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The Air that Kisseth Thee

The Air that Kisseth Thee {Redman} {MF Obsession}

(c) October 2000

Author's note: Always interested in comments or

corrections. Reach me at redman@seductive.com.

No, no, the utmost share

Of my desire shall be

Only to kiss that air

That lately kissed thee.

- from "To Electra" by Robert Herrick



The Air that Kisseth Thee



"Bob, would you mind dropping me off to pick up my

car? I had it serviced today and the place just called

and told me it was ready."

"Of course, Susan. I'd be happy to. What time do

you need to leave?"

"I know you like to stay late, but the manager said

they closed at 5:30 today."

"Hey, I didn't even realize it was after 5:00

already. Sure we can go right now."

After we got in my car, Susan asked, "How's

Margaret and Katy doing?"

"Well let's see, Margaret's doing well. She's

liking her job a little better now. She got a new boss

that actually seems to want to try and make things

work. Katy? She's still sixteen, so what can I say.

She's insane but we can't lock her away."

"Is she still dating 'that boy'?"

"Oh yea, they're still inseparable. Thank goodness

he goes off to school next year when she's a senior.

At least we'll have one year of high school without

'that boy' hanging around every night."

"Here we are. Thanks for giving me a lift. I'll see

you tomorrow, OK?"

"Sure you don't need me to wait?"

"No, they said it's ready. Thanks again! See ya!"

I stayed anyway, just to make sure everything was

fine. Susan must have known I would, because she came

out, waving her keys to let me know the car was ready.

I pulled away, but only for a little ways down the

road until I could safely turn into a parking lot out

of view.

There, I lay my head down into the passenger seat

and smelled her fragrance. I had left the air off,

just so it would linger in the enclosed space. It

wasn't as strong as in her office, as in her chair

where she sat for hours every day. But, if I closed my

eyes, I could almost feel her.

With my eyes closed I could see the splash of light

freckles that are on Susan's cleavage. I can taste her

earlobes on my tongue and feel the warm, firm shape of

her ass as I pull her tight against me. I can feel her

nipples harden against my belly and taste the soft

underside of her tongue with my own.

It's as close as I would ever get, these lingering

scents of Susan. It's been this way for me for three

years now.

When she first came to the company, we had been

instant friends. We shared common interest, a common

approach to our jobs. Susan quickly found out that in

the politics of our office, she could count on me to

shoot straight with her and never stab her in the

back. That's a rarity in my company.

We started going to lunch frequently. Mark used to

go with us, but only six months after Susan started,

Mark quit. After that we went out together, just the

two of us. We became good friends.

Not that I didn't find Susan attractive from the

first, God knows she was. She was younger, but not

obscenely younger, thirty-two to my forty. She had

that dark hair and light skin thing going. Short and

fit, Susan still taught dance in the evenings. She was

more cute than beautiful, but cute in a mature,

sensual way.

She just had an effect on men. More often than not

when she would walk away from a group of men, the guys

would just shake their heads and sigh. The cruder ones

would make some lurid comment.

But, it was an unconscious thing with Susan. She

wasn't a flirt or a gold-digger. In fact, she hated

those kinds of women. She was hopelessly in love with

her husband, Reggie.

As I am with Margaret. Well, maybe I'm not

hopeless, but I love my wife nonetheless. I've never

cheated on her and I detest men that do; though there

are plenty of those in my business. It's not as though

I haven't had the opportunity. I still keep in shape

and women, especially, seem to like my personality. We

have a lot of social functions at work, cocktail

parties and that sort of thing. It's not unknown that

after some lady has too much wine, she might start

hitting on me. But, I've never been interested in

anyone else.

Until Susan, that is.

There were really two things that started me down

this path, her husband and my wife. First, Reggie is a

class A jerk. Not to hear Susan talk about him of

course, but if she talks long enough she can't help

but describe him accurately. He's always buying stuff

they don't need and just generally never considering

her in anything he plans. It's almost too cliche:

devoted, attractive gal with thoughtless moron for a

husband.

Then there's my wife. My wife is damn near perfect.

In fact, objectively speaking she's more perfect than

Susan is. But one of my wife's few faults is a touch

of jealousy.

Toward the end of that first year, Margaret

attended one of our company's banquets. She met Susan

for the first time, saw our friendship and rapport,

and instantly disliked her. It didn't much matter that

they were so much alike. It mattered more that she was

cute and that Margaret felt threatened.

From that night on Susan was known in our house as

"the little, dark-haired girl." It wasn't every

conversation or every day, but often enough I heard

that phrase to imprint it on my mind. When Margaret found

out we went to lunch together, it upset her even more.

When confronted, I did what any man would do, I lied.

"No dear, we only go out occasionally." In fact, it

was more like three times a week.

"No dear, we only talk about work." In fact, we

only talked about work when either of us just had to

blow off steam. Usually work was the last thing we'd

wanted to talk about.

Eventually it was "No dear, I went to lunch by

myself today," or "No dear, I haven't talked to her in

a while."

I didn't have to lie every day. Just often enough

over three or four months, maybe longer. Gradually I

started thinking about Susan not just as a friend, but

as someone that made my wife jealous. Eventually my

wife's jealousy became justified.

I began to notice little things about Susan I

hadn't seen before. I noticed that she washed her hair

every other day. I couldn't decide if I liked it

better the day after she washed it when it was perfect

or the next day when it tended to by more unruly. On

the former days I could image how a husband would be

proud to show her off. On the latter, I could image

how it would look after an afternoon of passionate

sex.

I noticed Susan's perfume. It was never heavy, just

a hint, but slightly more potent behind her. I tried

to determine whether she sprayed it behind her ears or

on the nape of her neck. For the life of me I have not

yet determined a way to find out except to put my nose

against that lovely, thin neck and breathe her in.

Breathe her in while I run my hands along her firm

belly and over her lovely, soft breasts.

I noticed that the shape of her bottom looks

delightful in her blue satin pants and that the

freckles on her decollete contrast best with her black

scoopneck sweater. I noticed that she played classical

music when she had a lot of detail work to do, light

jazz when she was feeling more romantic and reggae

when she was horny.

But just as my wife's jealousy made me reassess my

attraction to Susan, my attraction to her made me

reassess our friendship. I felt guilty about lying to

Margaret and guilty for not being able to tell Susan

why I became increasingly more uncomfortable being

alone with her. Whenever she would tell me about

Reggie, I found myself wanting to force her to see

what an ass he was.

The more attracted I became to her the more distant

I felt I had to be, for both our sakes. That in itself

was bad enough. My real problem came when the more

distance I achieved, the safer the attraction became

as well.

So in the evening when everyone is gone, I enter

her office and experience her from a distance. I lay

my head on her chair, smelling her lingering

fragrance. A year ago I found a pair of panty hose in

her trash can that still retains her scent.

But even these small tangible pieces of her are not

enough. The lingering smell of her soon becomes

overwhelmed by my own imagination. After orbiting

around her on the periphery all day, when everyone

leaves and the office is quiet, I can dream and

imagine what life would be like for us together.

After work we would share a glass of wine and I

would fix her salad the way she likes it, with cherry

tomatoes and just the right sized croutons. She would

play her jazz, or better yet her reggae, and afterward

we would take a long bath together. I would wash her

back and massage her feet. Every other day I would

wash her hair for her.

Applying a large, fluffy towel to her body, I would

caress every part of her dry. I would coax her to our

bed, kissing and caressing every inch of her body. I

would spend hours licking and touching the parts of

her I have longed for: her breasts, her hips, her

thighs and her cunt.

On these days spent daydreaming of her, I find

myself going home horny and frustrated. But, the

feeling of guilt when I think of Susan while I'm in

Margaret's arms troubles me. I try to think of

anything else but her; try to concentrate on my wife

and her needs, try to think about any other woman at

all. Sometimes I even succeed. Often enough though,

it's Susan I end up imagining.

The worst part of my guilt is that I feel I've

cheated both of these trusting women when this

happens. It's bad enough to dwell on another women

when I'm with my wife. It's worse to feel like I'm

cheating on Susan when I'm making love to my wife.

How long can a man want what he can't have? How

long can a man's hands long to hold that which he

cannot touch?

Susan's fragrance lingers with me: in her office,

on my car seat, on a pair of discarded pantyhose. For

as long as I can see her, for as long as I can taste

the air that she's walked through, my desire will last

at least that long. And maybe longer.