private bathroom off the main suite. It was

always a loss of privacy, if only peripherally.

So when I gently laid my hand upon the door catch and turned it

slowly, it was obviously unlocked as it turned effortlessly. Silently

I pushed the door inwards.

The large white tiled room was spotless, our housekeepers diligently

kept all of our home that way, per mothers instructions, with the

large iron tub opposite from the doorway. mom was laying back, with

her head upon the smooth curve of the back of the tub, her

shoulder-length brown hair draped behind her. The jets were not

turned on but she had added a huge amount of bubbles to the hot

steaming water. So much so, that I was a little disappointed that I

could not see anything.

I'm not sure what it was that alerted her to my entrance, but she

suddenly jerked up to a sitting position and covered her bubble

covered breasts with both arms.

"My god!" At first it was simply the surprise at someone entering the

bathroom, when she thought the house empty. Then she realized that

her son, the one that lusted after her and had revealed his intention

of having her submit as some form of modern-day submissive slut by

either raping her or having her humiliate herself by subverting

herself on her own free will.

"I thought you were at school Joseph!"

It wasn't a question, and she looked very angry. She was in mother
'mode', ignoring that I had intruded upon her private sanctuary, the

bathtub. I thought I saw a twinge of fear in her eyes, it was enough

to give me added strength.

"Decided to go in late today." She opened her mouth to chastise

me... mother was still not accepting what I was forcing upon her, that

her son was no longer her little boy. If anything, she was becoming

my little girl, I thought leacherously.

"Just thought we could talk a little more." We both knew I wasn't

interested in talking.

I strode the few feet to the edge of the tub and sat down upon the

sturdy towel rack next to it. My knees were touching the white metal

tub.

"I love you mom." The gentle statement of love startled her and she

looked down at the bubbles of her tub, not able to ignore what has

passed between us.

I reached into the tub, approximately above where her feet lay

submerged. mom jerked noticeably and froze... then sighed thankfully

as my hand returned from the bubbles with the large sea sponge.

"Turn around mom, I'll wash your back."

I could tell she didn't like this, and there was fear in her eyes, the

anger quickly disapaiting. As she paused I commented with a smirk,

"You were ready to fuck me only a few nights ago and now you don't

want me to wash your back?"

Larissa frowned and realized my logic was sound, if nothing else she

did not want the confrontation that would happen if she didn't do this

little 'innocent' thing. My blunt words hung in the air like a thick
fog.

With her shoulders just above the water line, and her chest well

hidden by water, bubbles and two arms, mother shuffled upon her bottom

to turn about and push her back to my end of the tub.

I had been rubbing soap into the rough sponge as I watched her move,

disappointed I was not able to see more of her delightful body. When

she rolled her shoulders forwards and lowered her head, exposing her

strong white back, but almost submerging her face into the suds, I

thanked her.

My hand didn't touch her but the sponge did, I began to rub up and

down the length of her back. Even going below the waterline to the

edge of her ass, which caused her to tense each time I did. I took my

time, alternating from soft to hard strokes.

I'm sure she loved it.

"Joseph?"

"Yea mom?" I could almost imagine our new life together, that she

would ask permission to ask me a question, her Master. I imagined it

may even be like this, perhaps without the thick expectancy about the

room though.

"Why didn't we... you know?"

She meant the other night, when she had come to me to offer herself.

Was she wondering why I demanded that she submit herself and then deny

myself her offering?

"You did not want too."

She could not deny this and didn't.

"You have always instilled honesty in us mom and I have always loved

you." Nothing from her, but I wondered if her eyes were again

clouding up with tears. "I hate what is happening between us."

She barely whispered, "It is your doing my son."

"I didn't know how else to get you to... understand what I want."

A pause, "What is it you really want honey?"

It was strange, talking like this. The tension and memories so vivid,

let alone the alien environment of sharing my mothers bath with her.

I think we both attempted to still our passionate responses, contrary

to each others I am sure, to have this time to talk frankly. I think

we could both agree that this method of communication was better than

me making a statement, her yelling a response, me growling another,

and her running off to cry for an hour.

"I told you mom." Did I? What was more important, to get mother into

my bed or to join the Club? Since they went hand in hand, I wanted

both didn't I?

That caused another long silence.

She tried again, "Is it what you want or what you have to do to join

this club?"

I thought for a long few seconds but I knew I had the answer before

she asked, "You have been in my fantasies for a long time mom - before

I even knew about the Club." It was true after all!

She didn't say a word or move an inch, so I continued. "I didn't ever

put much thought in making my fantasies reality until I learned about

the Club and I read about how some of their members did it."

"Can you tell me a little about this Club?" I had expected another

harsh response and was proud that she had spoken rationally instead.

I wondered if I could tell her? Though it was secret, the slaves of

the members must be privy to at least some of the things. I thought

to tell of some of what she would learn anyways, simply by being a

slave to a member of the Club.

I had to still my thumping heart at that thought, mother as my slave!

"I don't know too much but I will tell you what you want to know?"

Her back was very clean, even red by the rough sea sponge, by this

time but neither of us made a move, by word or action, to stop my

strokes.

"How did you find out about it?"

"Rumour mostly."

"Do you know any of the other members?"

"Just one."

A short pause, "Have you yet met his... mother?" His slave she almost

said.

"No." But it was an interesting thought, intriguing to put a face to

the images that I had imagined. "But he did tell me quite a bit about

her."

That interested her, "Like what Joseph?"

"How he got her to be his slave and that she was not near as pretty as

you were. He even said I was lucky to have such a pretty mother."

She sat silently for a while, "Was it difficult?"

"What was 'difficult' mom?"

She cleared her throat, "How she eventually...", she could not say it.

I saved her, "Yes it was difficult."

"Tell me please dear?"

I told her just as David had told me. I thought I saw her shiver when

I was finished.

A very long pause and she only spoke after I gave up stroking her

back, it was nearly red raw anyways. "Why did you not... rape me

Joseph?"

That made me wonder if she wished that she awoke bound with her son

stroking a hard cock before her. Yet how could a mother, my mother I

should add, wish for such a thing. It was unthinkable.

"I... I did not want to hurt you."

There I said it - did she realize that I could never hurt her as I had

threatened? Could she just scream at me now and know that her privacy

was safe, as I could not do that next step to force my desires upon

her?

Then what she said surprised me, "It might have been easier Joseph."

Barely a whisper and I don't think I was even intended to hear the

statement.

Yet I could not just ignore it. I could not hide the surprise and

anger from my voice, "It would have been easier if I had raped you

mother?"

Nothing for a very long time. "Mom!" It was a new voice that I used

with her, not shouting but more of a loud bark, a command.

Larissa jumped. mom slowly turned back around, to her original

position.

Most of the bubbles had disintegrated, as they do, over the last few

minutes, so that I could see down into the clear water and both her

arms still about her chest. I could see the delicious curvature of

those sexy round boobs.

She spoke calmly, after a long deep breath, "Did you ever wonder what

hurt you are now doing to me?"

I'm surprised tears were not in her eyes and that she was looking at

me directly.

"You are demanding that I give myself to you willingly aren't you

honey?" I simply nodded, it was what I wished for. And I was a

little glad she knew what I wanted without me actually voicing it.

"If you had taken me against my will, raped me", she paused and

swallowed slowly, "then I would not have to come to a terrible

decision." She rushed to finished when she saw that I was about to

comment, "To commit incest of my own free will!"

It was true - it made sense. Strange as it seemed, if I had drugged

or bound mom and she awoke to find her son pounding himself into her

body, the decision would have been made for her. Though she still had

to come to the realization that what was being done was permanent, not

a one-off type of deal. And my method, the one that I thought would

save her from harm, was actually hurting her more by forcing her to

decide. Of course she was being coerced into deciding in my favour,

but she still had to make that conscious decision.

I suddenly felt rather down.

Without a word I left her to her tub.

-*-

David had received my email and did not reply, I had revealed what has

happened between mother and I to date. And how I felt this guilt for

what I had thought was the best way to get what I wanted, rather than

forcing her to submit.

Instead David met me outside of my last class the next day and nodded

for me to follow him.

Outside was a large Mercedes with a voluptuous older woman in the

passenger seat waiting for us. David got behind the wheel and I sat

behind the older woman.

No word was spoken and the woman looked to David several times but

nothing was said. The resemblance was obvious, the older woman was

his mother.

I thought we were going back to the Club's conference, with a pillow

case over my head yet again. It wasn't too be.

Instead, we drove out of the suburb, towards the surrounding farmland.

When finally David pulled off the road onto a rough gravel road that

spiralled several times till it came to a dead end, surrounded by

trees.

He turned off the purring engine and turned in his seat towards me.

"Loosing sight of whats at stake aren't you?" It was obvious of

course, I had written my heart out to him.

"I would never tell anyone about what I know ..."

"Shut up for a second okay?" It wasn't spoken that roughly but I

immediately became silent and nodded in agreement. "Do you realize

how many boys, like yourself, have gotten this far and just could not

complete their task?"

He meant, fucking their mothers. It didn't matter to me though.

David turned to the older woman, patiently silent beside him, "Get the

fuck out of the car Glenda." She didn't seem to mind his harsh words,

and opened the door. She stood next to the car, hands in her pockets

and lower lip shivering in the chill afternoon air. Through the door

her son commanded, "Get naked slut."

I watched surprised and with growing interest as this voluptuous

forty-plus woman looked around nervously but didn't hesitate to start

disrobing.

David watched for a few long seconds before turned back to me, "Its so

cold that she'll freeze out there right?" I nodded, already I saw her

nipples were rocks beneath the huge white bra she wore. "But she'll

stand out their all night if I tell her too." I had seen that look in

her eyes when she watched her son drive, almost desiring a command

from him, waiting for her to slip into the radius of his desire - and

I doubted him not.

But it wasn't just about power - the power to cause a person to

willingly freeze, perhaps to death, than to disobey.

I turned back to look at his mother and saw that she was down to only

her smoke coloured stockings - these were rolled off immediately.

I've never seen a naked woman before, even with the glass separating

us, she was so close I could see the small, normally invisible, small

hairs on her upper thigh stand up in the cold. Or her nipples, that

were wide and dark brown but also had deep crevices or wrinkles -

probably from the cold. She never even looked in my direction, only

through the open door at her son.

David saw my hungry look.

"What if that was Larissa out their instead of my mom?" I was

surprised that I was actually startled at his comment. "Standing out

there in the cold, waiting for your nod to come back into the warmth.

Naked. Anything Joseph - do you understand? Your mother would do

anything for you?"

He turned to his mom, standing almost at attention, freezing cold.

"Get in here mom."

Her chubby body rushed to get into the car, but first dropped to

retrieve her discarded clothing. She shivered and sat silently,

leaving her clothes at her feet. The door quickly closed immediately

after she sat.

David simply reached over, placed his hand upon the top of her head

and gently guided her downwards. There was no resistance and I could

tell David didn't expect any. I couldn't see where she ended up, but

I knew of course.

The top of Glenda's head began to bob above her son's lap.

David turned and smiled at me, "Do you understand whats at stake here

Joseph?"

For the first time I spoke, "I think so." I did.

"I don't share Glenda with anyone else." That surprised me, one of

the things I imagined were Club orgies with older ladies as the prime

pieces to be devoured and shared. He saw my furled brow. "Oh its not

mandatory, not at all." He sighed and reach across the front see to

slip his hand between the cheeks of his mothers generous ass. "Each

member's slave is his alone to share or not. I choose not too." He

roughly lifted his mothers head by her curly head of hair, "Isn't that

right slut?"

She gasped and I could see the saliva upon her lips and chin, "Yes

Master. Thank you Master" He pushed her back down.

"Part of knowing the boundaries of having a slave." He chuckled but

it quickly turned to a sigh as his mothers head bobbed perfectly in

time to some silent time-piece. "I knew that I could get mother to

spread her legs for me, even to submit to me - but I knew her boundary

was forcing her to spread for others."

I just had to ask, "And right now?"

David smiled and shrugged, "You will learn that sharing is not the

same is being an exhibitionist. In fact, to prove that you had passed

the previous phases, the Club will need proof." Was he saying I would

have to show that my mother was a slave, my slave?

His hand that had slipped between the cheeks of her wide ass were

making a small noise that I noticed, a sloppy wet sloshing sound. I

realized that he was fingering her sex and that sex was wet - very

wet.

David turned forwards in the car, let his head fall back to the head

rest, closed his eyes and signed. Glenda kept up her pace but with

little flutters of her chubby skin in time to the sloshing from

between her legs.

I watched, listened and thought even as David came with a gasp and

Glenda swallowed loudly.

-*-

I had fallen into a different world that what I had known up to a

month ago. Sitting in the back seat of a car while a guy, my own age,

got a blow job by his own mother. Even fingering her, afterwards, to

an orgasm of her own. I remember the smell of his mothers passion, it

had filled the car with its heady scent.

Let alone talking so calmly to my mother about raping her, fucking her

and having her kneel as my slave so I could join a Club of similar

guys.

It was all so surreal.

Mom had asked my sister to sleep over at her friends for the night, it

was Friday so no school tomorrow. I learned this when I got home and

as naive as I was, I did not think much about it.

Mother was dressed in her professional work attire and served me a

generous supper that was one of my favourites. She chatted

animatedly, about school and my friends but ignoring the pressing

issue between us. I was nervous to continue our conversations, after

our last, but I did want too.

With supper over and dessert but a memory, mom asked as I started to

rise from the table, "Honey, could we talk some more?"

I didn't ask about what the main subject was.

"Sure mom."

I was going to suggest my bedroom, hoping, when she finished cleaning

the kitchen she quickly added, "I'll meet you in the living room in a

few minutes okay darling?" It was a neutral place and seemed to be

'safer' than my room.

I retreated and already felt my palms moisten. I had no idea what to

expect, though I assumed it would break out into more threads and loud

threatening voices.

Mother came in wearing her apron above her business clothing, closed

the tall curtains, and then sat next to me on the couch facing me.

Our living room was so rarely occupied, me and my sister spending our

time in the family room in the basement that it felt almost alien in

the large clean silent room.

"Honey... I have been thinking a lot about what we had talked about."

"So have I mom." Would I tell her that I almost retreated from my

desires, that I would plead for her to forgive me and that I would

never suggest such things to her again?

Of course I couldn't. I no longer felt that way for one. Watching

Glenda give her son head and then the sounds of her wet cunt and sighs

were enough to convince this virgin teenager! Closing my eyes, I

could almost hear the graphic of her sex and the smell that it

produced. Did my mothers sex get that wet, what smell, if any

accompanied it?

She moved forwards on the couch, her nylon clad knees touching my own

denim covered knee, her two hands, cold, reached and held my own. I

ignored her gaze, though mom tried to meet my own.

"I love you honey."

"I love you too mom." I've never doubted that - did she know, even

with my demands, that it was true?

She smiled sweetly then continued, "I want to ask you something okay?"

I shrugged, "Sure." I signed, thinking mom was about to attempt to

talk her way out of my demands, only the memory of David and his mom
gave me the extra strength to go on.

"If I was to agree... that you would never hurt me?"

My eyes rose to meet her own, her question and the meaning behind took

me totally by surprise.

Mother was biting her bottom lip, anxious and scared at my answer -

probably at the even asking the question. I could see the goose-bumps

raising her tiny hairs upon her arm. And amazed, I could see through

her white blouse to the white bra beneath and the hard points of two

nipples pointing at me.

It was my turn, I felt like crying, and my eyes even watered up for a

second. Of course I didn't and she had seen this reaction in me and

the corners of her mouth rose slightly in a small smile.

I could never hurt her, no matter how lustful my desires were. "I

love you mom... Larissa." She lowered her eyes at the use of her

name. "I will never intentionally hurt you ever again." We both

knew, after our last talk, that I had hurt her simply by wanting her

to comply to my wishes.

I just had to know, "You will do all that I ask?"

She didn't answer right away but returned her eyes to my own. "I need

to know something else Joseph?"

"If I was to agree, would you share me with others?"

I've thought about this since David had revealed more information

about his mother and his use of her, meaning he never shared her. "Do

you want me to share you mom?" To let others fuck her?

She looked into my eyes and nodded, "No honey I don't."

I exhaled loudly, "Good. I don't want to share you either." It was

true I knew, the images of Club orgies and having members finger my

mother had enticed me, but having this woman, my own flesh and blood,

for my very self was more exciting. I'm not sure if I liked the idea

of another guy fucking my mom - yes, I am the jealous type.

We both just sat there looking into the others eyes, our hands not

moving but holding the other.

I then spoke up and told her of my drive to the country with David and

Glenda, of what he did and how she reacted. "I would like to have

that power mom... if you give it to me."

She nodded, perhaps she did understand, though I thought it impossible

for a person to understand the dominant mind if they were, in fact,

truly submissive.

Then she changed the subject just when I thought my heart could not

beat any faster, "Your father and I, Joseph, have not been intimate

for a very long time. I tried..." I couldn't say anything, there was

nothing to say. "I... sometimes spend hours in the tub wondering...",

she swallowed loudly and would not meet my eyes, "... masturbating."

I was going to speak up but closed my mouth when she continued, what

she had to say I needed to hear. "It was mostly random fantasies, but

I always wondered what it was that would truly excite me - something

always seemed to be missing and I had no idea what it was."

She squeezed my hand, "I never thought about you when I

masturbated... until you spoke those words, 'I want to make love to

you'." I could feel the sweat of her hands against the back of my

own, "I could not get some graphic images out of my mind that whole

day. Then you revealed what you really wanted... perhaps it was love,

but it was different than what I had ever imagined."

I nodded, but she missed it as she stared at our hands. Was she

looking past our hands at the bulge in my jeans?

"I fought hard to deny what I was feeling, what you were drawing out

of me. I part of me wanted you to rape me, so I did not have to face

the images when I closed my eyes, I did not want to make that

decision."

I nodded again, we had spoken about this a few days before.

"I would have given myself to you that night, or any time since my

son?" She looked into my eyes, as if to press the importance of what

she was revealing. "You wanted more than just my body and that took

longer for me to come to terms with."

She swallowed again and spoke the words, "I don't care about any Club

but I want to be yours honey - its the part of me that has been

missing, what I've longed for."

We both sat silently for several minutes, holding hands.

-*-

It was mom that broke the silence, probably five minutes later. "Will

you teach me honey?"

That question surprised me, as I realized that fantasy was far from

reality and I had no idea what was next. "Perhaps we shall learn

together Larissa." I had always enjoyed her name and it just seemed

right to use it at the moment.

She nodded gently, "I love you honey, please don't forget that."

"I love you too mom."

She whispered, "What do you want me to call you Joseph?"

I wondered if she had thought about this question for some time and my

answer, I knew I had fantasied about it.

"You will call me 'Master' mom."

She nodded and smiled, though I felt her body tense up, "I love you

Master."

I responded, a smile upon my own face, "I love you too Slave."

Mother signed and a violent shiver ran through her, a girlish giggle

followed. She looked at me behind her long eye lashes.

I knew what she wanted - what I wanted.

Mom wanted to consummate our new relationship.

-*-

It took a lot of will-power to ask the next question, "Larissa, would

you take your clothes off for me?" I meant it as a question, it was a

test of our new commitment, our new life.



Mothers face brightened up and her voice rose an octave from her

barely contained joy, "Right now darling?"

"Master!" I barked.

She smiled and lowered her eyes submissively, "Right now Master?" The

sound of her voice speaking those words were the doorway to the

nirvana, the fantasies, that I imagined for so long.

"Right now." I pulled my hands away from hers.

Mother rushed to stand, her hands already fumbling with the knot of

her kitchen apron. Quickly it was pulled from her body and she threw

it behind me, behind the couch.

Big deal you may think, but the sight of my mother throwing a garment

upon the floor of our immaculate living room was another blast in the

face that I had gambled my life and won. Our house was, as mother had

always wished it, perfect. Me and my siblings had always been taught

to be conscious of our cleanliness. So when I see mom throw

something, it could have been anything, upon the floor its a change in

the woman I had always known.

"Where would you like me honey... Master?" She shook her head in mock

disgust, we both needed to get used to our new roles. From the look

of her face, I would say that she was as excited about those roles as

I was.

We had a short four foot square marble table between the two couches,

a table that I was never able to get near with sticky hands or food

when I was growing up. "On the table mom." She didn't even hesitate.

It was again proof that my life, our lives, were changing.

Upon her nylon feet she stepped up and then stood, feet a foot apart,

directly in the middle. I contemplated getting her to dance to her

strip tease - but I would rather just devour the pleasure the gentle

sight of her.

I stood up and walked slowly around the short marble table - my eyes

never leaving the woman standing in the middle of it.

Mother was wringing her hands together nervously and biting her bottom

lip - but I could see the points of her nipples beneath her loose

sheer white blouse.

To her flank I stopped and asked, thinking it was my right as her

dominant - though I was still testing the waters and not actually

knowing what, if any, my boundaries were, "Are your nipples hard mom?"

She barely whispered, "Yes."

It had been a redundant question, I could see them. "Does that mean

your excited."

She nodded affirmatively, shyly.

"Answer me please?" I like the sound of her voice - her submissive

voice I should explain.

"Yes Master, I am excited."

"Sexually excited?"

"Yes Master." She was whispering again. Was she embarrassed?

"Are they sensitive mom?"

Insane! I was asking mom if her nipples were sensitive and hard

because she was excited.

"Very." She had barely moved her lips that time.

"Pardon?"

Louder, "Very much so Master."

"Grasp your chest in your hands mom."

She didn't move for five seconds and then I watched as her hands come

up and moved before her. Larissa, my slave, gasped when she held each

C cup in her own paw. I was surprised at how rough she squeezed

herself, and made a mental note of it.

"Keep squeezing till I tell you to stop mom."

She shivered in response, as she again squeezed herself. Her eyes had

closed some time ago, I realized.

I continued to walk about her, stopping this time directly behind her.

In her current clothing, her business skirt was form fitting without

being tight - I've seen her wear these type of skirts of most of my

life. They showed off her teardrop shape - she could have been pulled

from an old forties movie, the way she dressed and looked.

"I have always liked how you dressed for work mom." Nothing to be

said but I thought I saw her knees quiver. "Shows off your sexy legs

and great ass."

"Now move your hands to your ass", her hands were already moving,

"give that big sexy ass a good squeeze!"

Above her clothing, her skirt, she grasped one wide soft buttock in

each hand squeezed roughly. mom wasn't reacting as positively as she

had done when fondling her chest, but I could tell she enjoyed it.

I moved around to the front, alternating my gaze from her rumpled silk

skirt that could not hide the excited hard nipples beneath to my

mothers face with her open moist mouth and her clenched eyes. "I love

this mom - watching you do what I ask."

Larissa's eyes opened and she looked at me as if in a daze, but she

didn't say a word.

I wanted to hear her voice, "Hows that ass feel slave?"

"Good... Master." I could see her arms move as her hands continued to

fondle and squeeze herself.

-*-

It was time for the next stage. One that I had been fantasizing about

since the time I accidently saw mom in the shower. That had been

barely a glance, from the side as she bent over, her breasts hanging

down but nothing much else. White skin, that is what I remembered the

most, and the sight of her wide surprised brown eyes.

I was going to see my own mother naked.

"Stop mom." She did, her hands dropping to her side but they seemed

to clench and flex unseen flesh, though reluctantly.

I had no doubt that if I asked her to remove every stitch of clothing

she would - her actions this evening were enough proof to me. It was

all so incediblous of course, but somehow felt right - like this was

what our relationship should be.

All it took was for me to ask.

"Take your skirt off mom."

She froze for a lengthy second before those trembling hands came up

and unbuttoned it from the side. With a little wiggle of her sexy

hips and a single gentle push, the skirt slipped to her feet. mom
stepped from the garment as I reached for it. She watched as I throw

it behind me, behind the couch I had sat upon earlier.

Though our household was prudish, I had seen mother in this garb. Her

white nylons going to her hips and the white cotton panty beneath.

Though it wasn't something new, it was still exciting to know that she

now did this for me and all that remained was but for me to ask and

she would immediately remove the garments.

I didn't hesitate. "The blouse." I held out my hand and waited.

In seconds she placed the white blouse upon my open hand, it landed

somewheres behind me as well.

Now she was in her bra, nylons and panties.

I thought again what she would look like in thigh-high stockings, but

put that thought in the back of my mind for later retrieval.

"Your nylons." They were quickly discarded and then left by the low

table, as I didn't reach for them.

She was in her bra and panties. I thought she would look very sexy in

bikini, French cut or otherwise, or thong style panties - it would

suit her curvy frame.

"Do you want to keep going mom?"

Her eyes had been open since I asked her to stop squeezing her ass,

she was watching me nervously. I had trouble actually reading her at

that moment and just a part of me was relieved when she answered, "Yes

Master."

"Your choice slave - bra or panty?"

Her hands wrung together before her and she thought for almost a full

minute before her hands came up and behind her. I watched, knowing my

eyes grew huge, as the shoulder straps loosened and I saw, almost in

slow motion, as her ugly white bra slid down her shoulders and chest.

Then it fell to the floor, already forgotten, leaving that incredible

round breasts with dark wide brown hard nipples. She shivered

violently as she waited for my next command, probably gauging my

reaction to seeing my own mothers chest.

I couldn't wait any longer and caught her eye and motioned downwards,

my intent obvious. Her thumbs hooked into the hip elastic of her

panty and she pushed downwards.

I saw the 'V' of her pussy and didn't even notice what she did with

her panty. Though I did notice a string of thick clear liquid link

her between her legs to the crotch of her undergarment, only breaking

and attaching to the inside of her thigh once the panty reached her

knees.

I simply stared at her sex in awe. It was the source of my fantasies

- the one area that was both highly desirable and impossible. This

was my own mother for gods sake!

Yes, this was my mother.

I stared at it for some time and then looked up to find her eyes. We

shared a long gaze. I wondered at that look; was she embarrassed of

her older body, or was she changing her mind once her pussy was

exposed, did she wonder if I compared her to the models in my

magazines?

I returned to that magic spot. Between her soft sexy thighs, I could

make out the cleft of her vagina... her cunt, I corrected

myself... the two dark pouty lips and the red glistening fold poking

between. The coarse brown hair about those lips, though sparse,

seemed to glisten with the dew that I saw upon her inner pouting

labia.

Mom was excited!

"Hands behind your head... stand straight!" She jerked to attention,

following my barked command.

I again moved to her flank, taking in the nude sight of her. It was

the first time, in all the time that I had fantasied about her, that I

noticed her imperfections. Those 'C' cup breasts that hung low, were

no longer firm cones upon her chest any longer, they had dark blue

veins running through them. Her hips, wide and round were overly soft

and had tiny white stretch marks upon them. Her stomach, with its

slight bulge, also had stretch marks, and I could see that it looked

more pronounced and softer than it looked beneath clothing. Her

ankles and calves looked very fine but she also had dark blue veins

behind her knees. Her ass, though very fine in clothing, was no

longer firm either, and had slight dimpling from age. Her thighs,

were very inviting, but also looked soft and had the rare dimple.

It just blurted out, "Oh god I want you!" Larissa turned her head in

surprise and met my eyes. I was too - but I looked inwards and

realized it was true. mom was no model from a magazine, but a mature
experienced woman. One that I've known for many years, one that I've

fantasied and desired for so long.

Mother looked downwards and her eyes widened when she saw the obvious

bulge in my jeans. I looked down, mostly for dramatic reasons then

traced my dick with my index finger beneath the denim. I gasped it

firmly, "This is for you mom!"

She licked her lips and thrust out her chest to inhale deeply.

"Do you want it?" I was teasing her, but I was enjoying this moment

very much.

She hoarsely whispered, "Yes."

I barked, "Eyes front!" She jerked her head forwards and stared at

some invisible spot before her. As impossible as it may seem to you

and I, I was beginning to think mom wanted this more than I!

"Is there anything you won't do with my cock?" She jerked and I

thought she would topple when I said the word 'cock'.

More firmly than the last reply, "No Master."

Again I moved to her front and leaned over the table, my face inches

from her thick brown bush. mom must have felt my breath upon her sex

and thrust herself a couple of inches forwards, probably

involuntarily. Was that my mothers scent I smelt?

Oh god.

It was! It was Larissa's excitement. My imagination never came close

to this moment, the smell of her sex. It was like an aphrodisiac - I

loved it.

With great will power, as my mouth watered to taste her, I stood back

up and then climbed up upon the table with her. She was shivering

uncontrollably now, as if cold. Though I knew she was not cold.

I leaned in and kissed her gently upon her moist warm lips. Surprised

at first she didn't react, then she opened her mouth and tilted her

head as if inviting me into her. I pulled away and looked into her

eyes, "Would you use your mouth on my cock mother?"

Her eyes watered and she nodded, "Yes Master." She licked her lips

and I imagined her mouth watering for my organ to enter her orally.

I lifted both my hands, palms towards her and pressed them into her

chest. Both nipples, tight and hard, thrust into my palms. mother
leaned into me, pushing her body closer to me. I remembered her own

rough touches and squeezed firmly. They were delicious, warm and

soft.

Larissa closed her eyes and groaned.

"And these big sexy tits mom - would you wrap them around my cock?"

She barely got the words out, "God yes... Master! They ache for you

darling."

I removed my hands and she groaned and almost fell forwards against

her clothed son.

Larissa gained her balance about the same time that I suddenly cupped

between her legs with one of my hands. Immediately I felt my two

middle fingers touch a slimy wet slickness that seemed to draw them

forwards, while the palm of my hand was tickled by the rough thick
bush. I slipped two fingers into mothers body as easily as it takes

to write it.

Something happened almost instantly, mother fell forwards collapsing

into me as her body and cunt convulsed in orgasm. Her hands had come

down from her head and she held me firmly to hold herself upright I

thought, though it may have been so my fingers would stay submerged.

She was the first woman that I've ever touched this way, not counting

that unknown woman at my initiation meeting. mother was also the

first that I've held as she orgasmed. I could even feel her cunt
muscles milking my two digits as her body thrashed against me in

uncontrollable waves.

When it appeared to be the last jerk of her body, I whispered into her

ear as my fingers moved back and forth within her, "Would you let me

fuck your cunt mother?" It seemed like a silly question now, but I

wanted to hear her answer. My game was not yet over.

Speaking into my neck she answered, "Yes Master." mom sounded

exhausted, good... but I wasn't finished with her yet.

"On your knees slut." The word just slipped out and though she didn't

seem to notice, it thrilled me. Calling my own mother a 'slut' was

another forbidden step in my lust for her. I pulled my fingers from

her sloppy sex and stepped back... she fumbled and half fell to her

knees.

I stood down from the table and moved behind her. mom got upon her

hands and knees, and she looked incredible. Her generous round

breasts hanging down, her round ass with wide shapely hips raised. I

grunted, "Knees further apart... arch your back slut... lower your

shoulders!" These commands didn't come from experience but from lust,

this was how I wanted to see her kneel before me.

Her orgasm upon my fingers, seemed to release some dominant boldness

in me, I had seen her loose herself as she came - there was no longer

any secrets between us.

Her ass was raised wonderfully, and I saw her pouty cunt flowered open

behind her. That was what I had fingered, touched intimately, what

had caused her spasm. It was mine - mother is my slave!

I poked my index finger of my right hand into her cunt effortlessly,

she groaned but otherwise sat still. Moving it round, feeling inside

her and coating my digit with her generous spend, which was now

running down the backs and insides of her thighs, I pulled it

eventually from her body.

Mother wiggled her ass slightly, perhaps to entice me to again enter

her body, maybe with my cock this time, her permission had been given

by her submission.

Aiming, I pressed it firmly but gently against her dark brown wrinkled

anal ring. She gasped and froze as I persistently pressed forwards.

In minutes I was in fully, to the third knuckle. "And here mother -

would you like me fuck your tight ass hole?"

It was a long almost awkward time before she responded, and I would

guess that she was a virgin back there and perhaps had not even

imagined a cock using that part of her before. "If you wish Master."

It sounded imprudent, and not as submissive as she had with my other

questions, "I will slave... I will!" It withdrew with a pop.

-*-

Nothing else was to be shown to mothers new Master, I have seen and

touched it all. What I have not done was consummate our new

relationship - I mean we have not yet fucked!

A hundred different methods for our first time came to mind, from

simply slipping my dick into her right now from behind to laying upon

my bed and letting mother lower herself upon me. Then I knew how our

first coupling should happen and I reached forwards to grasp one white

soft ass cheek to tenderly fondled it.

"Get your ass upstairs mom, run a bath and I'll be right up." She

turned her head to look over her shoulder at me in surprise. "And use

lots of bubbles!" Did she believe I would mount here upon that marble

table? I so wanted too!

She didn't move at first but my gentle fondling hand withdrew and

immediately struck downwards with a loud splat upon her soft ass. It

left a bright red hand print immediately. mother jumped in surprise,

giggled - a sound I've never heard before today - then fumbled to

climb off the table and rushed out of the room. I heard the water

running upstairs within the minute.

I slowly followed, my clothes leaving a trail back to our family
living room. I would have my slave clean our discarded clothing later

- naked so I could watch. As I ascended the stairs I was astounded at

my calmness, my hands no longer trembling and my heart thumping

firmly. It was my cock that spoke volumes, as it thrust forwards

before me as if guiding me to my mother, my slave.

Is this not how it is supposed to be - a young man just entering the

sexual peak of his life and a mature experienced woman who only wished

to be loved? No? Well how about if the young man was a member of an

ultra-exclusive Club that had every member in exactly that lifestyle?

And what if the mature woman was the young man's mother - does that

change anything?

The door to our bathroom was open and I saw that the tub was

overflowing with white bubbles, the floor already slippery. My slave

was kneeling, as she had been on the table in the living room, before

the tub, her body kneeling amongst the bubbles and water upon the

floor. Her hair, I noticed, hung down in the pool of water and her

forehead nearly touched the tiles as well.

Mother saw my nudity immediately from the corner of her vision and her

eyes widened as she turned her head to stare with lust, yes that is

exactly what I saw - lust, at my hard young cock. She jerked up,

sitting upon her heels. It was like looking at a starving person look

at a buffet, I imagined, amused.

Even in my wildest fantasies, I never thought I would see her looking

at me like that. It tore those fantasies into shreds and affirmed

that this reality was better than even my imagination could conjure.

I had no idea what to say, "Lots of bubbles I see." She smiled,

taking this as a compliment and of all things that we have done this

evening so far, her pretty face began to blush at this.

Of course after entering and closing the door behind me I came to

stand next to the tub, turning off the water. Though there was no

preconceived plan within my mind, I thought we could both get into the

water and I would experience what I had only imagined. I wanted it to

be special, erotic and very grand.

What I didn't know is that simply the intensity of our emotions and

that it was a mother-son sexual relationship that we were entering,

that this was what brought the 'grand' to this evening. The 'erotic',

by her kneeling in submission to her son, it seemed to cause the air

to tingle with erotic energy.

Mother has had romance, I learned later, in her life - in the early

years with dad. Their coupling 'fine' and certainly satisfying but

without that spark of the unknown, perhaps danger and certainly what I

brought - the forbidden. What Larissa now needed, what she discovered

was missing in her life, was the raw intensity of a purely sexual

lustful relationship. That it was coupled with love, seemed to

heighten the pleasure.

Why am I explaining this now? To explain why she did what she did as

I was leaning down to turn off the faucets that were close to

overflowing the tub.

Here I was, leaning over the large tub, one hand upon the edge and the

other turning the knobs to stop the rush of water when I felt it.

A warm wet suction envelope my rock hard cock.

A mouth as you may guess. Mothers mouth as is obvious.

I froze and looked down to see my mothers thick brown hair, closed

eyes, white face and wet moist lips move up and down before my lap, my

cock moving in and out of her.

Of all that we had done, the words the looks and then the touches - we

had not passed that forbidden boundary between innocence and incest.

Mother had willingly, and unbidden I might add - I shall have to

punish her later I thought with a sigh of pleasure - crossed it.

There could never be a way back to how we used to be, our lives were

forever to be changed.

What could I do... I turned towards her, to give her easier access to

my manhood, grasped her warm head by clumps of her thick hair and

began to move my hips in time to her bobbing face.

I would like to relate how I fucked her face for an hour, made her beg

for the inevitable. Impossible - I was a teenager that has sported a

hard dick for nearly an hour. This was my dream, this... my fantasy

come true.

Within seconds of grasping her hair I felt a pain between my legs, my

balls were aching with the impossible pressure I had placed upon them.

My shaft began to jerk within mothers mouth though she never stopped

moving her head.

My orgasm came barely a second later... it didn't seem to surprise or

scare Larissa in the least. If anything she seemed to hunger for my

seed, swallowing loudly, clamping her lips tight against my shaft and

grasping my bare ass so as not to pull away.

It was a huge load, our first together as Master and Slave and as

mother and son. mother never missed a drop.

-*-

The next few minutes were a cloud and I realized I was was in that

erotic after haze that I've never truly felt before this day. Oh, I

had read about it in various places and thought I had come close

several times in pleasuring myself. But I had definitely never

experienced what I just had.

Mother helped me into the water, and I complied like a zombie, barely

noticing my surroundings.

It took several lengthy minutes for me to recover my senses enough to

clear my gaze and again take in my surroundings. For those few

moments I had not been the Master of our relationship, but our

combined love and trust only strengthened our pleasure and that bond.

Mother sat, with legs across my lap, watching me intently, anxiously.

"Hum... thank you mother." I smiled and reached out to grasp her

closest breast, the nipple thrust into my hand.

"Your welcome Master." She arched her back, pushing her chest closer

to me.

I realized that mother could teach me, her Master and son, much about

sex and giving pleasure in our near future. It excited me, learning

and enjoying with this woman.

"I think I would like you to do that more often."

She blushed again and smiled shyly. "I would like that... very much

Master."

"Come here slut." mother sat up and easily moved towards me, my hands

directing her to straddle my thighs with her own.

"Oh Master... its hard!"

She had felt it poke her in one of her soft inviting thighs and I

grunted a command, "Put it in."

Without hands, she moved her bottom a few inches and slowly lowered

her torso until the most exciting place on this earth swallowed my

cock whole.

I had found it, nirvana!

When our kinky hairs combined and when I was fully seated within my

mothers cunt, she began to thrash in another wild orgasm.

Leaning forwards, I took a hard brown nipple into my mouth while my

hands roughly grappled with her round sexy ass even as she squealed

and wiggled on my lap.

It was mine - all of it - everything!

Mother had given it to me willingly. I had asked, ordered and then

sat back to watch her offer it to me. She knew about the Club, enough

to know that we were not just lovers but she my Slave. It sounded so

strange, thinking about her in that light but as I look upon her as

she orgasmed I knew it to be true. It had to have been fate, meeting

David, mothers feeling of unfulfilled sexuality, my own desires

towards her.

She slowed down and almost fell backwards, off my lap, but I held her

ass firmly against me. "Are you finished Slave?"

With effort, she whispered, "Yes Master." I meant her orgasm. I

wanted to set the boundaries of pleasure - where my own was the sole

purpose of our relationship and the basis of her submission while her

own a byproduct. Don't think me incredible to think of such a thing

at that time, I had read it on the Club's web site.

I reached up to hold her face inches above my own, our eyes locking.

"Then fuck me slut!"

Another whisper, "Yes Master." Her hands grasped the side of the tub

on either side of me and then I felt it. Not only was I inside of her

but I was moving deliciously in and out as she moved her hips up and

down.

Already she was horsely groaning with what I only imagined as another

orgasm. I purposely pinched one nipple enough to cause her to shriek

in pain, "Your not allowed to finish until after I do... understand

slut?"

Her face looked astonished and I doubted she believed it even possible

to quash such a thing as a fast moving orgasm.

I then lay back, rested my hands upon her thighs, and simply watched

the delicious sight.

Mother began to really work at fucking her son. At first all she did

was move her body up and down upon my thrusting pole. Then I saw the

effort in her face and movements - she wanted that fast approaching

orgasm and needed my own to precede it, as ordered. Her face was

sweating profusely, her bottom lip bleed lightly from biting it. Once

in a while she would open her eyes to almost plead with a submissive

look, but I never wavered. My orgasm would come and our relationship

would be complete but I was not interested in rushing the inevitable.

Perhaps it was her own fault, blowing me earlier had revitalized my

manhood - else this coupling would have lasted less than a minute. I

chuckled after she again closed her eyes and added a little wiggle of

her hips on each down-thrust.

When her groans turned to gasping and the muscles of her thighs

quivered in exhaustion beneath my hand I knew she has had enough. I

reach behind her to grasp her ass, arched my mouth to again suckle

first one nipple then the other, and began to lift and drop my own

mothers body in a few rapid pace.

I was soon grunting with her, a smile had returned to her face and she

knew and you the reader know. We both approached that climatic summit

that each pair of lovers ascend.

To tell the truth I know not who began first, her or I. I think she

may have but if that were true I was but a second behind. It felt as

if my cock was jerking so hard that I was sure it would bruise her

inside. As well, it felt like a gallon of sperm left my body and

filled her sexual cavity and with the cries of pleasure from her and

the praises to god and to my cock, I think she thought so too.

My slave collapsed from sexual exhaustion, for the final time that

evening, even as I closed my eyes and attempted to regain my breath.



-*-

Again I sat in the hair, surrounded my the membership of the Club. I

had just related all that I had told you - even my earlier doubts and

mothers comment of her lack of interest in this group.

There was much silence and several whispers as I imagined them

discussing my first coupling with mother.

The one that I've come to know as the younger interrogator asked, "You

did very well Joseph... very well." He sounded impressed, which

boasted my pride a few notches. "But would you say she has submitted

totally to you?"

I didn't hesitate, "Yes I do."

More whispers and then a chorus of voices accepting something.

"Seems you have gotten to the next phase faster than nearly any other

prior member." It wasn't a question so I didn't say a word. "You may

remove your blind fold Joseph."

I hesitated, as if unsure, but finally reached up and lifted the

pillow case from my head.

I blinked at light, though it was dimly lite, and the new faces about

me. They were not all young, as I had imagined, most a decade or two

older than I. One seemed to even be in his fifties, which surprised

me - to stay a member, you had to have a living mother as a slave or

you had to retire your membership. This man was still fucking his

mother when she was probably in her seventies or even eighties. Wow!

A younger man came forwards, and though he didn't look familiar I knew

who he was immediately by the sound of his voice. He reach a hand out

and I took it, gladly. "My name is Ben, its a pleasure to finally

meet you Joseph."

Others came forwards to shake hands, and the names all became a cloud.

A drink was thrust in my hand, a beer, and I was immediately accepted

by this group of men who found so much pleasure in enslaving their

mothers.

Many asked me questions about my mother Larissa and even more asked me

specifics about my seduction of her. I was surprised and had expected

to be asked more about the actual fucking that we have done, then and

since then.

One even asked, "Will you share her?" He had sat and heard the story
like the rest of the group and so I paraphrased what I had told

earlier.

"Its an agreement, before Larissa accepted, that I don't share her

with anyone." He looked disappointed and I contributed, "Not even

with my father." My mom had revisited this two days after our first

evening as Master-Slave, that our agreement also included my father.

It seemed she no longer had any interest in him or his style of love.

How that would take, when father returned, I had no idea. Neither did

mom - though she speculated that he might not even ask for his wife to

fulfil her vows for a very long time, if ever.

David pushed through the crowd of mingling men and presented me with a

very naked Mrs. Lowell - my English teacher. "Meet Ben's mom."

I looked openly upon her nakedness, the white of her thin body, the

rings in her small nipples, the well prepared makeup. This was

another woman of my teenage fantasies and unknowingly I had already

fingered her sex.

Ben came over and laughed at my surprised gaze. "I already

heard... unlike you Joseph, I like to share mom with the Club." He

reached out and twisted a nipple-ring, causing her to wince in pain.

"You like it too right mom?"

With a voice that I had listened to for hours, reading Shakespeare and

reciting sonnets, she answer, "Yes darling, I love fucking your

friends."

If that wasn't enough, Ben added, "If you become a full member Joseph,

you can use her whenever you want."

Wow!

-*-

The final phase was the proof the Club needed that I had passed all

other phases, that my mother submitted to me consciously and

willfully.

It was rather simple really. mother and I were to retreat to a cabin

not too far in the country, that a member owned, and simply fuck our

brains out.

Easy right?

There were some stipulations, to prove that our relationship had

progressed to the point of no return, that mom had willfully

submitted, I had to push the envelope and test her. And the test had

to be sexual.

I gained more access on the Club's web site and I discovered whole

volumes of stories and discussions on other young men that had reached

this far in their recruitment.

Some had forced one of the kenneled dogs upon their slaves, others

whipped them until blood dripped from their bodies, others urinated or

defecated upon them. Most simply used their older bodies in ways that

they had never done before.

At times the coupling turned almost into rape and humiliation, the son

forcing the mother into acts that she vehemently did not want to do

all in the he name of joining the Club.

I hoped I did not have to push my mother too far, that she would

simply do as I asked.

-*-

It was morning and the sun was stealing into my room, mother lay in

the crook of my arm, her head upon my shoulder as she asked not for

the first time, "Do you have to be in this Club?"

As had often been the case in the last two weeks, after an enjoyable

dominant love-making session, mother often relented on the demands

that I had placed upon our relationship. I actually enjoyed it, it

allowed us to talk openly and honestly - some things that I did not

allow her to voice while we waltzed to the incestuous song that we had

started.

I didn't answer right away and she continued, "Is not what we have

enough darling?" The fingers of one hand played with my nipple.

Larissa smelled of sex, her mouth of sperm, her skin of sweat and her

own juices. It was a smell that I had always enjoyed but now I pushed

her off me, it was nearly time to get up anyways - and mother would

return to her room before my sister awoke.

She sat up, all modesty at her nudity forgotten as her breasts swayed

deliciously. If not for her sucking me to orgasm only minutes before,

I think I would have had to have another tumble with her. I could

tell that she wanted an answer, and probably even earned an answer.

"If not for the Club we would not be together!"

She must have noticed my impatience but her own persistence drove her.

"I just don't understand. What will you do to me at the cabin?"

I had revealed the final phase in my initiation - that we had to spend

two days alone and I had to push the boundaries of our relationship.

I had also told her of some of the more outrageous stories I had read.

I snapped, "Whatever I want - isn't that what you agreed too?" She

had, and knew it.

Her face turned towards the window, probably gauging the time by the

level of the sun. We only had a few more minutes together.

"You said you would not share me with anyone?" She could not let this

go and I was getting frustrated in my inability to answer. "Does that

include dogs?" She sounded hurt and frustrated as well.

I realized that she was bound by our mutual agreements, but there was

simply some things mother did not want to do. "Maybe...", I pictured

the sight of mom bent over with a big shaggy dog pounding into her and

revisited my answer, "... no, I would never do that to you." My wish

to be a member of the Club did not go as far as to harm my mother, as

I had concluded weeks before - forcing her to acts that disgusted her

fell into that definition of 'hurt'.

She looked relieved and we shared a smile. "Will you hurt my body?"

"Probably yes." I had spanked mother twice since she knelt to me,

both for infractions in her submission. Without a word, it had become

or method of punishment between us - and if her reaction after a

spanking was any idea, she loved to have her ass paddled.

"Pee on me?"

I had to think about that one - pissing on anyone never interested me,

and with mom, even less so. But it could be used as a way to show

dominance and force her submission - though I did not want to push it

into humiliation. "Maybe."

She looked surprised but didn't say another word on that topic.

"What should I wear?"

I smiled and related her garments for the weekend, it was a short

list.

-*-

"Okay mom - take off your jacket please." mother had worn a long coat

that covered her from neck to knee. Which was good, since she only

wore black four inch pumps, black thigh high stockings that had black

lace that was tight enough upon her thighs to not need a garter and a

black push up bra. The jacket landed upon the floor by the front

door.

The cabin was rather nice - nothing rustic about it. It had

television, with over a hundred smut movies in the cabinet beneath. A

phone, with no buttons - incoming calls only I presumed. Well stocked

kitchen. A single bedroom with a king sized bed. A walk in closet

that was filled with all manner of adult toys and female lingerie.

Outside, we passed a large kennel which had half a dozen dogs, two of

which were huge and barking at us. mother didn't even look at them.

I did, amazed to know what some potential members did with the beasts.

Snooping, I found gadgets that I had no idea what they were for.

Still others that I was surprised to find - like a kit to do piercing.

I wondered if I should piece mother, as Ben's mother had been, through

her nipples.

In the single chest of drawers by the bed, it was filled with lingerie

of all sizes, colours and for any tastes.

Mother was blushing as she followed me about the cabin. It was our

'home' for two nights and two days - my sister staying with friends

and dad out of town on his frequent road trips. And the cabin was

built for one thing - fucking your slave.

We both knew what we were here to do - and if we had forgotten the

sound of the iron shackles clanking in the wind outside would remind

us.

It was an incredible environment.

I sat in the only chair in the small cabin, and wiggled my finger for

mother to come over. With a nod of my head she knelt before me, in

the position that she knew I enjoyed and the one we had learned

together that first night together.

Reaching out I rubbed her well groomed hair softly, "We're here. You

look great mom." I meant it! I loved her in lingerie - especially

stockings.

"Thank you Master." Our roles were predefined, the surroundings

demanded it. Let alone the commands of the Club.

It had been three days since we had sex and I was randy as hell.

Ninety minutes before dad and my sister left our home approximately at

the same time, after supper. mom met me outside and she drove the

sixty minutes to the cabin. I hadn't even been able to see what she

had worn for me - though I had given her pretty specific guidelines to

follow. And that was all she had brought, what she wore through that

door.

We had fought about her bringing a toothbrush, of all things, and

after I spanked her and then we fucked to mutual orgasm, I agreed to

let her use mine, as I was bringing a small overnight bag.

"Take off your heels and throw them over by the door mom." She

wiggled them off and literally threw them over to the doorway, one

landing upon her discarded coat.

"Put a hand between your legs slut and tell me if your wet?" She did

as asked.

"No Master."

That surprised me - since that first night, I have not yet experienced

a moment when Larissa's cunt was not hot wet and ready for her son's

cock. I knew what it was, of course, the cabin. It was a den of ill

repute, and though mother only wanted to be a slut, she only wanted to

be my slut. This cabin was not me, or us!

I had to correct that problem right now - it would not do if her pussy
was dry for this weekend. "Take my cock out mom." She expertly

unzipped my jeans and withdrew my own organ - which was soft by the

way. I looked her in the eye and commanded, "I want you to suck me

and play with your cunt at the same time mom. Don't bite me, but I

don't want to come but I do want you to have an orgasm." She nodded

in acceptance - a look of uncertainty. "Get started slut."

Mother immediately lowered her head, opened her mouth and engulfed me.

Outside a large dog barked.

-*-

That night we slept fitfully. She had, finally, orgasmed upon her

fingers with my hard cock in her mouth. When she was finished, I was

surprised that with all the toys in the cabin I was only interested in

going to bed. I ordered her to use her breasts to finish me.

I watched that next morning as she breathed deeply, studying her face

and the dry sperm upon her round mature 'C' cup breasts.

This is what I want I told myself over and over - to have my mother as

my slave, my personal fuck toy. Isn't that what I had fantasied for

so long about - why I wanted to join the Club?

I was confused, with the in-your-face surroundings we found ourselves

in, and with the privacy I should be poking my mother in every

position and as often as I could. But right now I was content to just

lay next to her and enjoy the sight of her.

No idea how long or what time it was, mothers eyes blinked open and

she was surprised to see me with my head resting on my hand looking

down upon her.

She was about to speak but I stopped her with a gentle finger to her

lips.

"You told me a few days ago that what you enjoyed about our

relationship is that you could let go and simply 'enjoy'?"

"Yes my darling Master."

"Then why haven't you 'let go' yet?"

The question surprised her, and a whispered reply, "I thought I

had... darling." I didn't correct her of the improper name - I rather

like intimate nothings from her.

"Then explain last night?"

We both knew that she had a lot of trouble finishing, even getting

herself to the point that she was wet enough to finger herself took a

long while. While, since we had been intimate, when together her sex

was normally a river of juices, her orgasms frequent and often a

multiple of two maybe three of my own. I have only to touch her in a

certain way, and with her mentally and physically prepared, and she

would orgasm.

"I think I'm nervous Master."

"Nervous?" That surprised me a little - we had fucked quite a bit in

the last couple of weeks.

"What you will do to me." She explained.

Ah! "What do you want me to do to you?" She didn't reply and I

hadn't expected an answer. "I will tell you one thing I will do to

you before the day is out..."

She couldn't wait, "Yes Master?"

"I'm going to fuck your virgin ass."

In our talks, I knew of her fear of the imagined pain. I had played

with her ass hole and knew it to be very tight - though I also knew it

to loosen with gentle attention, like a tongue or slippery finger.

And when given the proper attention, that part of her became highly

errogonous.

I pushed it further, felt that flow of dominance run through me, "In

fact, you will be my little anal slut this weekend right mom?"

Her brown eyes were wide and she answered, "Yes Master."

"Turn over Larissa."

She had removed her lingerie before bed and was naked as she rolled

upon her stomach, cheek upon her folded hands looking at me.

I reached down, slipped my fingers between the cheeks of her bottom

and felt the tight anal ring. Leaning over, I whispered in her ear,

"Perhaps I should fuck your tight ass right now?" I felt her tense up

beneath my finger. She didn't reply so I grunted, "Answer slut!"

"You are my Master, I will do anything you ask of me." Impertinent

slut!

Under the large framed pine bed, there were several drawers - I had

already found a large stash of lubricants and oils in one of these.

Moving quickly I found a squeeze-tube of KY jelly and returned by

straddling her knees.

It wasn't a slow erotic build-up as we had so often done with each

other in recent memory, only the steps needed to pleasure myself upon

her body. I grunted, "Pull your ass cheeks apart slut!" She hid her

face in the pillow and complied with my order.

I aimed the tube of jelly between her ass, upon the clenching anal

ring and squeezed a generous amount. mom shivered at the cool jelly

filling the gap between her cheeks.

The tube was thrown behind me, on the floor, already forgotten. With

her obediently pulling apart her cheeks, I poked my finger in and felt

around till I found her ass hole. My index finger wormed itself into

her as mother grunted and clenched her muscles in response.

You know even without experience, that her hole was going to be tight

but there no way to describe the feeling of having your index finger

clenched so tight that you loose all feeling in the tip.

"You've got such a tight ass mom!" I was now moving my digit in and

out with difficulty, like a small cock and as the minutes moved passed

the tightness of her rectum became easier. Another finger joined the

first as I continued to frig her bottom.

Mother was no longer hissing and grunting with the pain of my

intrusion - and I could tell she was attempting to relax her rectal

muscles, or else my continued plunging into her would cause more pain

and harm. Larissa was not experienced in this area at all, but we had

talked about how we would enjoy such an experience and mother knew it

was only a matter of time. The only thing about those conversations,

was that I was not following them as I had agreed - a warm mutual

bath, gentle touches, a tongue to relax and moisten, slow application

of lubricant, a gentle slow fuck, the pinky finger inserted into the

rear passage and then a larger finger, and only when mother agreed

then she would guide her son's cock into her ass hole using her hands

while I sat still. That plan went to hell quick enough.

When I was able to get three fingers into her I only fingered her for

a few more seconds before leaning in and replacing those digits with

my missile of passion. mother tensed when I pressed it against her

spincter which caused her to cry out in pain when my circumcised head

was forced into her body.

God was mothers ass tight!

Upon my hands and knees, I began to slowly and from my point of view

pleasurably fuck my own mothers ass hole. As a good slave, she

continued to hold open the cheeks of her ass but as my fucking sped up

she was no longer able to hold them. My pelvis began to loudly smack

into her generous round buttocks causing them to shake and roll

deliciously.

Her body was moving up the bed and she used her own hands to press

upon the head board, so as not to brain herself with my aggressive

thrusts. To help the angle, Larissa, pressed her knees together and

pushed back her ass, lifting it from the bed several centimetres.

This just gave me more reason to pound even harder into her rectum,

which caused her to jerk forwards to the soft bed violently. She

would then attempt to again lift it before I again thrust into her.

Though I was not long before that familiar tingling began deep down in

my balls, I knew it must have felt like hours to mother. It was most

certainly a delicious fuck - probably with the addition of her total

submission to my needs. I knew even when I felt the head of my prick

ballooning up to explode, that mother would not be joining me in this

climax.

I filled her with my seed.

-*-

Catching my breath, I reached over to slip my hand to that round sexy

ass that I just enjoyed. mother was still laying as I had left her,

while I lay facing the ceiling beside her. My fingers found the gully

of her ass cheeks and the thick jelly within, three fingers easily

slipped into her rectum.

"Great fuck mom." She never said a word and had her face turned the

other way.

I pulled my digits from her and moved them lower between her thighs.

What I found surprised me, mother was extremely wet with excitement.

The smile could not be contained and I blurted out, "Like getting your

ass fucked mom?"

No answer yet again. My slave needed to learn her place - she was the

submissive of a future Club member. One of the most attractive of the

lot, if many of the members remarks were any indication.

I felt great at that moment, invincible, dominant. Larissa was but

sexual puddy in my hands.

"Go into the other room and wait for me slave." It wasn't a voice to

contend with, and without even looking at me mother slipped from the

bed and my fingers to disappear through the door.

I was five minutes behind her and dropped the large object before her

kneeling form. She eyed it with disgust. "I noticed this last night

and wondered if we could make use of it this weekend."

It looked like half a barrel, cut length-wise, with a six inch

life-like cock thrusting up from the middle of it. I've read accounts

of how other members had their slaves use it - I never thought I would

command my own to do the same.

In seconds it was plugged into the wall and I sat facing it with the

controls in my hand.

"Get on mom."

This time her face turned towards me, looking at me with surprising

resistance. "Please Master... don't make me do this?"

"Five."

She stared in surprise, thinking, as we had infrequently done in the

past, that she had earned spankings. No so. "Thats 'five' minutes

slave." The stories I ready, a woman would barely last three.

Larissa looked in horror at the contraption, probably only guessing

what it must be like upon it.

"I...?"

"Ten."

That stilled her words, and she shut her mouth firmly. Her son, lover

and Master was not joking. It was the dark side of the lifestyle that

my own mother agreed to live by - that it was not all soft touches and

slow-building orgasms. At times, it was demanded that her new blunt

sexuality be presented and used contrary to her wishes.

The minutes clicked by and I finally barked, "Fifteen." I don't like

waiting.

Larissa, my mother love and slave, crawled over to the barrel and

swung her leg over. The thick prick thrust before her, poking into

her navel.

My mother looked at me one last time, with pleading eyes, and saw only

the hard reality of my lust. There was no going back, we had both

discussed not so long ago, we could not ever go back to being a

'normal' mother-son relationship. We had done too much and she had

shown her true heart by giving in to my earliest demands. Her path

was limited, and we both knew it, her trust in me was being pushed to

the limit but I knew it could not break else she must humiliate

herself more than she had done just by submitting.

Mother, upon her knees, strained upwards and over the pink phallus and

aimed it directly towards her sexual cavern.

I smiled as she lowered her body onto the cock.

Larissa threw her head back upon her shoulders and groaned from

somewheres deep inside her. I would say that mothers initial

experience with the toy was very positive.

Then I turned the remote control to on - in the low setting.

Mother suddenly jumped, nearly off the cock, and her eyes swing

towards me in surprise. I could not see what was done within her, but

from her reaction I would guess it to be both positive and startling.

With our eyes locked, I turned the knob and heard the machine start to

hum and mother start to moan with pleasure.

Both her hands came down to grasp the curved front edge of the barrel

as she tried to hold her pelvis in place. Between her thighs, I could

just make out the fake dick as it moved up and down, side to side and

round and round. It was making movements that no living male could

ever stimulate and from mothers reactions, it was taken positively.

My slave began to orgasm within two minutes - a minute under the

average. She cried out loudly and I watched with pleasure as her body

seemed to convulse and quiver with delight. It was an intense orgasm,

and it seemed to last for nearly the full minute.

But it wasn't over, mother had several more minutes and evidently more

orgasms to undergo with the contraption. Sweat was soon pouring off

her body and her limbs quivered in exhaustion as the second orgasm

rocked her at the ten minute mark.

The build-up to the third orgasm was more torture than pleasure and by

the twelve minute she was begging me to stop it, to let her rest, to

have mercy. Another minute and she was promising to do things for me,

things we had previously agreed not to explore, like sharing her with

the other Club members, or licking my come from another woman's cunt,

even letting a dog fuck her. At the fourteenth minute, mother began

to scream her lungs out as another orgasm was taking hold of her. It

was like watching a person get hit by lightening for thirty seconds, I

imagined.

Mother slide to the floor, thirty seconds early... but I doubt she

knew of my leniency by not punishing her. She was a quivering bundle

of sweaty flesh for the next hour - as I left her next to her torture

machine and went to take a long hot shower.

-*-

Hours later, having been well fed with the brunch my slave conjured up

for me, I was laying upon the bed as I watched mother model lingerie

outfit after lingerie outfit, so numerous was the cabin stocked.

She wore only one common item, a small blunt plug that I had found

after my shower. It was a butt plug, and it does exactly as it name

implies. After mother had a long hot bath, I again lubed up her ass

hole, less generously this time, and inserted the thick plug. She

undergone the humiliation without a word and wore a red face of

embarrassment with every step she took, as she walked sort of

bow-legged.

The phone rang, causing us both to jump in surprise. I half-ran to

the other room and picked it up.

"Hello Joseph."

It was Ben Lowell. "Hi Ben."

"Having fun?"

How could I answer... though my pause startled me. "Of course", was

the obvious answer.

"We know." I frowned and saw that mother stepped into the room

wearing a purple lace one piece jump-suit, completely see-through and

distracted me for a second. "The whole cabin is bugged, and we have

everything on tape."

I swung around and looked for the 'eyes' of the camera, I saw nothing.

"They are well hidden Joseph, so you won't see them unless you go

looking. Don't." mom noticed my startled look and began to get

nervous herself, I forced myself to be calm and to stare down at the

phone.

"David and I are five minutes from the cabin and thought we would stop

by for a chat."

What! "Sure."

"Have your slave make us some coffee, for two. And get her to put

something on - white, Larissa looks best in white." I had to agree,

though I was a little put-out listening to another guy make sexual

references to my mother. My slave, I corrected myself.

In minutes the coffee started to peculate and mother was kneeling, as

I enjoyed, in the middle of the common room. She looked furious at

the loss of privacy - if only she knew!

David came in with his mother Glenda, and then Ben with his mother
Mary. The two Club members came into the common room, stood over my

kneeling mother and with a nod of pleasure at the sight of her, both

sat on the couch. At the door, the two middle-aged women, without a

word, began to disrobe. Rushing, they were soon down to nothing and

then knelt at their son's feet, heads on knees. David stroked his

mothers head, Ben didn't seem to notice - all eyes on my mother.

I sat down in the chair across from the two members. Ben started,

"Your slave took her first ass fucking pretty well?"

From the corner of my eye, I saw mother tense - though she didn't move

from her kneeling position. Good slave, I was proud of her! mother
had no idea how they knew, but she now realized that they did - and it

was another layer of humiliation and submission to what was once a

proud and dignified woman.

I had to shake off the feelings of guilt that was coming over me.

David asked, "Did you enjoy it?" He was smirking as if us three

teenagers now shared a common secret - fucking a submissive mothers

ass to be the highlight of life itself. He was probably right -

though, I had to add, it would have been better if mother had enjoyed

it as much as I.

I put on a smile, "Oh ya."

The two of them laughed as if we all shared a secret joke.

David continued, "What else do you have planned for her ass?" I had

made an announcement that very morning, that it would be an anal

weekend - seems the Club also had the cabin bugged for sound.

It was like the three ladies were not even in the room, or that my own

mother, whom we now spoke of her first painful ass fuck was not

kneeling before us silently.

I told them about mothers ass plug... almost reluctantly.

Ben wanted to see it, so I ordered mother to stand, face towards me

and lift her white lace nightie to show those behind her the base of

the plastic apparatus seated firmly within her. Larissa had her eyes

clenched firmly closed.

David whistled in appreciation for mothers teardrop shape ass and

shapely sexy legs, opposite to his mothers round heavy-set figure.

Ben just licked his lips as if he was suddenly starving, I tried not

to think why this sudden hunger overcame him. My mother obviously the

sexiest of the three - Mary being tall and thin, Glenda heavy - I

could understand their interest.

Seconds ticked by when David suddenly rushed to unzip his slacks and

roughly pulled his mothers head into his lap. I saw Glenda take her

sons tiny hard member fully into her mouth and began to bob her face,

just as she had done in the car not so long ago.

Ben didn't even seem to notice, and I doubt that this wasn't a common

occurrence within the Club.

Larissa did, she looked over her shoulder in horror at the incestuous

sight before her. I could almost hear her thoughts on seeing what she

would term 'fabricating like animals', a part of me would have to

agree with her. Normally such a sight would excite me to no end, but

I only felt that these two members and their two slaves, were

violating mothers and my privacy.

Ben asked, "Want to swap for an hour Joseph?"

I wasn't sure what he meant, "Pardon?"

"My slut for yours for a few minutes?" He licked his lips and could

not tear his eyes from mothers bottom. I told you it was a very nice

bottom.

Mary turned her head to look at me, I saw lust in her eyes and she

spread her kneeling thighs apart so I could see her sparse pubic

region. It was obviously wet and the dew was collecting upon her

thighs. Ben's mother was a slut, I had to agree with him there.

Larissa was glaring into my eyes when I turned my gaze from Mary's

pussy - as if reminding me of my agreement not to share her. It

seemed that mother was not affected by the high sexual energy

engulfing the room - well neither was I.

I was tempted to almost agree with Ben's offer, just to rebuke mothers

demanding stare. Did she forget whom was the Master in this

relationship - what she had agreed too?

But no matter my pride or will to dominate, I would not be able to

live with myself knowing that mother was used by another. No, she was

mine and mine alone.

I felt my head nodding negatively and was suddenly worried that this

may extinguish my possible membership. Instead Ben laughed it off,

reached down to squeeze his dick through his jeans. "Your just about

there Joseph - though a few have some concerns."

It was almost a question and the simple comment stilled my heart, I

had worked so hard to get into the Club, and I figured I was now

effectively in. "What 'concerns' Ben?"

"A couple of the old-timers, think you haven't shown that you are the

true master over your mother. That is more of a love affair than

dominant fucking."

Mary seemed to ask a question with a gaze and her son nodded, my

English teacher turned about and knelt upon her knees to begin to help

Glenda with David's cock. The two heads bobbed alternately and almost

to some unseen music. My slave was again looking over her shoulder,

watching the threesome.

I asked the obvious, "What else must I do to prove it?"

There was no hesitation, "Humiliate her."

Mother again froze in her voyeur gaze and I forced myself to remain

calm - had I not just pushed the boundaries of our relationship?

He added, as if he was my friend, "Of course I wasn't one of these and

told them I thought you were doing great!" I was starting to dislike

Ben, his soft young voice, his slutty mother, and his lecherous gaze.

His eyes looked at the base of the plug in mothers ass, it had

probably jumped when she tensed though I could not see to confirm

this, and he added, "They are probably just jealous of how sexy your

mother is."

David gasped out, his pleasure obviously rising with each bob of

either head, "Fuck her Joseph!" It wasn't really a command and I only

guessed that it was mother that he was referring too.

Ten minutes ago I would not have thought about such a thing, here

before these two Club members. But I didn't want to hear Ben's voice

any more, and I had to be open enough to fornicate before my fellow

Club members if I wished to be accepted.

"Slave!" mother turned her eyes to me and saw me nod towards my dick

that was pointing out of my white robe.

Ben had a request, "Fuck her with her ass pointing this way Joseph, I

want to see what that incredible big ass looks like as you pound her

cunt!"

Mother simply straddled my lap with her thigh and then lowered herself

down, almost as she had done with the apparatus earlier in the day.

I was surprised at how wet mother was, probably as wet as that first

time together - when my fingers were first engulfed in her womanhood.

Was she enjoying this encounter? Was she not humiliated as I assumed

she would be?

Larissa immediately began to bounce upon my lap, her face hidden in my

neck, and I had little doubt Ben had a great view of mothers generous

ass. I saw that David was also focused upon the backside of my slave.

I was weird knowing that someone was able to see my teenager prick

moving in and out of my mothers super heated wet sex.

Ben asked, "Get her to remove the plug Joseph?"

Mother didn't even wait for my command, much to my disgust, and with a

single hand moved it behind her to pull out the thick blunt object.

It came out with a pop and she let it fall to the wooden floor, I

wondered at the view the two Club members could now see. Was she

gaping open?

Ben roughly pulled his mothers head back and leaned in to whisper

something in her ear - the English matron ran into the bedroom and

quickly returned with a huge rubber cock. Ten inches long and

probably wide enough that I would not be able to get my hand about it.

I watched in shock as Mary knelt behind my mothers hard-working ass

and though I could not tell what she was doing I suddenly felt mother
tense up and stop her rapid thrusts upon me.

I then felt it, it was like something else was joining me in mothers

love canal, but I knew it to be in her other hole. An anal slut,

indeed! Mary just smiled at me across Larissa's back in triumph and I

could only imagine the image that her and the two teenagers behind her

could see.

Through this invasion, mother knelt very still above me, moving only

to clench her sex about my cock. The sounds coming from her were

almost demonic, hissing and gasps, grunts and then cries of pain or

pleasure, I could not tell. She bit my neck for a second and then

licked my ear even as felt the large fake cock attempt to push me out

of my own mothers body simply by the size of it and the small room

within my slaves passages.

Was this not formally 'sharing' her with another - though inanimate

object? Did this not fall under the definition of her succumbing to

another?

I lost a little respect for mother just then when she again resumed

her up and down movements, slower and with much more sounds from her

body, with such obvious lust and pleasure.

Mary had two hands wrapped about the base of the long cock and was not

timing it to mothers movements, but instead driving it in and out of

her anal passage with a vengeance. The school teacher was enjoying

this so much I could see her teeth as she smiled, she obviously also

liked to 'give' as well as to 'receive'.

Larissa, my mother and my slave, came upon my cock and upon that long

dildo within a minute. I saw every face in the room watching her

sweaty lingerie-clad body ripple in pleasure, her sex seemingly

engulfing me and the rubber-lover to our bases. Even Glenda watched

with wide eyes, her face sporting a new covering of her sons sperm,

while her hand still held his soft cock forgotten.

It was over nearly as soon as it had started, mother lay fully upon

me, dead weight. As naive as I was, I thought it was over.

Mary pushed my mother from me, and she fell to the floor in the fetal

position facing me, next to the schoolteacher, a loud farting sound

came from her rectum when the dildo was evicted. Ben's mother, still

holding the long thick cock, threw it over to my slave, next to her

head. Then Mary closed her eyes, leaned in and took my still hard

cock within her mouth.

My slaves eyes and my own locked, she was exhausted but I saw her hand

snake out and grasp the base of the thick dirty dick inches before

her. I watched as mother opened her mouth, eyes glued to Mary's mouth

and my excited member and then began to suck that dirty huge cock as

Mary now sucked me.

No one moved for the next two minutes, the time it took me to come in

a great big gusher, covering my school teachers face. I had imagined

what she would look like with her pearl face cream, my fantasies never

even came close. The older woman only smiled up at me, as if knowing

my thoughts.

Ben and David were now clapping and I saw that mother was still

sucking that big dick, trying to get it as far down her throat as

possible. She only got about four inches of it, and that seemed to

split her lips wide.

"I think my slave has earned a little reward - what do you think

Joseph?"

I had no idea what Ben was talking about and just looked at him in

what I knew to be an exhausted look.

He didn't wait for an answer, "Larissa", I came awake at the sound of

him addressing my slave directly, "get between Mary's legs and thank

her with your tongue for the pleasure she gave you and your son."

Was I invisible? He should not be addressing my slave directly should

he? I would learn that the wishes for sharing of slaves did not

extend to other slaves.

As startling as this was, mother rolled onto her quivering hands and

kneels and crawled back towards Mary. Ben's mother dropped to the

hard wood floor and spread her legs with barely contained

anticipation.

Larissa did not even look towards me and I felt hot anger run through

my veins. The fucking slut!

Mother had told me that she had never had a sexual experience with

another woman before - I had asked and as I had fantasied about such

an occurrence, doesn't every boy? But I watched as she crawled the

couple of feet and without hesitation, lean in and slip her tongue

into the obviously wet slit of another slave.

Mary squealed in pleasure, brought her own knees up to her near-flat

chest and held them in that position with her hands. Larissa spent

much time licking upon that enlarged red clitoris, but would suddenly

slip down to lick and tongue-fuck Mary's anus and cunt-hole. My

school teacher was loving it.

I stood on unsteady legs and retreated to the kitchen, the excuse to

refresh my drink. But I stayed for the duration of Mary's oral

pleasure. It was obvious when she was finished, the thump of flesh on

wood and the squeals of pleasure rocked the small cabin.

I returned just in time to see Mary half sit up to slip her tongue

into my mothers mouth, as the two shared a long French kiss. Mother,

at times, would remove her lips and lick at the strands of my sperm

attached to Mary's face, savouring each tonguefull before returning to

the passionate kiss. I ignored the sight of my slave and saw the two

Club members make moves to leave. Their slaves not far behind them,

rushing to dress.

"Too bad you won't share that slut of yours Joseph - she would be a

favourite of the club!" David shook my hands, as if in

congratulations - perhaps it was. Was this the final phase that I had

to do to gain entrance in the elite Club?

Ben confirmed my suspicions, "I think even the hard core members will

accept your membership into the Club Joseph." I think they expected a

look of joy upon my face, but I felt nothing. "I'll confirm and let

you know this coming Monday."

I shook his hand at the door to the cabin, the other three already

getting into David's and Glenda's car. "One more piece of advice", he

offered with a sly smile, "this being your last night here, tie her

over the beam in the kennel", he nodded to the dog kennel a few meters

near the cabin door, "overnight, naked, and she'll never think about

disobeying you again." Ben chuckled lightly and looked over his

shoulder at his smiling mother, "Mary hates it, but I do it to her a

couple of times a year. The next morning she is so cut up and bruised

that she isn't much use, and every hole on her body is sore for a

week. Those dogs put us guys to shame!" He laughed all the way to

the car and I stood in the cabin doorway and watched their car pull

away.

-*-

The weekend wasn't over, but I had just learned that I was

unofficially a member in the Club I had so longed for. So much so,

that I had done the unthinkable and actually brought my fantasies to

light by successfully seducing my own mother.

This had gotten me to know my mother, Larissa, with intimate carnal

knowledge. I had fucked every one of her holes, I had treated her

like some oversized love-doll and made her dress outrageously, then I

had allowed another woman to forcibly fuck a huge dildo into mothers

ass, then watched as mother orally pleasured the same woman.

All in the name of the Club, I realized.

I retreated from the common room, not wanting to see my kneeling slut

of a mother, so soiled and obviously sexually-used that it disgusted

me right then, and found myself within the large shower.

My thoughts would not leave me, the images so clear to my minds eye.

The hot water did little to queel my dark thoughts and memories.

I tried to think of the benefits of being in the Club, what had seemed

so appealing not so long ago. Getting to fuck the other women, like

Mary, so it was almost an endless supply of submissive flesh.

I never even need to fuck my own mother again if I did not want too!

Where did that come from?

Larissa Bently, mother and slut, knelt as I had taught her not so many

weeks before with forehead nearly on the floor, as I had left her

before my shower. Her raised ass, normally so sexy and seductive to

this young highly-sexed teenager, did nothing to still my dark

thoughts.

I could feel it, something has changed here in this cabin between us.

A new level of depravity and submission, obviously. But it was

something else, something within me.

To shake this feeling, I grunted, "Get your ass over the chair!" My

voice was not one to be disobeyed, though I felt little resistance

within my mother any longer as she rushed to obey.

Over the back of the large chair, mother bent, her ass high, her head

almost to the cushion seat.

I reached forwards with both hands and tore her soiled nighty from her

body, it came away reluctantly. My slave froze, perhaps in fear of

her new Master, she too knew that much has changed.

Did she wonder if I would bind her within the kennel for the horny

dogs to use? I did, surprised that I now considered it. I was also

surprised to realize that she would do even that, if commanded.

Mother, I had learned, was betrayed by her body when faced with

humiliation and submission, she became very excited.

She wore her white stockings still, one nearly to her calf. I thought

of tearing these from her as well, but they fit her, made her look the

part she has done so well this day. It was what she wished for was it

not - to give away her trust and passion to a strong man... that and

coupled with the nastiness of that man being her son highly excited my

mother.

I retreated to the bedroom in disgust.

In minutes I returned from the bedroom and Larissa barely breathed,

let alone move. She would not then know what I carried in my hand as

I strode purposely back to her.

No words had yet been spoken between us - I had little use of words

for her now, I didn't care to know her thoughts. But I grunted out

one word as my arm came down, the meter long leather crop whistling

before it hit into the soft white flesh of mothers ass, "Slut!"

I began to rain a beating upon her, her ass soon a mass of red welts

but I never let up. Our agreement that I should never hurt her

forgotten, by the both of us I was sure.

True to my disgust, mother didn't move and thus proved her low

behaviour to be truly a slut. She cried out without words, and

thrashed about in the ass-high position, but she did not stop me.

Larissa took all I had to deliver and I stopped only when my arm was

tired.

The crop fell to the floor and still she did not move and I stared in

fright at the droplets of blood dripping from her skin.

I moved forwards, my surprisingly hard penis finding the now familiar

crevice of my mothers ass. I wanted to fuck this slut, hard and fast,

to hurt her more. She was a slave, a slut, to be used by her Master -

me. It had been her choice, her desire - something that had been so

pleasurable in the beginning now ...?

Her ass hole only had a light film of lubricant from mothers earlier

usage and she screamed when I tore into her still loose, but very

abused, rectum. I could feel the heat and dampness of her cunt upon

my balls - even now she reveals her low desires at this savage

coupling!

Earlier, when I took her anal virginity, was like being kissed with a

feather compared to the fucking I gave her just then. She screamed

out as I pounded in and out of her body, my stomach getting red from

her blood where we joined. It wasn't enough, I yanked her brown

shoulder-length thick hair back so it arched her back and forced her

face up. With my other hand I twisted and tore at her nipples

mercilessly.

Still she did not cry out for me to stop, but her pain-filled screams

were turning to those of harsh delight.

I was delirious in my animal rage as I again, for the final time that

day, emptied my balls into her body. She took it and perhaps even had

a small orgasm of her own. Did it matter?

With that handful of hair, I yanked her harder and she fell to the

floor, my cock pulling from her slimy ass hole. Positioning her upon

her knees before me, I shoved my half-hard but quickly wilting dick

into her sexy petite mouth. Mothers eyes were closed, so I could not

see her brown pupils gaze upon me, though I watched with disgust as

she opened her mouth and readily accepted my soiled dick, with what

could only be described as... love.

I pounded against her face with my soft member, her neck would have

dislocated if not for both my hands roughly holding her by her hair.

Not enough!

Mother was not crying out in shame and humiliation, begging her son to

have mercy. Instead she took all that I gave, took it and gave

compassion and love and lust in return.

I pulled from her mouth and held my cock in hand, a stream of piss
shot out and hit her on one cheek. "Hold your tits up and open your

mouth slut!" Larissa opened her eyes to look up at me, knowing what

was coming, and looked not at my peeing dick but into my soul, while

holding her 'C' cup breasts up and together her mouth open, as

commanded, a few centimetres. I washed those aged sexy tits with my

urine, sometimes moving up to surprise her by getting a stream in

between her sexy lips. Still she did not waver, only swallowed and

looked up at her son's madness, obviously seen within my eyes.

When my bladder was empty, so was my madness. I stood, pitiful, hand

on slimy wet dick looking into the eyes of a submissive and sexy woman

that I had wronged. I could not go any further, my humiliating

dominance exhausted.

I fell to the floor before her and cried, her wet soiled body wrapping

me in a loving embrace.

-*-

Apart from a thick letter reminding me of my obligations and promise

not to reveal anything of the Club, I never spoke to any member again.

With the letter, I received several tapes - some of the more memorable

moments of our trip to the cabin. I considered destroying these, but

could not - that time was a part of me, us, now.

I did not even need to let them know that my request for admission to

their elite Club had been withdrawn - they had seen the tape.

Mother says I need to end this with a description of what happened

after that last day in the cabin - she is right.

Let me state for the record, that I love Larissa, my mother and my

slave with all my heart.

She is the one that kept me sane while I quickly descended to my own

personal hell and humiliation. Yes, even while I did all those

debasing things to my own mother, I was also humiliating myself as

well as her.

After my tears had dried and my limbs stopped their trembling I held

my mother for a very long time, no words were then spoken. Then I

simply stood up, dressed and with mother wrapped only in the coat she

had came in and bare feet, we retreated - soiled and reeking of our

sins. Our bathtub at home seemed to sooth both our exhausted bodies

and wash away the evidence of our memories.

The next day, Sunday, mother and I packed and ran away together -

leaving dad a tape of mothers anal cherry night. Perhaps it was harsh

of us, I loved him, but she had pleaded with me. My sister was given

instructions to stay at her friends house till Larissa and I find a

new home. mother wrote a sealed note, that she said explained all -

to this day I have no idea what was in it, but my younger sister never

raised an eye at anything she saw in the future between her mother and

brother. She even is bold enough to sneak watching her mother and I

at night, when I am particularly randy.

Most of my parents money was my mothers, I learned, so cash was not a

problem - though mother demanded I return to school when we settled.

I agreed reluctantly. From experience, she related that one needed

more in life than a bank account or hard cock - we still argue about

the latter.

It took mom ten days after the cabin before her body recovered from

her ordeal, I know it would take much longer for my heart and soul to

heal. My lover never spoke about it, but that change that we had

undergone in the cabin was still a part of us - mother did anything I

asked her. And in the week of travelling after her recovery, I proved

it many times. We had both learned so much about ourselves and each

other - we are now bound by more than simply love and desire now.

Mother never again listened to another, as she had done with Ben's

requests, over my commands. Perhaps the beating she received at the

cabin was her punishment - or so I assumed. My will was never again

contested, for which I was very thankful. And though we entered into

new territory, as Master and Slave, she never hesitated.

It is a year since our cabin ordeal, just over a year since I had

first tasted mothers sexuality. Even the nightmare of the cabin is

something I would never change, something we needed as incestuous

Master and Slave... lovers.

Mother infrequently asked if I regretted denying myself the Club, I

can truthfully answer that membership was not what I wanted - what I

wanted I now have.

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