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The Downward Spiral It begins

You may read this and think I'm some sort of monster or pervert, truth is I

lost the ability to really make that call at some point but I can't exactly

put my finger on when exactly I lost it. I started out life in a very

conservative family that lived in a very conservative neighborhood that was

in a very conservative town in a very conservative state. I was a geek

growing up. Now a days, people would argue that, but I was. I mean you

cannot be Six feet and two inches tall and weigh just a hair over one

hundred pounds without really being a geek, at least in other people's

minds. The point of that is I spent a good deal of time in my own world

more or less as a kid, so that by the time I got to the Lord of the Flies

type of experience high school in south Texas was, I still had an active

imagination. Unfortunately for me, all romance was in my head. I was a

virgin right up through most of my college years as I kept falling madly in

love with women that were about as interested in me as they in eating an

excrement sandwich. So, Rosey Palm and me got on a pretty good

relationship. I had decided, early in my masturbatory career, that if

actual intercourse required lubrication (I read far too many encyclopedias,

National Geographic, and PBS specials not to know the mechanics of

intercourse) then flogging the Bishop should get lubrication as well, and I

trusted Johnson and Johnson with keeping the old wedding tackle intact by

using their baby oil to protect little Willy. Being as how skinny I was I

never ever thought of comparing size of my twig and two bits. I just

assumed they were smaller then normal. So, my life rolled on, church,

home, school until I was 24 years of age. By then I was beyond hopeless in

finding "the one" and I bought a PC and got on the internet, I think

subconsciously looking for "the one night stand" instead. Regardless of my

unthinking reasons I soon found myself getting propositions. Being as I am

a man, they all intrigued me. Finally as yet another "nice Christian girl"

ripped out my heart and carelessly stopped its romantic beatings with a

slender flat shoe, I took one.



Now this was around 1994, and, I'll be honest, I wasn't afraid she'd be

ugly so much as I was afraid I'd end up the subject of one of those

discovery channel specials on the unidentified and horribly mutilated

remains that were discovered in a cranberry marsh near Boston. Boston's

Logan Airport, by the way, was where she was going to pick me up. She had

a picture of me so she could find me but I was clueless on her, you can

probably guess why. I should have written her name down but I don't

remember it now, so we'll just call her Donna. When I got to Boston, Donna

had come with a friend and I had high hopes the friend was Donna. It

wasn't. Donna was heavy, not disgustingly so, but she looked as if she had

fallen from the ugly tree and landed in the acne bush. I was only here for

three days so, I figured I could suck it up and survive. We met Donna's

gay friends. I had to check my tickets to make sure I hadn't been diverted

to hell. Nope, just Boston. As we leave Boston, she informs me we'll be

spending the three nights I'm in town at her parents. Well, I guess it can

get worse. Then it did.



"You're quiet." She said.



"Well, I'm nervous, I guess." Actually I'm wondering if I can kick

myself in the balls to remember what a bad idea flying to meet a complete

stranger is.



"Well, let's talk." We had talked on the phone before this unmitigated

disaster, so the conversation was easy enough to feign interest in. Now I

have a problem. I came up here intending to end 24 years of being a virgin

and I wasn't about to do that now, but I was now overly horny. We got to

her house late and now I'm talking pretty easy and I'm able to convince her

that I'm not disgusted by her as she shows me her bedroom, at least I

thought I was.



"Prove it." She says as her arms go around me. Ah crap! I can tell by

the way she's looking at me she wants a kiss. If I kiss her, she is going

to get horny herself. Why you ask? Well, because I'm a good kisser. I

don't think that because anyone has told me I am, I'm saying it because I

have never ever kissed a girl but that she didn't all but drag my hand to

her breast. I learned to kiss girls from all the girls I hung out with in

high school. They didn't see me as a dateable man so they'd answer my

questions about sexual stuff honestly and I learned from it. Now I have to

kiss this unappealing young woman or live on the streets of gay Boston for

three days. So I kissed her.



Part of my problem here is that I get lost in a kiss, and maybe that's

why women enjoy it so much. I know a good number of my fellow men kiss

with a goal clearly in mind. I kiss just because it feels good to do it.

Why is that a problem? I'm glad I asked. It's a problem because I get

aroused in the process and if the woman I am kissing allows herself to get

lost in said kiss then she gives subtle physical signals that I pick up on

and almost instinctively move forward in. It didn't take long before Donna

was giving those subtle signals pressing against me stroking areas such as

my ass moaning quietly into my ear. My hands started moving on her as we

kissed. I could lie here and say that I stripped her shirt off like a pro,

but in the interests of not over embellishing my sexual prowess, I managed

to unbutton her blouse with an acceptable level of difficulty. Donna was

built a bit widely and this is what led to the illusion that she was near

the gross side of being over weight was her loose fitting blouse. As my

hands roamed over her body, I could tell she was heavy but not what I would

actually call fat. We continued the long slow deep kiss and my hands

roamed over her bra. My fingers sent the message to my brain that

something was in-between the cups that felt more rigid than any stitch. A

front hook! Now the higher functions of my brain were totally enslaved to

the lower as I would be able to actually lay eyes and hands on the same

pair of breasts at the same time. Since it was a front hook, getting the

bra open would be far easier than had she had the rear hooking type, which

quite frankly still give me some headaches. Again I was able to unfasten

it with relative ease, although it's nothing as easy as you see in the

movies or read in the books and stories. I pushed her blouse and bra from

her shoulders and my hands went back down to her breasts. Once again, I

had stumbled onto a problem I had not anticipated. I hate to be crude but

to this day I can think of no other way to describe what I now held in my

hands other than big, fat titties. I had to look, by this time we here

near her bed, so I sat on it and looked up to see the globes of flesh on

her chest. She had beautiful breasts. I mean it. They were nice and

firm, really firm and huge. I think she had to be at least a DD cup.

Maybe only a 36 or 38, but I don't have the illusions that some of the

people who write erotic stories do. A woman with a 38 DD bra size is well

endowed, even if the armature storywriters, like myself, don't like to

portray it as so. I couldn't help myself. I must have gone on kissing her

and play with her tits for at least a half hour after than. I loved

sucking on her big fat titties. She was moaning and groaning and carrying

on and then she said something. I looked up from sucking on her left

nipple.



"What?" I asked.



"We should get some sleep." But that meant taking away these nice

titties! "You'll sleep in my room." She changed into her pajamas. My

assessment was not off. Definitely plump, maybe heavy, but not fat. She

pecked me on the lips and left me for a mostly sleepless night. I woke

with the sunrise but wasn't about to leave her room. I heard her mother
tell her she should go make sure I was still alive. When I heard that all

I could think was, TITTIES! She came in and smiled at me. "Hey sleepy

head." she said and came up to stand at the edge of the bed. I sat up and

put my hands on her hips and smiled up at her. "How did you sleep?"



"All right." I lied. I had gotten about two hours sleep. I slid my

hands up and there they were, unfettered smooth, and warm. My god I just

lost it with her titties. I occurred to me how cruel it was that God put a

pair of tits like this on this girl rather than a few of the better looking

ones back home. Again we were a good long while with me sucking her

breasts until finally I left her room so she could shower and change. I

ate breakfast with her mother. Can you say Uncomfortable? I sure as hell

was. Her mother left and we ended up hanging out and making small talk. I

didn't press too hard at the objects that distracted me from the rustic

setting and the conversation I was taking part in. Her dad come home and

suggested we should rent a movie and watch it by ourselves that night. We

rented two of the shitiest movies I can think of, Abraxxas and The Guyver.

Now I'm sure some of my fellow former geeks will want to fry me for calling

one or both of these two movies pure shit, but they were. She made the

fold out couch into her bed and we lay down to watch these reels of

excrement. Abraxxas was first and I was faking sleep ten minutes into the

movie, only to fall asleep ten minutes after that. I woke up and I felt

good. No, I felt great. My mind was slowly coming alert and I realized I

felt better than great, I felt like a fucking god. My brain alerted me

that I should open my eyes because I felt way too good. I looked down and

Donna was busy quietly slurping on my stiff cock. My first blowjob! In

her parents house!! With her fine ass sister due home any minute (I would

have banged the sister blue were I allowed, but lets be honest rather than

fictional, no woman is going to watch her sister sucking some stranger's

cock and ask to join in or for a share of it all for herself)!!! I wasn't

about to stop her, but I was really nervous. Now the arthritic Golden

Retriever I have yet to mention plays into our story. Here she is sucking
my cock with great eagerness and I am worried how I will explain to her

father what my cock is doing in his daughter's mouth. Suddenly Rusty would

walk slowly across the tiled kitchen floor, I was afraid I might have to

explain it to her mother instead. I would be damned, if that dog didn't

keep that up until I came in her mouth. Now, I want it noted for the

record that I never ever asked for that. I know she didn't swallow because

she got up tight lipped and headed for the restroom where I heard brushing

of teeth and gargling. She came back and laid her head near my somehow

still mostly erect cock.



"I've never done that before." She said softly. I stroked her face and

smiled. Looking back on it with a good deal of time and experience in

getting blow jobs and I think more and more that was either complete

bullshit or great instructions from her gay male friends. Either way she

stripped and lay beside me. I was supposed to fuck her now. I climbed in

between her thighs and saw my first pussy in first person. Now, here's

where brutal honesty comes in and gives me a full body check. I know every

guy out there talks about what an absolute stud he was from the first

penetration. I don't believe it. I think that every guy his first time he

was trying to sink his cock in to a real pussy stumbled on making

penetration. This means you are rubbing the sensitive head on soft smooth

thigh flesh, then she gets too hot to wait on you and tries to guide it in

while your hips are still searching, which means you are now fucking her

hand as it grips your stiff member, and BAM! You've just ejaculated into

her pubes or on her thighs. We all did it ladies, if we admit it or not.

The moment was too much and we lost it. Don't hold it against us, but give

us another chance. Needless to say I was humiliated, because at the time I

assumed it meant something was totally wrong with me. She was saying

something to comfort me but I knew she was going to tell her friends I was

a premature ejaculator and they would laugh at me. I had the next night to

prove I wasn't a lame lover. We would be spending it with her female

friend who lived with two gay men. Donna wasn't interested in fucking, but

apparently the two gay men were. Once again, I got no sleep, but this time

is was from listening to two gay men fucking loudly and repeatedly. I left

Boston early the next morning and said goodbye to Donna for what I thought

was forever.



She sent me e-mail a little over a month later telling me she had missed

her period the previous month. She was claiming she could have gotten

pregnant without any penetration. While I don't doubt it's possible, I

wasn't about to do anything about it. I had no idea who she might have

started blowing while they were asleep and told her as much. I feel kind

of bad for taking that position now, but she wrote back the next week to

say she had her courses again. So ended any Donna connection in my life,

but it had opened the door to many changes I had never even imagined.